** Your P.O.V **

It's been months now, it's been months that I've been here, I've moved on from the insults and snarky remarks they give me. I've put up with it and it has surprisingly gave me a positive toll on me, even some are true and painful, still, I still didn't let it get to me.

I breathed a deep sigh, letting the curtains fall side to side as I removed tthe ribbon that tied both halves together. I went to my closet and started picking out clothes to wear, today was the day we were finally attacking Muffet's mansion. We have been planning for so long, we were correcting all the flaws that came with it which took a really long time. I slipped on black everything, since we were going to break in at night. I then grab a couple of things that I needed for the mission, and with that, I'm off. I went to the dining room to meet up with everybody, everyone was already there and preparing some of the things we needed, some were planning out escape routes if they missed the chance, some were perfecting the plan without making any major changes. As long as I'm able to get a shot on Muffet, it'll be okay. I strided over to where Alphys sat, ever since these few months, I have only been close to Alphys even when Undyne doesn't like it. I mean like, we share the same interests, so why not befriend her? It's not big deal.

She greeted me with a small hello before getting back to her equipment, checking all the guns that have been fully and completely equipped with bullets that are heavily laced in poisonous bug repellent/killer. She and Gaster have been working on it for a long time, they have been chemically experimenting and working the most dangerous poisons for a few months while I trained. I watched her carefully insert one more bullet into one of the shotguns before placing it carefully inside the large duffel bags. She then carefully took off her gloves and put them away, she then turned to look at me with that cute kawaii smile I loved so much. She is so cute, no wonder Undyne doesn't like me around her, she's just afraid that I'm gonna take Alphys away from her, how sweet. However, I'm not taking Alphys away from her because who would? I ship it and no one comes in between my ships.

I smiled back warmly, we were then filled with comfortable silence. I take out my phone and showed her some cute stuff I found online, I hid my under the table so no one would know what I was showing her.

She kept her giggles and awws quietly, she was not so subtly trying to hide her smile and I find it funny at how she's trying. Then, a booming voice interrupted us. “Okay, 5 more minutes prepare everyone. We're ready to move at 10: 30 PM sharp okay? Remember to put everything in the truck, load all of the things we need, assign all back-ups to their respective stations, mOVE, MOVE—”

Was all I heard when me and Alphys stopped and immediately started to head to our respective places before saying good luck to each other, I helped loading all the guns and bullets into the 3rd truck. I gawked at all the bombs that other people were loading into the second truck, they were so many, I'm pretty sure there are a lot of explosive chemicals inside of it. I then hop into the front seat, I grabbed a protective coat and slip it on, I need it if I ever get hurt by the explosions that may interrupt me from getting a shot on Muffet.

I sucked in a breath, it was already 10: 23 and most of the stuff were all ready and loaded into the truck. We just had to wait for the respective back-ups to be in their respective places during the mission, they are really important if we ever mess up the plan..

Or if I ever mess up the plan....

I shook my head off, I checked my watch.

10: 29 PM

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10: 30 PM—

With that, the gates opened and the trucks headed out. I was nervous, even if it took half an hour to get there, I was seriously going to die from nervousness. I sighed, I breathed deeply and exhaled. I turned away and faced the window beside me. I wonder how Sans feels about this, I totally did not deserves this..I could feel all my doubts and guilt come washing in like a painful wave has shot through me.

I feel so pressured, I feel like I'm gonna bring them down which will give Sans and Asriel more reasons to hate me. Actually, they have the every right to hate me, they have every single right and I can't give my judgement or complaints about it. I sighed again today, it really sucked but, I won't give up, I won't let all the training I have done all these years to waste. I want what I wanted during all those years of training.

And that is revenge.

I needed to avenge my parents and my little sister. I needed to overweight the right from the wrong, I needed to fulfill what I'm truly here for. I needed to prove why I'm worthy to be the hit man of this gang, I needed to prove my worth to everyone, I needed to show everyone my purpose. I needed to shoe everyone that I'm not worthless, I needed to show everyone that I'm not a simple housewife. I needed to show everyone what I'm fighting for, I needed to show everyone that not useless, a waste of space, a downer, a stupid, dumb, weak, helpless girl. I sat up straight with determination evident in my expression and my eyes.

*You have been filled with Determination

30 minutes later, and we have arrived in our destination. I grabbed a mini purse fully equipped with weapons that I need, Alphys, your intelligence is a blessing. I slipped into the gate without being caught, I climbed onto of the balconies and silently jumped down on one of them, I started to slowly climb down into another and slowly reached the garden. I slipped my way past through some protective layers of cobweb that would detect a moving object.

Great technology, it was really hard to see since it was really small and it couldn't really be felt but without Alphys' intellectual, I would've been caught if It weren't for this super Advanced, High Light  Frequency Web Detector (ALHFYD). I flashed it to the hall towards me, the bluish-purple light reflected on the cobwebs, therefore making my way into them without touching it.

These are spiders are good at putting each individual strand of cobwebs inhumanly, it's crazy. I need to map my way out before I could and takes a hell lot of time. I finally reached the last strand and sprinted off quickly to wherever Muffet's bedroom was.

There were so many spiders on watch, it was kinda of hard to ran to the other corridors without getting caught and that's when I heard it. I immediately ran as the wall I hid before blew up, releasing dust and smoke. I could smell the bug spray that was made to kill the spiders. I could even feel them falling over me, it's like I'm running through a rain of spiders. I continued running until I reached a specific corridor, I slipped into it and hid behind a corner. I could hear the bedroom door creak open. “What? What is happening?” was her cry.

“Release the special ones, we need all the help we can get!”

“Damn this mafia, trying to finally seek revenge huh?”

I aimed the gun towards her head, without her knowing, but then, she giggled then another string of laughter came. I tilted my head to the side in confusion, what's so funny?

“Oh, my darling, Y/n, you can't kill with that nor with the time certainly like this.”

What the—

She knows I'm here, she knew. She turned around to my hiding spot. She then approached me without breaking eye contact. She took the gun out of my hands as I looked at her dumbfounded.

“What? Wha—”

“Hush, there's no need to speak.”

I closed my mouth only to open it again but no word came out. I began to shake in realization, my eyes started to water as I fell to my knees. She kneeled down, placing my head over her chest as I began to cry.

“Ah, my deary, there there.”

She rubs circles against my back in comfort as I bawl my eyes out. I knew, I knew that I failed, I knew that I failed my mission, I knew that I failed to avenge my family. I failed, I knew I wasn't up for the job, I should've let Sans kill me when he had the wonderful opportunity, but I just let it go to waste. I let it all go to waste! What's wrong with me?

“There there...”

Was all I heard before passing out.

I won't cry, when I start to crumble, whenever they try to shove me or bring me down.