Healing something broken Pt 1
Inspired by harrish6 Healing What Has Been Broken.
Chapter 1 Tired
There's a whole in my heart
Every since Error woke up in this "Error" body he tries to enjoy his second chance at life while protecting and helping out Aus. But it seems it was never meant to be when he first met Ink. Ever since that day everything went down hill from there. Error tries to talk reason into Ink about his job and why he destroys Aus but the creator didn't listen. Because of this Error couldn't go to Aus without getting acttck first he tries to define himself or talking it out but always fail.
Error: Please will someone listen.
My soul is bleeding
By now Error learn his lesson he can't be nice just trying to only bring him more pain. He didn't like to feel pain or the insults throw his way but to Error it was ok. He knows they didn't know the truth and they just scared for their lives. Knowing this still didn't stop the pain he felt inside his soul everytime it happens. Sometimes Error wish he could go back to try harder to reason with Ink maybe things would had been different blaming himself.
Error: Am I not trying hard enough?
I need to free my mind
These days Error been real tired both physicals and mentally Ink has been on so many created spreads. It was getting harder and harder for him to keep up at this point he was on Auto pilot. Error hated being on Auto pilot he doesn't likes not knowing what he is doing while destroying but something good came out of it one day. Blueberry yes blue his first friend and only friend but ink took that away too.
Error: I should have known better.
And see what I'm feeling
Sometimes Error try to keep his feeling in and not have a break down. He already cried enough in the anti void with the kind voices. They always try to clam him down when he gets into a fight with ink or something someone said. Most days his despair gets to much for him and he let ink acttcks hit him. Making him want to scream out in pain but kept himself silence.
'Cause Lord knows,
Lord knows, I'm
He always wonders if there was a god out there watching all this enjoy the view. Is this what they wanted for Error to suffer in this new life. To feel pain, shame and guilt from destroying Aus. For him to hear their screams begging for mercy whatever hell they in. Looking at him like he a true Monster with no remorse.
Error: I'm not like that I will never be like that!
Tired of the way he treats me
(Tired)
Error never understands why he feels hurt emotionally when ink acttck him or call him names. Whenever Ink looks at the destroyer with so much hate. Error will feel ashamed of himself like he disappoints an elder sibling. He doesn't even know why just that its pains him so. He wants ink to be proud of him giving a kind smile towards him and pats his head but also didn't know why he wanted that.
Error: I'm sorry.
Tired of the guilty feelings (tired)
Destroying Aus was killing Error in the inside he wishes they would listen to him about his support system. But no matter what he says they didn't believe him leading for him to kill the people,monsters of that Au. Hearing their screams will forever hurt error knowing he did this. Taking away people,monsters lives for others just to keep a balance. Knowing he couldn't save them because he couldn't try harder. Maybe he should let ink acttck hit him more after all he deserves it.
Error: I should feel this pain after what I done.
Tired of the broken dreams (tired)
Error had a dream being accepted by everyone wearing pretty dresses of different Aus. Saving monsters from their suffering Aus and helping out charas,frisks. Now its nothing but a broken dream fill with nightmares. Just a sad glitch wearing ugly dresses trying to save everyone who hate him. Error knows he deserved all the hate for killing those he wishes he could save.
Error: I can't have dreams.
I'm (tired) tired of the public scenes
No matter where he goes there will always be hateful glares towards his way. Acttcks is breaking every part of his body with each Au he visits. Insults throw at him even he never hares of and some that are very familiar. They even start fighting with him now when Error not destroying Aus. Error knows they are picking at him just out of fear, hate, and disgust.
Error: I don't know what to do.
I'm (tired) tired of the Baby Mamas (tired)
Error trusted a Toriel once she seems so nice a mother who worries about her child until she was not. He found out the hard way not to trust so easily anymore. The Toriel try to drug Error, so she could take him to ink and be locked up for his crimes. He had to fight and kill the motherly goat monster with guilt. That when he learns not even the ruin caretakers will show him mercy.
Error: I'm sorry goat mom.
Tired of the ghetto drama (tired)
Tired of the back and forth (tired)
I'm (tired) tired of in and out the courts
Ink grows tired of Error destroying his creations so was the others. They want the destroyer to be stop before its too late. To them Error was nothing but a monster who only enjoys killing people,monsters and their Aus. Because of that this is why they all here having a council meeting. Giving out many ideas to stop the destroyer once and for all.
Ink: Everyone quiet! I have an idea.
