Chapter 16
My eyes trailed back and when I met Jimins I knew my choice.
I walked his way and my arms went around his neck and I pulled him closer. I closed my eyes and this time my lips did land on his. he froze at first but soon his arms wrapped around my waist pulling me even closer. I had kissed other guys before but it in no way compared to this. This connection I felt. I didn't want this to ever stop.
'maybe get a room' Yeji finally shouted and that kind of awoke me and Jimin from our trance.
we both stopped and stepped back.
'y/n you can choose the next person'
I noticed Jimins expression was in some sort of struggle which was confusing me. he then suddenly left the room
'uhm seojoon' I said taken off guard as I wanted to follow Jimin 'dare' he said 'kiss muriel' I quickly said before leaving the room. I searched the different rooms but when I walked into the kitchen I was met by Taehyung.
I hadn't realized that he had left the room as well. he lookedhurt, no it was pretty obvious he was.
'Taehyung' I said sympathetic and slightly nervous
because I had no idea if he was angry or not. he crossed his arms
'shouldn't you be exchanging spit with Jimin.. in the bedroom?'
I coughed 'I uh I am sorry Taehyung if that hurt you in anyway'
'why would that hurt me?' he asked, but his tone suggested the opposite. I stepped closer
'because.. ' I didn't know what to say. I mean what could I even say? considering that I just kissed another guy.
Taehyung also stepped closer, leaning forward
'because you also feel this, don't you?'
he didn't specify the "this" but he didn't need to because he was right. I froze again but then shook my head
'I am not sure what this is, but I do know why I chose to kiss Jimin'
that was a truth and I finally could embrace it. Jimin was the one I chose.
Taehyungs face changed and then his eyes went up
'well there you have him'
I turned around and saw Jimin. I walked his way
'I am sorry if I took you off guard like that' I said. he caressed my cheek with a soft smile 'don't apologise, I uh' 'no I think you should apologise don't you Jimin?'
Taehyung suddenly said and I rolled my eyes
'taehyung what are you talking about'
'I mean considering you haven't mentioned your other girl'
my heart dropped as I scanned Jimin's face. there was guilt written all over it but then his eyes turned dark, I haven't seen it once since he joined. he was angry as he stared at taehyung
'wh..wha.t is he talking about?' I asked, not only my voice trembled. my entire body did.
'you're way out of line taehyung' jimin let out
'so it's true?' I asked
Jimin pov
y/ns eyes started to fill up with tears and I felt a need to hug her.
'it's complicated' I let out
she scoffed 'I think this is an easy yes or no question, do you have someone else in your life?' she repeated
'it's not that easy, there are things I can't tell you that explain this' I pleaded
'you know what Jimin, I am done with the secrets and this as well'. tears rolled over her cheeks and before I could say anything back she stormed out.
I looked at Taehyung 'really? she kisses me and this is how you retaliate?' I growled 'I thought you were becoming okay but you're still an asshole' I added
'I am a demon' he said
'no' I scoffed 'no you're a jealous demon, that's the issue here'
Taehyung shrugged
'it's not that I lied, what would your beloved match think of this? aren't you cheating? Which is .. I don't know a sin?'
'yes I am matched to another girl, but I am also matched to y/n. she is an anomaly. that's why this is happening. Amy is not my girl yet and the reason is y/n. but I guess all of that doesn't matter to you does it? even if it might make y/n happier to be with me. what will happen if she becomes a demon? can you still even have feelings for her?'
Taehyung stood with an open mouth, contemplating.
'I don't know' he eventually let out.
'maybe you should find out, if you really care for her. because I do'
with that I left because I knew it didn't make sense to argue with a demon.
Taehyung pov
He was also matched with y/n? It made a lot of sense though, the fact they were so close it was that certain bond.
Before anyone, especially Muriel, had a change to speak to me I quicky left
I was lying in bed restless. I thought about what Jimin said, what would happen indeed if she became a demon? demons cant love demons right? but then again this hasn't happened before so perhaps it was possible?
then I thought about y/ns crying tonight, it was my fault. I mean it was partly Jimin's fault but on the other hand he wasn't totally in the wrong if what he said was true about the double matching. I really wanted to I don't know go to hell and torture some bad people.
y/n pov
Sunday after not really sleeping at all, I helped grandmother with her volunteering work. it was nice because it in someway kept my thoughts of Jimin. I just couldn't believe he had someone else in his life. all the memories replayed in my mind. the dancing in the streets, walking in the woods how I told him about the adoption, playing scrabble with grandma and then that kiss.
There was something in this kiss, was I really the only one that felt that? and was this what heartbreak felt like? because it sucked.
The next day I arrived at school, I was considering to not go but eventually I did go, I knew I had to face Jimin one day. I arrived late so that I wouldn't have time to talk before class started. when I walked into the class I saw Seojoon switched places with mine and was sitting next to Jimin. he nudged at the empty seat next to Taehyung and I took place there. grateful that Seojoon did this for me.
'are you okay y/n?' Taehyung asked, I nodded but I wasn't in the mood to talk to him either. The bell rang for lunch break. I immediately made my way to the cafeteria but unfortunately not fast enough.
'y/n can we please talk?' I heard Jimin ask
'I don't want to talk to you'
'but'
'unless you tell me you it was all not true, you don't have another person'
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