She fooled all of her friends into thinkin' she's so strong
But she still sleeps with the light on
And she acts like it's all right on
As she smiles again

And her mother lies there sick with cancer
And her friends don't understand her
She's a question without answers
Who feels like fallin' apart

She knows, she's so much more than worthless
She needs to find a purpose
She wonders what she did to deserve this and

She's callin' out to you
This is a call, this is a call out
'Cause every time I fall down, I reach out to you
And I'm losin' all control now
And my hazard signs are all out
I'm asking you to show me what this life is all about

And he tells everyone a story
'Cause he thinks his life is boring
And he fights so you won't ignore him
'Cause that's his biggest fear

And he cries, but you'll rarely see him do it
And he loves but he's scared to use it
So he hides behind the music
'Cause he likes it that way

And he knows, he's so much more than worthless
He needs to find the surface
'Cause he's starting to get nervous and

He's callin' out to you
This is a call, this is a call out
'Cause every time I fall down, I reach out to you
And I'm losin' all control now
And my hazard signs are all out
I'm asking you to show me what this life is all about

Have you ever felt this way before?
'Cause I don't wanna hide here anymore
Take me to a place where nothing's wrong
And thanks for comin', shut the door

And they say some one out there sees us
Well if you're real, then save me Jesus
'Cause I've been this way for far too long
I wasn't meant to feel alone

I'm callin' out to you
This is a call, this is a call out
'Cause every time I fall down, I reach out to you
And I'm losin' all control now
And my hazard signs are all out
I'm asking you to show me what this life is all about

Show me what this life is all about

You all have wondered for a long time if I'm okay... the truth is I'm not. I'm no where close to being okay...

I'm depressed, even suicidal (don't worry I don't do anything)

and I have no idea what to do about it...

I've gone to therapy and tried anti-depressants, both only made my depression worsen

I don't know anymore...

And I know some of you may think this is just a cry for attention, if you do please just go on your way and forget I exist.

And if you believe this is all true, thank you for believing me, but don't try and help... there's nothing you can do.

Thank you everyone for caring or at least pretending to care

Love ya all...

Cya doods later

[I am not doing anything, do not worry]