Chapter 6| that 'off' feeling
Pip's Pov
All throughout the school day I couldn't concentrate. I didn't get any equations done in Maths, couldn't focus on plants in science, drew the wrong picture in art and messed up my poem in English. It's that kid that Tweek introduced me to. When I touched his hand, I felt different. It was like I'd seen him before somewhere, and not because he looks like Tweek.
He kept staring at me too, when they first came outside and Tweek started talking to me I felt his eyes on me, and when our hands touched I could feel a presence. It felt different.
He isn't who he says he is. He is not named Gerard. I can tell. That name. Is not him. I don't know. He feels so special and out of this world. If he feels different, he shouldn't look so.. Ordinary. Hoodie and jeans, blonde with plain green eyes.
Nothing against Tweek, he is anything but ordinary. It's just weird how he looks exactly like him with no relation to Tweek at all. Tweek has no aunts or uncles and is an only child.
So why would someone just turn up, looking exactly like him and say he was trying out the school only to not appear to any lessons?
All these questions swimming around in my brain are going to make it explode. I've still got one more lesson until the end of the day so I should at least try to concentrate in that one. I spot Kyle walking down the corridor alone with his stack of books in his arms. I'm about to go over to him and ask him if he feels 'off' about 'Gerard' but Stan approaches him making me stop in my tracks and duck behind a locker to listen.
Eaves dropping is extremely rude but it doesn't hurt to be curious once and a while.
Kyle stops walking as Stan approaches him and Stan offers to carry Kyle's books. Kyle looks sceptical and I have to agree I would be sceptical too. Stan and Kyle hardly communicate at all anymore. Kyle has clear signs that he's stressed and abused by at least someone and Stan ditched him.
Kyle is not weak though. He's tougher than me and Tweek put together. Kyle knows that Tweek is hurting himself, he was the one who told me about it, and Kyle very much disapproves. I don't know the reason why Tweek is cutting, but Kyle thinks he's selfish for doing so. I can't help but agree sometimes. Tweek is very strange. He has lots of disorders and an addiction to caffeine. He may only be 15 but he has a job, more like two jobs. Not only does he work at his parents shop for free he also works at Harbucks.
Kyle is strong. He doesn't put a blade to his wrists when things get bad.
There's a silence between Stan and Kyle as they just stare at each other, acting as if we aren't in school surrounded by dirty lockers and sweet and crisp wrappers.
Stan then takes Kyle's hand and speaks to him softly. So soft I can't pick up the words he's saying. Kyle's face flushes and I'm not sure whether it's from embarrassment or anger. Kyle retracts his hands from Stan's glaring at him.
"I'm not your fuck buddy anymore Stan!" Kyle hisses glaring, "you can't ditch me one day and then say your still there for me the next because you want sex."
Stan attempts to shush Kyle and in the process Kyle drops his books all over the floor as he grips Stan's shirt anger clear in his eyes.
"And now you're embarrassed about the fact that you came to me for sex?" Kyle he's closer to Stan's face every word he says so there noses are practically touching. Kyle's hand then loosens on Stan's shirt as tears come to his eyes.
Stan, scared and confused puts his arms around Kyle in a comforting hug. I feel like I shouldn't be a watching this, as it's their friendship going back to normal so I turn around and walk towards my classroom hoping to see at least one of my 'friends' will feel the same way about Gerard.
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Rewatching Tweek X Craig again. Hehehe Tweeks room is so adorable
CYA LATER NERDZ
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