your father eyes me suspiciously
when he sees my hand in yours
he never says anything

"congrats" jin claps "nice catch"
as soon as coach leaves, jin spits
"she's way out of your league"

jimin gives me a side smile
hoseok's mouth is wide open
we never came to an agreement

i regret my choice
but then i see you,
you're glowing, like never before

i'm honestly going to
try to finish this book
today