"Am I a disgrace?"

A/N: OMG I CANNOT BELIEVE IT!!! SOMEONE PUT MY ART OF APPLESHIMMER ON A SITE AND OMG IT IS THE MOST AMAZING NEWS EVER!!! Btw I'm sorry I haven't update much on this. Been very distracted from things. Warning this is kinda a sad chapter unlike the last one lol enjoy .

Morning came to rise lifting the sun to awaken the citizens of earth. Sweet Apple Acres remain quiet for the family who usually work at the farm were still gone. Well, all expect Applejack, who remain in her bed sound asleep. The pretty sunshine from the window led to her eyes to open them, or at least squint a little. Applejack finally lifting them open to see the sun shining down, but turned back to face the sun so she could finally see well. She wasn't sure if it was hard to believe if it was real or not; the fact her and Sunset Shimmer.... made love?
She shook her head, thinking it was perhaps a dream that occurred in her. She couldn't possibly have made love. She would be a disgrace to her family if she ever even thought of kissing another girl. "Come now Applejack," she told herself lifting herself from the bed. "There ain't no way you actually..." Her voice trailed off as she noticed what her blanket was covering. Seemed she had nothing on; no shirt, or pants. She was completely naked!
She gasped covering her breasts with the blanket and was embarrassed. She didn't remember taking her clothes off last night. Why is she naked?
But then she grabbed her little mirror she's had for years and lift it to face her own reflection. She noticed her neck had a purple bruise. It didn't hurt, but it was definitely noticeable. "How did this happen?" She asked herself with horror in her eyes as she kept staring at her mirror.
Applejack's eye then caught something on the ground of the wooden floor. There were clothes everywhere. Her shirt and jean skirt, even her bra and panties. But she also noticed, someone else's clothes were on the floor. She recognized that orange skirt with a magenta shirt having a sun as the center.
She gasped again. Everything was coming back to her. All the sounds and actions they both did. Every moan, every lick and kiss, every touch.... It horrified the fact she did this.
"What have I done?"
She sobbed and hid into her blanket wanting to hide her shame. She feels embarrassed, scared, and most of all, furious. Now she was a disgrace and wanted to do nothing but cry in her room alone.
Suddenly, knocking came to her door, and someone walked in without her permission. Seemed Sunset Shimmer was still in her home, and came in with a plate of pancakes, and a glass of orange juice. She sat next to the giant blanket hiding a whimpering girl, and lay the plate in between her and the blanket. Her smile was removed when she notice Applejack was crying in the blanket. She tried to move it away to look at that beautiful face. "Applejack? What's wrong?" She asked as she finally found the blond hair and wet face.
Applejack looked up seeing those light blue eyes, and only grew with more anger and fear. "Get away from me." She snarled.
Sunset lead back, a little afraid from the tone Applejack had made. But she couldn't leave her alone. It wouldn't be right. She pulled the blanket off Applejack to finally see her completely nude. She blush but still looked at that blond girl cry. "I'm not leaving until you tell me Applejack. Why are you crying?"
Applejack finally lifted her head to see Sunset full and complete. Luckily she was wearing a robe to cover her own nudity; which only made Applejack shiver for she had nothing.
Sunset noticed and walked to her closet to grab a robe herself. She wrapped it around Applejack and helped her put her arms through it to cover her. Applejack tied it on her own, but still had her head leaning down with shame.
"Feeling better?" Sunset asked with a small smile. She tried to look at that freckle face to cheer her up. Instead, when Applejack finally looked into her eyes, it was clear she wasn't happy. Her frown is what made Sunset look a little afraid.
"How could you?" Applejack choked her words.
"What?" Sunset only looked puzzled at the farm girl. "What are you talking about?"
"You know perfectly well. Why would you make me take my clothes off and make some disgusting love to you?!"
Sunset only had her eyes widen. Not from hearing of what they did as if she didn't remember, but how Applejack just said it was disgusting of them to do it. She stuttered, trying to think of how to respond.
But Applejack took control of that.
"Do you not know how bad it would be if anyone in my family saw this happen? I would be a disgrace! A disgusting horrible Apple! How could you do that to me?!"
Sunset only stayed silent, listening to her whimper and sob, but also yell. "How could you..."
"Applejack..." Sunset stood up to try and calm her down. We placed her hands on the freckle shoulders and tried to look into those green eyes. "I was just-"
"It's bad enough," she continued. "You made me lost my best friend Twilight, and now you have to push me out of my family?!"
Sunset stopped right there. Those words hurt her. By then, her own anger rose up, and she stood up more looking down at the furious farm girl. "For you information Applejack," she said, not calm or gently, but furious as well. "it wasn't ME who made her leave! She chose that stupid decision to leave Canterlot high! Why in the world would you assume I did it?!"
Applejack finally stood up to face that girl and yelled, "Well maybe it's because you love to ruin people's lives, and you spreading the stupid rumor of her having a crush on Flash was just plain wrong! It's all your fault! Why else would she leave?!"
"Well I don't know! But it's not me, I know tats for sure! Maybe she left because she was tired of being with a freak like you!"
"Oh, I'm the freak? I'M the freak? Look at who lives in a crappy house and gets to have sex with their father?!"
Sunset was about to scream again, but stopped. Her heart stopped beating, and her breathing grew heavily. She felt herself break with the farm girl's words being repeated to her eardrums.
Applejack could believe she would say such a thing. Why would she ever say that? That's not true at all, and she knew what she said was even worse. She sighed taking a chance to breath and closed her eyes to get her vision back. Then she open them and said, "Wait, I didn't mean to-"
POW!
She fell backwards onto her bed and felt the pain stork into her cheek as that pain free worse and worse. She looked up to see Sunset Shimmer breathing more heavily with anger in her wet eyes. Seemed her cheek was slapped by the powerful Sunset as she only grew more upset.
"How would you know what I've been through?!" Sunset screamed at Applejack who remained on her bed. "I didn't ask to be in his stupid life! I'm force to stay, and who else would want me in their stupid life! And you're right. Maybe everything is my fault! Twilight Sparkle leaving for Crystal Perp, my dad wanting to touch me because no one else will give him love, or for even loving a horrible person like you!"
Applejack felt her heart stop, and only watched as Sunset Shimmer stomped out of her room and slammed the door. But then she came back for her clothes. Once she had them on, she left, tears streaming down her face, anger flowing through her veins.
Applejack watched her from the window as she left the barn, stomping away, no ride home. She felt her tears fall down her cheeks, making the stinging of her red cheek flow away. But then she fell to the wooden floor, crying and sobbing into her knees that went up to her chest. Now what?
Everything has fallen apart.
"What am I gonna tell Granny Smith now?"

