like

you held me
like i was someone worth holding
you kept me
like i was someone worth keeping

you cared for me
and i loved you
what seemed like a fairytale to me
was all normal for you

i tried to find the right words somewhere
but all that's left are these shattered dreams.. everywhere

i tried to find where our love got lost
but i forgot
i was the only one loving
your love was never there
and our love.. was our love even there?

——

from 2017