-17- Evil Punishment

The moment when you carry your fiancé into the bedroom and can hardly wait until he punishes you is unbelievable. You lie in your bed, he ties your hands to the bed frame at the headboard. He kisses you very passionately, while you think it will be just amazing. He blindfolds your eyes and you are ready.

You can feel him spoiling you and then, suddenly, you realize this punishment is real. Because all the time I can't touch him or see him. Oh damn, how could I have been so stupid?

Not that it's not fun, but when you're lying there and he's at you and on you and you just want to touch him, feel his skin under your hands, knead his crunchy butt cheeks, and you can't because your hands are tied to the bed above your head, it's bittersweet.

But even worse is when you hear him moaning, you can feel him riding you and you know exactly how much he is enjoying it right now and you just can't see it. I love to see how much he enjoys sex with me. His looks full of lust, passion and love. But I just couldn't see anything because my eyes were covered.

That was really mean because he knows very well that I love to look at and touch him during sex. So I whine, "ZhanZhan, let me see and touch you."

I hear Zhan giggling and he said, "No. Bad guys have to be punished." Maybe so, but not that hard, right?

"ZhanZhan please. I'm not a bad boy. I'm your BoBo, your honey, your fiancé. And in two weeks, your husband. The man who loves you. So please, my precious, set me free." I beg.

"No, I don't want to."

"ZhanZhan, I must see you and touch you. You know how much I love this."

"Since you still don't know what you did wrong, the answer is no. And if you continue to whine and beg, there will be no more sex for at least three days."

"Wait, what? Are you crazy. This is against the rules. Every day means every day."

"And you've had sex for the second, no wait, this morning as well, so it's the third time. So for three days."

"No way!"

" Yes, Yibo."

"No. No way! Besides, can you even go that long without having sex? And without touching me?"

"Good question. Shall we find out?"

"No! I never want to try that."

"Then tell me what mistake you made today!" He says to me as he rides me. How can I think about it when he does that and all I can think about is that I want to see and touch him all the time?

"Please tell me, ZhanZhan."

"I sat on the sofa next to you for two hours, snuggled up to you, and you paid no attention to me at all. All because you and Seungyoun watched that stupid movie. And when I wanted to tell you something, you just told me to tell you later!"

"What? I was... ZhanZhan, I was paying attention to you."

"You did not. Besides, we both discussed if your friends ever came to visit for more than just the weekend. Nothing will change for us."

Now I had to think about it, and I realized, what he was aiming at. Because we didn't have enough food in the refrigerator for two more people. So we had to go shopping. And I let Zhan do it alone. Seungyoun and I gambled during that time. And when Zhan came home fully packed, I didn't pay attention to him because we were in the middle of the game. I am really a bad boy.

"I'm sorry ZhanZhan and I promise you, it won't happen again. Can you please forgive your evil fiancé just this once?"

"I don't know."

"ZhanZhan, please forgive me. Then untie me here, and we can both have some real fun. I'm only having half as much fun as you are."

"That was the purpose of your punishment, BoBo."

"And I understand now. I'm sorry, ZhanZhan. Come on, untie me. I want to hold you in my arms and look at you." Yeah, we paused while we talked. We couldn't have talked otherwise.

Honestly? I was really miserable. Not only because of my guilty conscience, but also because I couldn't hold him in my arms or look him in the eyes. Zhan knows exactly how to punish me. And that punishment has worked!

Finally, he freed my hands, and before I even took off the blindfold, I held Zhan firmly in my arms and promised him I would never be so inattentive again. Zhan kissed me and told me that he forgave me and we had a lot of fun together that night.

Maybe soon we can have this kind of fun in bed without it being a punishment and I can enjoy it. But right now I am just freshly in love and I don't like it at all when we sleep with each other and I can neither see nor touch him. I may sound soft, but that's how I feel.

In the morning when we got up, because Seungyoun and Wooseok are early birds, Seungyoun asked me if we wanted to play a little gambling after breakfast. How do you think I reacted?

I'll tell you. I grabbed Zhan's hand, clung to his arm and shook my head. "No, I don't feel like it." I panicked that Zhan might get mad at me again.

Zhan kissed my forehead and said, "Go ahead. Meanwhile, Wooseok and I will go downtown and do some shopping. After that, we could go to a cafe and..." I had to interrupt him. That's simply not possible.

"No way Zhan! Who knows what kind of guys are out there in the city today. I don't even wanna think about you two sitting in a café and some guys think they can end up with you." I said that in a serious tone.

"What do you mean no way? You can gamble and we can go shopping. Plus, I can buy some clothes for our wedding night."

"Who says you'll need clothes? It stays on your body for a maximum of five seconds before I attack you."

"Um... five seconds? Well, we'll see. But seriously now, we're going downtown."

"ZhanZhan, I don't want you two going there alone."

"Why not? Just because there might be guys there trying to flirt with us?" No, because I'm scared as hell that someone's gonna come after you again. Or your ex shows up again and won't leave you alone. But I can't tell him that.

So I took a deep breath and said, "I just want to be by your side when you go downtown so everyone can see who you belong to."

"Oh that's sweet of you BoBo. But you and Seungyoun stay here!"

"ZhanZhan that's not something I'll negotiate about. I don't want you to go alone!"

Luckily, Wooseok and Seungyoun seemed to understand what I was about right away, and Seungyoun helped me by saying to Wooseok, "The same goes for you. You are not going alone!"

At that moment, I didn't care if Zhan got angry or not. But I certainly won't let his ex try to get to him again. Or that my ex haunts and scares him again.

Oh, I have to say something about my ex boyfriend. After I found out that it was him who was chasing Zhan, I visited him again two days later in the zoo in his snack bar and confronted him. He told me that he had seen Zhan and his brother at the bus stop, immediately thought Zhan was totally cute and wanted to try to get to know him, but supposedly didn't know how to approach it. And when they reached the terminus, he wanted to talk to him and suddenly Zhan panicked and ran away.

No wonder, in the middle of nowhere, it was dark and cold and then no one was around. I said to my ex: "Apart from the fact that everyone would panic in this situation, I advise you to never come near my fiancé again! Zhan is my fiancé and if you dare to go near him again, I will make sure that you learn in the most painful way. I hope I've made myself clear."

And he looks at me and asks me, "That's really too bad. Because I think his beauty should be shared."

I got so angry I said, "Wrong answer!" And then I punched him in the face. "Stay away from him, otherwise I really forget myself, this I tell you! Come near him just once more and I'll beat some manners into you, you hear me?"

"Oh wow, Wang Yibo loves someone, a miracle happened. How come you were never like this with me?"

"Because I didn't feel half as much for you as I feel for Zhan. And even what I felt for you, you weren't of any worth."

"For real? Then why were you with me anyway?"

"Well, I wonder that too. Once again, stay away from my fiancé!" I said, and I left.

I didn't tell Zhan about it, and I don't want to. He should not worry and keep smiling. But since I'm afraid my ex doesn't take the warning seriously, so I don't want Zhan wandering around alone somewhere. I never want to see him as scared again as the night I picked him up from the supermarket.

In the end, Zhan gave in and we went downtown together. Yeah, maybe I am overdoing it. But I'd rather be a little too careful than get angry afterwards because I was too careless and didn't watch out.