Yes, its been a while. But damn. It is currently 1:37am and my new boyfriend just tried to sneak over. Let me start from the beginning.

We had done this before. Made plans for him to sneak over at like 2am and we could cuddle and sleep sleep together like actual falling asleep not sex. Anyways, we had made plans tonight for him to come over. Lucky fucking me I went downstairs to check and see if anyone was awake and there sits my step dad, watching fucking tv. I then make my leisurely way back upstairs, call Zach and tell him that the plan is fucked JUST AS HE'S ABOUT TO PULL IN MY MOTHER FUCKING DRIVEWAY. I can tell you that I almost died.

We were also planning on maybe having sex... So, naturally, I was prepared. Cute undies, candles, music, perfume. And now it's all to shit. And his parents dont want him coming over so often because they pay for his gas and he's been over four days in the past week and a half. Mind you, we dont go to the same school or live in the same town. (Its the town over but whatever)

I'm kind of frustrated about the whole thing but you live and you learn, right?

It is now 1:44am and I need to sleep this newly born anxiety off.

-DeLaney