it's that time of the year again,

where i need to compromise and need to pretend

sometimes i feel like a misfit

sometimes i feel like a mess but, 

you were always there for me

i understood that "friends forever"

doesn't always mean for life. 

you've got new friends and new likes

new jokes and new lights

we picked them all out together 

when'd we hang out? i knew the answer was never 

because i was always the misfit 

and i'll probably have to admit it

was hard on me to see you leave.

cause on our walls you've got new posters 

and got someone else on your shoulders

smiling wide and laughing loud 

you made new plans 

but stopped calling me first 

because you thought i

was an embarrassment 

i never fit in, i knew that

but at the table, alone i sat

and when the emptiness set in 

i found myself regretting not joining 

your inside jokes with the cool kids

but they told me i'd never fit in 

so maybe never mind

i'll continue being a misfit

please enjoy your new life without me.

— a/n: i wrote this super crappy poem in class :)