Virgil's pov  

written in a diary —

Am I really a villain am I really that evil roman hates me and is that all my fault or is just his feelings what have I done to deserve all of this this hate from Logan and roman I feel like the only one who actually likes me even in the slightest is patton we could just blame it on the persona each one holds as roman is the believer and me anxiety gets in the way of those big dreams and Logan doesn't like feelings at all so he that could easily be it but I don't feel it is that I feel it is just those feelings we all have for each other and I feel like the fact I am anxiety which is a bad feeling might affect that all which makes me feel so sad 

Pattons pov

I walked in to Virgil writing a diary entry so I just placed his hot cocoa on his top and left but the kardigan that I have wrapped around my shoulders stopping me "am I a bad guy patton " Virgil asked whith a sad look welling up "no of course not kiddo your no bad guy you the good way guy I know " I said smiling "be sincere patton don't lie " said Virgil in a sad tone "hey kiddo your truly not a villain your just like the others your a good person " I said hugging him .virgil eventually hugged back "do roman and Logan hate me " Virgil asked "no they don't you know Romans the dreamer he like can get a bit fustrated when his dreams have been stopped kiddo it's nothing to say you're  a bad guy " i said trying to reinsure Virgil "but ...never mind " Virgil stood up and left the room and I felt really disappointed in myself I didn't feel like I helped Virgil enough 

I left Virgil's room to gown done stairs to the main room of the mindscape and I saw roman and Logan I quickly walked up to them "your making Virgil feel unwanted and like a villain can you like make him feel better " I said to roman and Logan Quickly "so lie to make him feel better about himself he is a villain " said roman " that's not true " I said and then I felt  someone tap my shoulder Virgil moved me out the way slightly "why do you hate me so much Princey I'm not a villain " said Virgil in a slightly angry tone of voice "that's because you are one you always go against what Logan says and always crush the dreams I try and help Thomas achieve isn't that like a bad guy " said roman .virgil just walked up stairs with his drink and sat in his room 

Virgil's pov 

I placed my drink down  and I felt so bad that I could just cry and I did I placed my head in my hands and cried as I could hear Muffled speaking from outside the room.patton slowly opened the door so slow it was unbearably painful to think about.He peered round the corner to see me still crying "kiddo I'm sorry " Patton said to me "pat it's not your fault roman thinks what he thinks but it's so paninful to think about it agonisingly painful to think about it " said Virgil 

Well kiddo just realise your not as bad as roman thinks you are  your my amazing dark strange  son " said Patton giving me a hug 

Thanks patton " I said smiling