So I woke up at 7:30 a.m. today, but since my grandma wasn't up, I decided to sleep back. I forgot my previous Sonic themed dream, but somehow, I REMEMBER MY SECOND MUCH MORE EMBARRASSING AND DEPRESSING ONE.

I visited a candy shop near a new park at my place, and the elderly owner is so nice! One time we exchanged numbers and decided to keep in touch more often. I even sent him a sticker to confirm that it's his number. He treated me mangosteens once cuz he said his son was allergic to them. The mangosteens are so small and cute! They're placed in a pumpkin box X3

The man has a wife and two children, a son and a daughter. They're all English speaking, and are very fluent at it, much to my excitement. We chatted very happily.

But then, disaster happened.

Somehow he turned into my Additional Maths tuition teacher, and I somehow attended his classes without noticing. Maybe it's because of my Maths tuition classes being stopped and will be starting next year in real life that I dreamt of this.

Immediately after I got his number, I attended his first class. I was playing a speed racing game with my father's old tablet (it was already broken nowadays in real life) and it got so intense, I ended up really floating in the air! My teacher saw it and helped me land safely. I was okay, but he was mad at me- I mean- VERY mad.

He didn't want to talk to me, and the other students all have to wait for an hour and a half just for him sulking. I felt at fault, and tried to apologise and explain, but he didn't want to listen.

This ALL turned into a parent teacher conference. Everybody blamed me but I really tried to explain. I even said I will delete the game, though it's only that part of the game that includes intense stuff like this. The other parts are just card games.

I ended up at lunch one point with my maternal  cousins and the youngest, Andrea, wanted me to demonstrate a song with my piano. I felt happy.

I then remembered the teacher, though I went to his washroom a little later to relieve myself. I think this part of the dream happened because my mom shouted at me while I was going number 2 yesterday, asking me if I was doing just that. DO YOU KNOW HOW EMBARRASSING THAT WAS?!? The washroom was just near the exit door, and people walk along there casually!

Alright, back to the dream- so, like I was saying, I was going number 2 and while I walked myself, my teacher came to check on me, and then a little girl came. I was SO HECKING EMBARRASSED but I kept quiet and just politely asked them to go.

For several times I begged the teacher to forgive me, but he did not want to. Once, his wife scolded me. I returned to his living room and told my mother that the wife sounds like her, but with the pink hair and lipstick. My mom was furious and asked me to pull my ears and go up and down ten times. Well, this is actually a common punishment at Malaysia, but parents rarely do that now.

A part of my dream involves me accidentally wearing my orange pants first before my underwear so I have to hide myself first before changing again.

At the very last moments of my dream, I begged the teacher to forgive me once more. And at last, he said okay, but with two conditions- he'll forgive me, and that this is the last time he says it, or else he won't forgive me.

I woke up a little later.

I know how seeking forgiveness from someone you offended feels like, for I have experienced it in real life. It hurts.