"hi there!
my name is Alena.
And I am interested in art and photography!"

my nerves creep up on me as the whole class eyes met me stating their judgement.
I gulp nervously and rub my arm and blush alot to the embarrassment

there was this one girl who sat at the front gazing up at me, though she gazed differently than the others did.
she looked so beautiful with long silk like black hair, giving me a peaceful welcoming look in her iced blue eyes

my chest felt so heavy and I felt my body heat up and blush. just feeling her eyes pierce through me made me so flustered for some reason

the teacher turned to me and saw that I was quite nervous
"everyone..i expect you to welcome Alena respectfully" she said putting her hand on my shoulder as I shudder
"Alena...where do you want to sit?" the teacher asked

I looked around and saw that girl again as I blush alot "i..can I sit by the window?" I replied nervously
the girl raised a brow at me.
"of course you can..go ahead make yourself comfortable" the teacher said
"thank you" I replied and walked between the row of chairs feeling my knees wobble as I crossed students I didn't know. unfamiliar faces.

it made me feel uneasy and scared but at least I'm by the window where it is peaceful and I can gaze out..
I sit down and bite my lip as I feel some students still looking at me as I look down at my thumbs twiddling them. all I heard was my heart pounding and getting so loud. I was afraid if anyone else could hear how nervous I was.

"at the end of lesson you will all have to introduce yourself to Alena" she said smiling

I looked at my teacher and froze feeling a lump in my dry throat as I swallowed

fuuuck
I thought to myself

"now class..we are going to learn about anxiety..and how it can be triggered and caused" the teacher said writing notes on the board as the students copy.
I notice I didn't have a book
I put my hand up and the techaer saw as she stood "Alena..do you have a answer?" she said

I froze and slowly put my hand back down as I gulped and felt my ears go numb and my feet wobble
"w-well..i..umm..so anxiety makes you feel um..very scared of some situations and nervous..to the point you could throw up" I stuttered and felt sick myself in my stomach

"well done! that is right..anxiety can play a huge part in your body, it can change your train of thought and make you both feel nervous and sick at times and even pass ou-"

the teacher dropped her pen as she turned around fast to see what the noise was, she saw Alena passed out on the floor.
everyone looked at her "did she die?" a boy said

a girl stood from the front "no she just passed out! I'm an expert on this..stay here Mis Morp I'll go get help!" she ran out the class

Miss Morp sat by Alena and made sure she was not hurt from the fall. the students were shocked and staring.