Later that day...

"Boy howdy! That rodeo is gonna have a blast when your cousin Braeburn is gonna win that blue ribbon!" Granny Smith giggled in her accent.
Applebloom and Big Macintosh chuckled with her, agreeing the same. "I hope Applejack is alright staying be herself this whole time while we were gone." Applebloom said.
"Oh no worries Applebloom. I know for a fact Applejack must of had fun having a tootin time fixing the chores herself."
Applejack's family was finally returning to their barn after finishing up the rodeo in Appleloosa. This was their best one yet, but they hated Applejack couldn't have gone with them. They decided to bring a little souvenir for the farm girl for missing out. They brought some of their great aunt's little Apple cupcakes as it was an offering for them to be there. She did love her aunt's cupcakes.
As they walk to the front of the door, Big Mac knocked three times hard, hoping to get his little sister's attention. But there was nothing to be heard of. No movement or sound.
They didn't like that one bit. Applebloom decided to peak her head through their window to search for her sister. It was nothing but the living room. "Where the hey is Applejack?" She asked no one in particular.
"Maybe she's still resting." Granny Smith suggested. "That youngin always had rough times getting some rest for she works harder than y'all's ma and pa."
"Or she could be in school like she's suppose to." Big Mac suggested. He then tried to twist the door knob, and it seemed to be unlock. He pushed the door to be open and looked inside the house. Granny Smith and Applebloom followed behind very quietly.
It all looked the same, but there was still no sign of Applejack.
"Applejack?" Applebloom tried to call out to her sister to see if she would come out. "Where are you?"
"I'll check the kitchen. She does cook breakfast for us." Big Mac suggested as he walked in smelling the delicious scent of pancake mix.
Applebloom walked with her big brother to give him a hand. Granny Smith then to think of the most possible places her granddaughter could be at. Then a thought came to her.
Granny Smith lifted her leg and walked all the way up to stairs where the hallways of their rooms were still in place. All doors were opened, but Applejack's wasn't.
She then waddled herself over to the bedroom of Applejack and knocked on the door. "Applejack?" She called out through the door. "Are you in there child?"
Suddenly, a voice came through the door, but was a little far for Granny couldn't fully hear it. "Please Granny.... Leave me be."
Granny recognized her granddaughter's voice and could sense she was crying for she was barley speaking. She then twisted the door knob and walked into the room, a but surprise with how the room was revealed. "Oh heaven to Betty's."
Her room was a giant mess. Her clothes remained on the door, papers of her and Sunset Shimmer's book was spread, and her bed lost it's blanket that was on the floor. Granny Smith spotted Applejack's blond hair behind her own mattress; it was a bit messy and tangled. That's when Granny Smith spotted her hat on the floor right in front of her feet. This made her remember the old times when Applejack, or even Big Mac, would go and cry in their room hiding, and she knew they would feel a bit embarrassed by explaining. So she did what she always did.
She closed the door while being inside Applejack's room, walked to the other side of the bed where she spot her granddaughter wearing her robe, and say next to her as gently as she could without breaking her hip. "What's the matter sugar?" She finally asked as she looked at Applejack's wet face.
Applejack knew her Granny wasn't gonna leave anytime soon, and her personality is surrounded by honesty. "Oh Granny Smith," she said, almost choking at her hiccups. "I'm a disgrace to this family. I've done something completely awful to ruin our name."
Granny was a bit surprised that this is what is making Applejack so upset. But she continued to try and calm her down by placing a hand on her shoulder and said, "It's alright child."
