8 - Never Been In Love
'alright, so what is your perspective on the book?' he asked.
'You read it?' I frowned at him as I, for not one minute, believed he did, he rolled his eyes and opened his mouth
'"These violent delights have violent ends. And in their triumph die, like '
'Like fire and powder' I finished a little bit embarrassed.
'alright, alright you read it'
gosh honestly I could listen to him quoting shakespeare in his deep voice all day but we needed to get this paper done as well
He chuckled 'so what is your view?'
'well basically romeo said he would never love another girl then his beloved rosaline and whoops next day he marries Juliet, she is just a basic rebound story. and Juliet was supposed to marry paris like her dad wanted and she didn't cause I guess she likes to rebel for no apparent reason. plus they are like 13 and 16 and this happened in a span of idk 3 days, for me that just sounds like childish love. or rather weren't they just horny as fuck teenagers and wanted an excuse to give into their sexual desires?'
Taehyung laughed out loud over my summary of the story
'You know we should actually present it like this'
I shrugged but while laughing as well as his smile was pretty contagious
'Don't get me wrong, I think the basic story can be romantic I mean two people from rival worlds falling in love and not able to imagine a world without each other..'
He rolled his eyes while shaking his head disapprovingly.
'ohh, of course you don't agree' I stated while crossing her arms
'It's just about the love part' he said sincerely
'have you never been in love?' I asked, a bit confused considering he was dating yeji.
He shook his head 'I have never experienced love, so I wouldn't know'
'being in love and experiencing love are two different things' I replied softly
'Yes, and still neither are for me' Taehyung immediately answered but it seemed he didn't understand what I meant so I explained it more.
'love from your parents or loving a friend is also love' I indicated not being able to accept he was so firm
'yeah I am aware, still...' he shrugged unbothered, it seemed he didn't even care or something. I couldn't imagine that to be true though.
I felt a sort of pain in my body. There were no family pictures in his home and his behavior since I met him kind of indicated he wasn't a person that has had many friends.
I am not sure why but I put my hand on his, he looked at them and then at me before pulling back his hand. He balled the hand I just touched tightly into a fist. Then he looked away and stated we should continue on the work.
Taehyung pov
That night, after y/n had left, I was lying restless in bed. I actually had a nice time today with her. I wasn't sure how to describe it as these feelings were really unfamiliar to me. She was able to make me genuinely laugh.
The soft touch of her hands touching mine replayed in my mind.
I rolled my eyes annoyed; what was this girl doing to me.
y/n pov
Days passed again and I spent most of them with Jimin now that Yeji was being so insufferable. I was sad to lose her as a friend like this but on the other hand if this is what she changed into it might be for the best.
I was putting my stuff in my locker this morning when I saw Yeji storming towards me.
'hi Yeji' I said calmly though I could see from the look on her face that she was furious.
'Stay the hell away from my boyfriend y/n' she spat out.
My face turned into surprise, I mean where was this coming from?
'uh I hardly spend time with him. I don't understand' I crossed my arms
'You changed since you started dating Taehyung' I added calmly
'yes, no wonder.. as you were not supportive since the beginning and I know it's jealousy, you've always been jealous of me' she rattled on.
My mouth fell open but I quickly found my strength again
'If you are so insecure about his love for you then you should find someone better'
'oh so you can take him?' she scoffed and it surely seemed an accusation. As if I truly was after Taehyung.
'That's not what I am saying!' I replied defensively
'Was taking Jimin not enough for you? also Taehyung? you are so selfish, plus you never even fall in love, you're called the heartbreaker for a reason'
That one hit me hard because she was the only one I had ever told that this was something that bothered me, that scared me. I know we are young and all, but I had never been in love so I never experienced the excitement of being in love while I saw the other students around me falling head over heels for each other.
'at least when I fall in love it will be someone that actually loves me' I spat out knowing this was mean but she had also hurt me with her words.
She raised her hand, flat, like she was going to give me a bitchslap.
In response I closed my eyes and waited for some form of impact but there was none. I opened my eyes and saw Taehyung holding her arm. I didn't even see he was close but as I looked around I saw that many students had gathered around us.
'Don't fucking touch her' he growled out
'of course you defend her' Yeji spat out with tears in her eyes, 'just like you moaned out her name last night'
well I didn't see that one coming,
There was some shock reactions from students but my eyes just went to Taehyung's face who didn't seem to be bothered about this revelation.
'I am your girlfriend not her' Yeji shouted this time, clearly not caring about everyone surrounding us
'Was' Taehyung replied calmly
'What?' Yeji's face went from angry to completely shattered.
'You were my girlfriend, but not anymore as of now, now leave' and with that Yeji turned around and left as if she was a robot following his orders.
Taehyung turned to me 'are you okay?' he asked.
I didn't answer but instead looked around at all the students who were spectating the drama in front of them.
'Did you all enjoy the show?' Taehyung shouted to the crowd surrounding us and they all turned around and also left. I had tears in my eyes because I was hurt by Yeji's words and sad about the fact it was a close friend that had hurt me so.
'Hey, do you want to ditch school today and do something nice?' Taehyung asked and as I looked at him I saw over his shoulder in the distance Jimin entering the school.
I thought for a moment to go to Jimin but I didn't want to stay here and I wouldn't ask him to skip a whole day, I knew he wouldn't feel comfortable about that, especially considering Taehyung just offered it.
Plus I was not in the slightest interested in being around for the aftermath of this mornings drama. I looked at Taehyung and nodded in agreement.
He smirked.
'Let's go then'
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