all that

shattered
broken
and afraid
i was all that before you even met me

i was shattered
piece by piece he shattered me
left me alone and
scarred my sanity

i was broken
slowly and unknowingly he broke me
he broke me to little pieces
so little that you couldn't even see

i was afraid
afraid of what we could've done
afraid of what we could've gotten into
afraid of how far we could've gone
afraid of
of
of everything
afraid of being shattered
and afraid of being broken

i'm afraid of being afraid

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