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T.W. Anxiety.

His anxiety had been building up for over a week, and he wasn't sure how much more he could take. Virgil had been working overtime just to make sure he could help his host with videos and friends, and whatever else was needed to be done. Of course, it wasn't just Virgil working harder, but he was the one getting the brunt of it all, especially because he didn't think he could handle Thomas slacking off.

Logan knew that Virgil was struggling, as did Patton and Roman, but none of the sides knew what they could do to help him especially because they knew how defensive, and on edge he could be when he was overly anxious. None of them wanted to be the cause of an attack.

Normally, when he was working overtime, Virgil would fall into multiple attacks over the course of it all, but this time, he hadn't suffered from any, and he didn't want to jinx it, but he knew he needed to feel the overwhelming anxiety before any of it would subside.

He sat in his room, staring at the wall across from him, wondering what he could do to get his anxiety to go away. He knew he was the embodiment of it all, but he didn't always want to be, he knew that it didn't define him, but he couldn't figure out a way to get it to stop.

Logan decided he needed to talk to Virgil, he knew there was a lot going on, and he didn't know how much he could help, but he wanted to try. He knocked on the closed door, and awaited a response. He knew it was a stretch to try and get into Virgil's room at a time like this, but he needed to.

"What?" Came the monotonous reply. Logan knew Virgil wouldn't be up to talking, which was why he decided to come to his room, he knew he would be able to sit in silence with Virgil, easier than either Patton or Roman would be able to.

"Is it alright if I come in?"

"Sure."

Logan entered the dimly lit room, and sighed when he saw Virgil curled up on his bed.

"Do you wish to talk?"

"No."

Logan smiled weakly, and sat on Virgil's bed, next to his feet. Neither said anything for a while, not that there was anything to say, and the only sound that filled the room was the deep breaths Virgil took, and the occasional shifting of his position.

After a while of thinking, Virgil sat up, and looked at Logan. He wasn't sure what prompted him to do it, especially since he wasn't really sure of the nature of his feelings towards a certain Logical side, but something pushed him to close the gap between them, and try to ignore the increasingly loud thoughts in his head.

Before he gave Logan a chance to respond, he pulled away, and curled in on himself. He was already doing badly with his anxiety, and he'd just done something to increase it, and he wasn't sure how he was going to explain it. He knew he would end up ruining things between them, and he didn't know what he could do.

"I'm sorry... I uh... I shouldn't have done that."

"It is okay... You do not need to apologise." Logan sent him a smile, and took his hand in his own. "Virgil, I do not know what you are going through, and I do not know how I can help, but I am here if you need to talk to me."

"Thanks, I uh, I'll keep that in mind..."

The two settled into a comfortable silence, and it wasn't long until Logan had his arm wrapped around Virgil's waist, and Virigl's head was rested on his shoulder.

"Do you need to talk about what happened?" Logan looked at the male next to him, and felt the familiar unsettling feeling in his stomach. He couldn't explain it, no form of science seemed to be able to point him in the direction that made sense, and he wasn't ready to ask one of the right brained traits for help.

"I like you... That's all there is to it." Virgil mumbled, he wasn't sure how else he could explain it, especially because he hadn't really thought about it himself.

"I would hope you did..."

"What... What do you mean?"

"You kissed me, and I would think that you kissed me because you liked me."

"I mean..." Virgil reached up to scratch the back of his neck, and he moved away from Logan, secretly gald the room was dark, so he could hide his burning cheeks.

"It is okay. I like you too." Logan reached over, and cupped Virgil's cheek, hoping he was doing okay, and tilted Virgil's face back to him. "Can I kiss you?"

He felt Virgil nod, and he pulled him closer, closing the gap between them.

-

Later that day, they left Virgil's room, and Virgil felt calmer after spending time with Logan. They'd both agreed that in times of excessive anxiety, Virgil would go to Logan, and if Logan needed a break, he would go to Virgil.

The two weren't sure what they were at that moment, but they knew things were good, and they were happy.

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