I'm (tired) tired of all the games and lies
I'm (tired) tired of phony alibis
I'm (tired) tired of praying that it works
I'm (tired) even tired of going to church
I'm (tired) tired of paying these bills
Error was surrounded by many sanses and papyruses ready to acttck the destroyer on inks command. Error knows what were going to happen to him but wasn't ready for it. He tries to define himself against the army but failed Error didn't beg for mercy only accepting his fate. The pain he felt was to much as red tears replaced his blue tear mark.
Error was unable to move he just lay there taking the acttcks until a loud voice cried out stop. The acttcks stop because of the voice it was a crying blue run who run over to a very hurt Error. The monsters and his brother yelled at him but blue didn't listen. Blue hold error close with one arm crying hard as he pulls out his soul for everyone to see. Then he checks Error soul making everyone gasp in shock, disbelief and horror.
Error!Sans- Forced God of Destruction, Angel of Destruction
LV-99999999999999_9-9_=9-_E-R_ro_R
MP- 0.0000000001,226530_E-R_ro_R [ Eff: Unable to escape
EXP- 9999999999999=9_9_E9=rR_-O_R
HP- 0.0000000001,1_-ERROR [ Eff: self-hate, self-harm, depression, delusional, paranoia ]
*A being made,formed from FATE. A Geno ripped from his old Au, placed into a white Void-The Anti Void that soon made him forget his old life and bases things. Example, not knowing colors, how to read, how to eat or what food is*
*The creator- Ink!Sans-is creates too many_A-Us and forced Error to destroy them for the BALANCE-too many AUs and they will domino effect into each other and wipe_the Multiverse from_e_existence*
*Haphephobia-Fear of Being Touched*
* Underweight- Emaciated-lack of food*
*Does not know the monster verison of the talk*
*The voices are nice, kind and they help him out whenever he needs it*
*Hate The suffering of others*
*Trust to easily*
*Needs to be watch*
*Not allowed to be alone with strangers or killer and his copies*
*Most be reminded about stranger danger*
Fact,Info- Is a loving, kinding, generous person. Is sensitive to the needs of others. Has a maternal instinct, with a need to protect and take care of others. Have a need for this caring to be reciprocated as they do tend to neglect themself in their determination to take care of the needs of others. Has an optimistic and positive outlook on life and see the good in everyone. Refined, reserved, calm and non-violent. Is very shy but overcomes it when needed too. The challenge for them is to become more self-reliant and to learn to love themselves.
Family- Sibilngs: Eldest Brother Ink!Sans, 2nd olderest Brother Geno!Sans, 3nd older Brother Fresh!Sans, Youngest Brother Error!Sans.
*Unable to die due to FATE control and power to stop him from dying*
*Just a G_1-T_C\H*
Ink, Geno, and Fresh were the most effective by the information all this time they been hurting their own sibling. Error didn't care if everyone knows the truth now he laughs a broken one getting out of blue arms. Standing up on cracks legs he pushes blue to the side open a portal jumping into it while it close behind. Error landed in outertale near the cliff he set down on the edge looking at the stars. As another portal opening up with Ink, geno, and fresh coming out as error didn't look back at them.
Error: I'm (tired) said I'm tired of keeping it real
I'm (tired) tired of crying (tired)
And I'm tired of smiling (tired)
I'm tired of the haters
I'm (tired) I'm tired of the players
I'm (tired) tired of the games
I'm so tired (tired)
Error got up off the cliff with red tears falling from his face staring at the three still not knowing they his older brothers. Seeing the red tears marks and cracks all over error body made the three feel horrible.
Error: 'Cause it's about to drive me insane (tired)
And oh I'm so tired of taking it (tired)
Said yeah I'm so tired of faking it (tired)
Cause you don't do it for me no more (tired)
You just don't do it no more (tired)
I'm tired of being wronged and doing right (tired)
Said I'm tired of keeping peace and tired of fighting (tired)
Tired of letting go, then holding on (tired)
Tired of feeling weak and being strong (tired)
So let me hear if you tired (tired)
Gotta make some noise if you tired (tired)
Oh throw 'em up if you tired (tired)
Now wave your hands if your tired
Error smile with empty eye sockets as he holds his arms out stepping backwards towards the cliff. As the three run forward trying to stop him but was to late as error fell into the void. The three elder brothers cried and scream knowing they just lost something dear to them.
Yeah, yeah, yeah, yeah
Let it go!
Go, go, go, go
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