Sometimes, while i'm laying in bed
My tears starts to rain
My pain, my regrets and my sorrows
I simply know that they won't go
Not so soon
Not yet
Not tonight
Not tommorow
Nor the days after

I kind of drown something, someone
I don't know who
I don't know why
But i know that i'm definetly drowning with it
Whatever that could be
I'm too blind to see what or who it is
I'm feeling like i was grieving
It's kinda peculiar

Sometimes i wonder where all my thought come from
They're so controversial
And definetly not welcome

I'd like to be a bird sometimes
They don't really last long but they have something i don't
They can fly
It's natural for them, they learn it quick
They can touch the sky
Feel the wind
See everything they want
They sing proudly
They don't need to listen to anybody
They're free

Sometimes, after lying in bed
After i'm done crying
After the rain
After my many personnal crisis
I can't help but ask myself again
Why aren't i good enough ?