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If I told you I died three years ago, 

Would you comfort me or would you mourn my loss? 

Or would you toss me like firewood and kill me again?

Even if your answer 

Is something like the feeling of a touch-starved hug,

I'm still terrified of losing you

How I lost my past.

So I'm sorry,

If I seem too distant, I'm sorry.

The faulty memories pull me back in daily

Like an elastic band

That just stings and ruptures;

So I'm sorry.

I would like to hold your hand one day though,

Without dreading the time when you'll let my fingers go,

And watch them fold back in

Lacking the warmth of yours.

And one day I will love you,

Fearless of being unloved;

I will love you enough for the both of us.

So I beg of you to have faith in my healing,

And stay by me as we patiently flow.

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Hey guys! So this is the 100th part of this work haha, we've come a long way :D Thank you for all your support on my poems. All the comments and votes my poems get make my day. 

Also, I've been thinking I will finish this book once I publish hundred poems in it. That doesn't mean I'll stop writing ofc, I'll just make another work ^^

Again, thank you for appreciating my work. It means a lot to me and it keeps me going everyday. I love you all!!