Rose pov

Shoot!!! I scream whisper. I have been working until one in the morning I missed the bus. All my dreams I had of seeing them again went poof. I had to walk home. All the way in the rain I cried and allowed myself to be overwhelmed by sad thoughts of them probable being sad on the seven bus. I got home and it was Friday night so no work tomorrow. I put my I pod on its speaker and played bvb and played some Minecraft a I fell asleep at my computer screen and then I drifted off to sleep. I had a dream where I was with all of them. I had just gotten on the tour bus. Andy opened the door and said "miss you look like you need a ride." I smile at him and he smiled back at me. I run up to him and he spins me around and then he sets me down and kisses me. Then you hear the others in the band say "woah" we break a part and smile at each other. He shows me around the bus. Pointing out all the thing I already know are there. He says"I'll be right back and steps out of the bus to smoke real quick in the mean time the guys say "aww look Andy finally found his Rose." Then Andy came back with a Rose in his hand and says "I think I found her on the bus that day." We both break into big smiles and the. We were at a concert and he pulled me up on stage and sang Rebel love song to me. Then I woke up to rebel love song. I pick it up to find out my dad died. I cried for hours after they hung up. My eyes went green and my checks red and puffy. I screamed into my pillow the funeral is in two weeks. I got up and picked out this nice dress that he got me for my birthday this year. I paired it with my black veil and black heels with my black gloves. Then I took a shower where I continued to cry. Then I got out and played the song me and my dad used to listen to all the time it's called how to save a life by the fray. Then I played minecraft where I built this big monument for him and covered it with Roses after all he said I want to be buried with a whole bunch of roses . He ment the flowers of course. Then I got off. I felt like I am burying a part of me when we burry him. I got on to the bvb page and post about it. I can always rely on other fans to understand and help me. Like this one time I got stuck in a elevator and this fan told me how to get out saying we should have each other's backs. I smile at this thought. Ding I got some. Replies most of them say that I am sorry for your lost but then I got a helpful one that said don't cry over his passing remember all the fun you shared. I replied "I'll try and thanks you guys our bvb army forever." Then I logged off. I remember all the fun me and my dad had as I dial the number of my boss to tell him the bad news then he answered and I tell him and he gives me the days for his funeral and some time for me to see my family. He says he will still pay me for the week that I am gone. I say thank you to him then we hung up. I got back into bed and fell asleep this time to pure blackness. I still wish my dad was still here and my mom already was dead and now my dad too. I feel so alone now. I try listening all of my other family but the only people that come to mind is me.