"But its not alright." Applejack whimpered. "This was probably the worst thing I've ever done in all my life."
"Well, what exactly did you do sugar?" Granny asked. "You won't be able to calm down until you let it out." But then another thought hit Granny. "You're not pregnant are you?"
Applejack's wet eyes widen and said immediately, "No no Granny! No I ain't!" But then she trailed off, kept choking as she kept her tears keep on falling. "I...I had... I..."
"Now Applejack, you need to calm down sweetie." Granny said trying to make her granddaughter look at her. "You're not gonna be able to tell me anything if you don't relax and take a deep breath."
She finally looked up to her grandmother, she saw the peace and comfort in her Granny's eyes. She only hope she didn't lose them when she tells her the truth.
She then took a deep breath and told Granny Smith everything about what happen last night and this morning. This kinda surprised Granny Smith, but the horrified look hasn't come yet.
Once Applejack was done, she looked back down at her knees, feeling too ashamed.
"Is that where you got that?" Granny asked pointing to her pink burning cheek.
She nodded and whimpered. "I'm so sorry Granny. I didn't mean for this to happen. I'm a huge disgrace to our family."
She waited for the yelling and demands to leave the barn, or the hitting that she use to have by her parent's. Instead, she felt her Granny's arm wrap around her, pulling her in for a side hug. She felt her Granny's breath trail onto her as she said, "Now is this what was all the fuss was about? Applejack, you listen very carefully young lady. You are not a disgrace."
Applejack looked surprised and looked up at her Granny wiping her tears away. "Really?"
"Yes sugarcube." Granny nodded. "You see, being an Apple isn't easy, and you should know for a fact that, that stuff from our past ancestors made great mistakes. Not for loving the same sex or having differences come toward them. But by disgracing one another by what they chose. A lot of our ancestors soon agreed to understand that sometimes an apple isn't a mistake or anything bad by what he or she chooses. If this is what you love, you should know that it's not a big hunky toot-ell. It just means you have different taste than most of our relatives. And so does your cousin Braeburn. In case you haven't notice Applejack, your cousin is a bit of a homosexual as well."
This was a big surprise to Applejack. "He is? What about that gal he dated one time from Manehattan?"
"That's what I was about to say honey. He's one of those 'bi' people. And you don't see him leaving the family name or nada. I want you to know Applejack, as your grandmother, we will always love you. There will be some people who don't agree with why you chose to be with, but you shouldn't let them get to you. You are, after all..." She then gently placed Applejack's hat on we blond hair and smiled. "you are the best apple of us all. But don't tell Big Mac and Applebloom I said that."
Applejack chuckled with her Granny on that last sentence. But then her smile disappear. "Oh Granny. I'm so sorry. I guess I better find Sunset soon and apologize."
"Probably the right thing to do honey." She nodded agreeing. "But for now, you need to rest. You look more tired than the time Applebloom stood up drinking too many bottles of apple cider."
They laughed at that moment of Applebloom being a bit dizzy from the taste of their famous cider. She agreed and decided to head to bed with her robe on. Before she could close her eyes, Granny Smith planted a small kids on her granddaughter's cheek and said, "And I knew you would like that youngin sometime soon."
"Oh course you did." Applejack smiled and closed her eyes drifting into a peaceful sleep.
Granny Smith tip toe out of the bedroom and closed the door as quietly as she could. She then giggled and whispered to herself, "I always knew our Apple would grow up soon."

A/N: the story is not over yet folks! But my fingers hurt so I must go! Bye bye!

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