My mind feels like

It's harrowing a hole

Into my heart

I watch the blood flow

Out of me

As I stand blue and cold

Uh oh

What gives me the right

To talk about growth

When I've been at a standstill

Since three years ago

And guess what,

No one even asked me to show

Oh no

Yet

I stay a phoney with the idea

That

Someone may accidentally

Find

Comfort in my loose, stray words

And 

Make me believe it for once

Just once,

Make me believe it for once

Every voice inside

Is shrieking aloud

To all the love I stored,

Just for clout

But that dumb little thing

Simply cannot shout

What now

Who needs all the drama

That's floating around

When there's catastrophe

Within me right now

I'll go away far, far

From the madding crowd

I'm out

But

I don't bear wings that'll help me

Go

To the place where I could

See

Light with my eyes closed, but

I

Would like to believe it for once

Just once,

Make me believe it for once