Hope disappears into the feeling of emptiness
It's like a never ending enemy I can't escape from
Takes me over and now I lost the fight again
A spiraling catastrophic collision come undone
Such a long cruel war inside my mind

Who can reach me now?
My heart's all walled up like a secret garden, isolated in this dark prison of mine
No one has the key to unlock the door
Good luck trying to get through the firewall locked around my heart
Would take a miracle to reach me anyway

Longing for a human connection
Feels like I'm longing for the impossible
Everything feels the same like it's a never ending eternity
The war goes on and I'm trying to escape the lack of feeling
Needing just a glimmer of light in this darkness of mine

My castle in the clouds so out of reach
A lovely imagination turned cold by the absence of warmth
There is nobody here; it was all in my mind
Fought so hard to escape the empty feeling and now I'm defeated again
This war inside my mind is my reality