Does anyone else feel like running away from everyone and everything you know and just starting all over again?

Because I feel like that a lot of times. Like becoming a child again maybe, with zero knowledge about anything in this world. I want to learn things again. Experience things I've already experienced in a different way.

I know I can still do it if I want to. But it's hard. My mind's like a broken tape recorder that starts replaying memories at the wrongest moments. It gets hard to set it back to place some times. 

I wonder if I'll feel like I've been reborn when my college starts. I'm not too sure about it. Because in the end, nothing keeps me more bonded than my own mind, and unfortunately, I have to carry it with me wherever I go.

So all I can do for now is learn to tame my mind. Not let it exceed limits and not let it fall off. Then maybe wherever I am, I'll get the fresh start I've always wanted.

I'll try my best for it, so let's try our best together.