I always need to know what's gonna happen
It's probably my biggest socialty problem
Even if i only do that to dodge pain

People my age are too difficult to stand
So to older people talk i tend
Some say that i'm clever
I would say that i'm clever enough to know that it's false
But i don't cause i know what's gonna happen if i do
They would try to convince me otherwise, that i'm wrong
But i know i'm not

I go to bed, this bed every night into i've been
And i know what's gonna happen
I'm gonna think about the social mistake i made
I'll cry and i'm gonna be depressed about that

I talk to a friend
And i know what's gonna happen
I'm gonna say something wrong
And then i'll just repeat to myself that i'm not good enough for them

I already hear everybody telling me that i'm overthinking
That i can't know what's really gonna happen
That i should go more easy on myself
No, you all can't tell me that i don't know because i do
I need to
It's crucial

I always know what's gonna happen
It's my biggest socialty problem but it's useful to dodge pain
I know it because when i try to ignore it, it does happen.