tw: mentions of transphobia.

it was monday again and josh was home alone. dallon had called tyler, telling him that he was extremely sick and couldn't make it. tyler understood, but he had to call josh to inform him.

he knew how josh was when he was alone. he would get bored in a matter of minutes and before you knew it, dark thoughts clouded his pretty brain.

to attempt to prevent that from happening, josh went upstairs into his playroom and grabbed an outfit to change into. they were blue pyjamas with rainbows and unicorns on them (media). he grabbed clancy and his blanket and shuffled over to his crib, climbing in carefully and locking it.

he then closed his eyes, evened out his breaths and fell fast asleep.

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"get up," bill shook his son. he didn't wait for a response before he insulted him. "get up you fucking trans!"

joshs chest tightened. every. single. time. his father would insult him.

"god. just, hurry up and get ready for the party. and youre putting on your dress, or whatever normal girls dress up in, got it, josie?"

josh nodded and he left the room. he didn't bother to stop the tears from streaming down his cheeks as he got out of bed. it was the middle of the day and josh didn't feel like going out.

not that he didn't want to see the rest of his family (who, for the most part, cared for him), he just... didn't feel right.
again.

he had recently come out to his parents, saying he was transgender. his mother was oblivious to it, and didn't mind. she had no clue what it meant, but if josh was happy, josh was happy. thats all that mattered.
bill, however, seemed to be okay with it until it was only them two. face to face. man to man.

he would call him trans, never use the right pronouns, call him by his birth name.
which is understandable, as his mother too slips up every once in a while.
but bill was just doing it on purpose.

pushing that thought away, josh got ready to see his older sister, ashley.

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