20. Terrfied

Zoe POV

Laying in bed in the dark I was nervously waiting for Damian to come back for his night out with guys. The suprise was the last thing on my mind because while Alexa had been here something had happened that had frightened the life out of me.

Lexi had ordered garlic bread and the second the smell hit my nose I felt queasy, it was a smell I had always loved so I knew straight away what that meant and I was terrified.
Not of telling Damian or of his reaction, I was terrified of history repeating itself, I simply could not go through that again.

I didn't ever want to feel that pain again, I definitely didn't want Damian to feel it and I was cared that I would do to Damian what I did to Todd - run away.

I hear the door unlock, open and close. I hear the shuffling of feet and a clatter followed by Damian cursng under his breath in spanish.

"Way to go, you've probably woken her up now tripping over her........wait a second that's my case" I hear him chunter to himself "Oh man...... I'm going to be in so much trouble I'm supposed to be in her room not mine"

"D is that you?" I ask trying my best not to laugh

"Princesa? Why are you in my room?" He asks "I thought I was suppose to come to you?"

"Your in my room D" I say "Actually you're in our room, I hope you don't mind but I cancelled your room so that we could share"

"Mind? Mi amor I couldn't be happier" he says "I'm sorry if I woke you"

"I was awake, I couldn't sleep" I sigh

"Maybe I can help you" he says getting under the duvet from the bottom of the bed.
I feel him lift the t shirt I'm wearing and begin to softly kiss my stomach and I instantly feel anxious. He works his way up my body lifting the shirt further up as he does.

Damian POV

I had felt her tense up when my lips touched her stomach but I kept going and she didn't stop me. As I kiss my way up her body I feel her fingers tangle in my hair and her breathing quicken.

I kiss up her neck making sure to hit that sensitive spot just below her ear, but when I go to kiss her lips her hand comes up instantly pushing my face away. She wriggles out from under me, jumps out of the bed and runs to the bathroom.

I stare at the bathroom door blankly, I had no idea what had just happened or why she had run away from me like that. All I wanted to do was make love to my girl and instead I'm sat here wondering what the hell I've done wrong.

Zoe POV

Well there was no avoiding the conversation now, the second I smelt the beer on his breath my stomach churned and I had to run. If anything it confirmed my fears even more.

"Mi amor are you alright?" Damian calls through the door

"Yeah just give me a second" I call back.

Picking myself up of the floor, I clean my teeth before heading back into the room. Damian is sat on the end of the bed with a worried expression on his face and I know I need to explain.

"D I need to talk to you about something" I say "but could you clean your teeth first"

"Yeah sure" he says looking confused heading into the bathroom, when he emerges I tap the bed beside me and he sits down. Taking his hand in my mine I take a deep breath.

"Before Todd and I separated we were expecting our first child" I say "I miscarried and we were both devastated, I handled it badly, I went on the road with Dolph instead of grieving with Todd, I guess you could say I ran away"

"I'm sorry you had to go trough that mi amor" he says "but I don't understand why you're telling me this"

"I ran to the bathroom becuase the smell of beer on your breath churned my stomach" I explain "the same thing happened when I smelt Lexi's garlic bread. D I........I think I'm pregnant and I'm terrified becuase I can't go through that again, I don't want to feel that pain and I don't want to run away from you" I say as the tears cascade down my cheeks

"Don't cry princesa" he says pulling me onto his lap and holding me against his chest "dont look at this as history repeating itself, look at it as being given another chance, you've got me and I'm going to be there every step of the way, whatever happens we will face it together. I won't let you run away from me Zoe, I love you far too much to let you go"

"I love you so much D" I say clinging to him "are you sure you want this?"

"I'm more than sure princesa" he says kissing the top of my head "now let's get you to bed, you need rest" he says standing up with me in his arms.

He places me down gently on the bed then slides in beside me, he pulls me into his side and covers us both with the duvet. I rest my head on his chest and listen to his heart beating.

"Goodnight princesa" he says placing a kiss on my hair "sweet dreams mi amor"

"Goodnight D" I whisper as I close my eyes "sleep well mi amor"

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