the sun, the moon, the stars, the earth

move in eternal harmony 

someone said that

when the sun is closer to the moon than the earth 

there's a solar eclipse

or when the moon is in earth's shadow 

there's a lunar eclipse

and maybe if theres one day that 

the sun is between the moon and earth

the world would descend into chaos 

and nothing would be of its billion years of existence 

but what if i told you

that you're like my sun 

and i'm the earth

you're messing with my feelings

i long to see those eclipses 

am i just a toy to you

because i always feel like my world's chaotic without you

and you don't actually care? 

maybe it's better if i don't see you again 

would it be? if our relationship faded into nothingness

because i know i deserve those eclipses

and if you can't give them to me 

then maybe you're toxic 

and i should leave you after all. 

helloooo i had a spur-of-the-moment idea today while i was revising for my mid-terms so i decided to take a break (5 mins) from studying and write this poem for my dear readers, i love you all <3