*Jyrus*
•Requested•
(I couldn't think of a good title)

It was a nice day at The Spoon, Buffy and Jonah were seated at a booth waiting for Cyrus and Andi to arrive.

"Jonah stop biting your nails." Buffy grabs Jonah's wrist and pulls his hand away from his mouth.

"What if he can sense my gayness for him?" Jonah's eyes widen "What if he has gaydar?"

"Stop, you're being really ridiculous and it's so sad you make me want to cry. Act normal like you usually would."

Cyrus and Andi walk into The Spoon hand in hand and Jonah tries to act like that small gesture doesn't effect him, the pair sit down in the booth across from Jonah and Buffy.

"Jonah your face is really pale, let me guess you were rambling on about something again." Cyrus smirks and laughs a little.

"Hahaha." I awkwardly laugh and Buffy pats the top of my head.

"What did we miss?" Andi asked.

Nothing much, I mean I just came out to Buffy and revealed my crush on Cyrus...but that's it you guys didn't really miss anything.

"Nothing." Buffy says simply then her face lights up as Marty walks in. "I hope you guys don't mind, I invented Marty."

"That's fine it's like a double date now." Andi says and then I clear my throat. "Plus a Jonah." she smiles at me.

Yay, third wheeling...fun.

Marty walked over and asked if he could switch seats with me so he could sit next to Buffy, I get up to let him slide in and then I sit back down.

Everyone starts talking about whatever and I zone out.

I'm still stuck on how they walked in holding hands, like I want to hold his hand, but I need to accept the fact that, that's never gonna happen.

I look up to see Andi kiss Cyrus on the cheek and I get up walking outside.

I wanna kiss him on the cheek, I sit down on a nearby bench and stare at the street.

"Jobro you good?" I hear Cyrus ask me and then he takes a seat next to me.

"I'm fine, just grieving."

"Who died?" Cyrus looks at me with eyes and places his hand on his heart.

"My heart." I say dryly and Cyrus's worried expression drops.

"I thought it was serious...not that your feelings aren't serious, that came out wrong my bad."

"This is serious." I laugh quoting The Wonder Pets.

"You're really something Jonah Beck."

"Is that a good something or a bad something? I hope it's not bad that wouldn't be good, that sounded pretty stupid but I guess that's how I sound all the time, I'm starting to assume that it might be a bad something but my mother always told me not to assume because you're gonna be wrong most of the time and in conclusion you do not judge a book by it's cover."

I look at Cyrus to see his mouth agape probably trying to process all the words that just came out of my mouth, I ramble when I'm nervous.

"Sorry." I apologize for talking so much.

"You're fine, and it's a good something."

"Okay that's good." It really wouldn't make sense if it was a bad something or he wouldn't be out here talking to me, I should've thought about that before I rambled, I probably embarrassed myself, I wonder how many times I've embarrassed myself in this week alone.

"Jonahhh." Cyrus waves his hand in my face and I snap out of my thoughts. "Are you sure you're fine?"

"Yep, straight up docious magocious."

Cyrus laughs and places his hand on my shoulder. "You're hilarious."

"ThaNks." My voice cracks and I clear my throat, Cyrus Goodman thinks I'm funny.

Cyrus and I sit there in silence until he speaks up. "Can I tell you something?"

"Sure."

"I want to break up with Andi, I don't feel a connection between us anymore. I still want to be her friend, I just don't want to be her boyfriend."

Don't celebrate.
Do not celebrate.
Not the time Jonah.

"Oh." I say nodding not really knowing what to say.

"Oh?"

"Sorry." I apologize as I think of something to that won't out my feelings for him. "Are you planning on telling her soon?" nailed it.

"Yeah, later on when we leave here, I just don't want to hurt her feelings but the break up would be worse if we kept dating so sooner the better, you know?"

I just nod in response.

"I'm glad I can talk to you about stuff, you're the best." Cyrus compliments me again and then goes in for a hug and I end up just patting the top of his head awkwardly.

I patted the top of his head.

What is wrong with me?

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Sorry this took so long, I had writers block for the longest time.

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