Coming Out Again

(Enjoy the drawing I stayed up until 1 am to finish last night. It was a gift/fan art for a fanfiction writer who I adore)

Today was the day, there was no turning back. Jonah was going to tell the whole group he was bi. Despite the fact that literally only one person in the group was cishet, he was still nervous about coming out. He thought his fear was irrational, but he still couldn't help it. Was this how Cyrus felt when he came out to him? Granted, he was coming out to five people at once: the Good Hair Crew and the rest of the Dumbass Trio. He also wanted Amber to be there, even if she already knew.

He sent a message to the group chat, asking if everyone was available to talk at the Spoon. Everyone was available, which was fortunate, but simultaneously unfortunate.

After an hour, everyone was gathered in the Spoon. It was quite a task considering there was seven of them, and Jonah felt somewhat claustrophobic. It was just like last time, with Jonah, TJ, and Cyrus on one side with Andi, Buffy, and Marty on the other. This time, however, Jonah had the window seat, and was squished in between Cyrus and window. They decided to try and have Amber next to TJ at the end  of the booth, but he was starting to regret that decision. At least the window was cold against his blazing skin. The closeness and the curiosity of why they were called there caused the group to feel antsy.

"So, Jonah..." TJ started. "Um...any reason why you called us all here. Not to pry or anything, but if you need to talk to us about something, you're more than welcome to." He gave the brunette a soft smile, which helped reassure Jonah. He wasn't sure why he was so nervous, they were his friends.

"Well, I mean, it's not like it's anything big, it's just...well..." He took a deep breath and looked down at his lap. "Well, I'm bisexual. I mean, I know it's not a big deal, but I thought you guys should know, and I know y'all wouldn't have a problem with it but it was still hard to say."

"Jonah, we don't care. We are like the gayest group in Shadyside!" Cyrus stated with a giggle. "We're proud of you for telling us. I know how hard coming out can be, even with people you trust wholeheartedly." He smiled at the boy, and Jonah smiled back.

"You guys are too amazing, I don't deserve it." Jonah let out a small sigh.

"Nonsense dude! Plus, at this point, I don't think you can get rid of us, even if you wanted to." Marty chimed in.

"Yeah, it's under the terms and conditions of our friendship contract. You're not allowed to escape anymore, it's too late." TJ said with a casual shrug.

"Well, maybe that's a good thing." And with that, the conversation shifted to a lighter one. They even ordered some baby taters.

They ended up split up after spending some time at the spoon together. TJ and Amber went home, Marty and Buffy went out on a date together, and Andi had a personal project she was working on (she wouldn't say what, though). Cyrus, however, stayed with Jonah. They ended up going to the park together, where they ultimately sat together on a bench.

"Jonah," His friend started, "I'm really proud of you for coming out today. I know from experience it takes a lot of courage. You're very courageous." The two were practically the same height so Cyrus was staring straight (gay) into his eyes when he said this. Jonah couldn't help but be memorized by the boy's eyes.

"Thanks, Cy. I wouldn't say I'm courageous. I was terrified to tell you guys, even though I knew y'all would accept me."

"Nonsense. I was terrified to tell Buffy, Andi, and you. It's always a scary thing, but you got over it and still told us anyways." He smiled. "That makes you courageous." He placed his hands over Jonah's and leaned a little closer. "You're very courageous, Jonah. Never forget that."

"Thank you, Cyrus. You're always there for me, no matter what. I really appreciate that. I'm so lucky to have you in my life." He interlaced their fingers together. Cyrus looked down at their hands and blushed. Jonah just smiled and leaned closer to the boy. "You're an amazing person."

"T-thank yo-you." Cyrus stuttered out, his face growing more crimson. They sat there for what felt like an eternity, but couldn't have been more than a couple minutes. Until, Jonah accidentally did something he knew he would regret.

He kissed Cyrus.

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