Chapter 9
When Louis hears George closing the front door he runs (tries to run) to Alex's room who's still crying. He opens the door to a dark room, so he turns the light on and sees his little angel standing up on his crib making grabby hands.
"Baby boy." Louis whispers as he carries him on his arms.
"Papa." Alex says looking at Louis' face, he notices the tears and the blood. "You good?"
"Yes baby." Louis smiles at him. "Are you okay?" He asks examining him like he did early today in the park.
"Yes." Alex says; touching Louis' bruises on his face. "You have a boo boo." He frowns.
"I'm good." Louis lies; the pain in his face and rear area is killing him.
"Sowwy." He whispers.
"Don't worry baby, is not your fault." Louis says hugging him tight against his chest.
"Daddy give you a boo boo." He makes a pouty face. "Bad daddy."
Louis smiles at him; the innocence of his son warms his heart.
"Hungry?" He asks; knowing that he didn't eat anything since lunch. Alex shakes his head; burring his face in Louis' chest.
"Baby boy," Louis whispers in his ear. "You have to eat, want a feeding bottle?"
"No." Alex says in a whispers; he's hungry but he doesn't want to let go of Louis because he wants to feel safe and he feels safe whenever he's in Louis' arms.
"Want to go night night?" Louis asks; caressing his hair. Alex only nods. Louis lays Alex on the crib and tuck him. Alex looks at him with sleepy eyes; he's really tired and only wants to go to sleep.
"Sing the night night song, please." Alex says; putting his thumb in his mouth. Louis had been trying to get rid of that habit but he doesn't have the heart to do it when he's sleeping because he only waits a few seconds before putting his thumb inside his mouth again.
"Okay, I'm just going to turn off the light but I'll leave your read light on." He's sure Alex doesn't even know what's the deference between the light and the reading light but Alex's pediatrician told him to talk to him like if he's a 4 years old boy so he can learn. He drags a chair with him and places it in from of Alex's crib. When he looks at Alex, he's half sleep; smiling at him. Louis sits down carefully; trying not to hurt himself even more. He puts down one of the crib's side so he can caresses Alex's hair easily. He starts caressing his hair; thinking about how he can sing the nigh night song without crying.
"Somewhere over the rainbow
Way up high
There's a land that I heard of
Once in a lullaby
Someday I'll wish upon a star
And wake up where the clouds
Are far behind me
Where troubles melt like lemon drops
Away above the chimney tops
That's where you'll find me." He whispers the last words; noticing his son is sleeping already.
He makes sure his blanket is covering him before he puts the side of crib back on. He walks outside the room, closing the door behind him; trying to go to the kitchen. When he gets there he puts the dinner in the refrigerator; he makes a feeding bottle for Alex even though he told him he wasn't hungry. He goes back to Alex's room and leave the feeding bottle there. Finally he goes to the bathroom to take a warm shower. He turns on the water before striping himself; he looks at himself in the mirror and notices the new bruises. Louis notice his bottom lip is split; his right eye has a small bruise around, he has dried blood in his nostrils. No wonder why Alex told him that daddy gave him a boo boo. He looks away before the tears start running down his cheeks. He walks slowly to the shower and take the temperature with his hand; making sure is warm. He gets under the water; trying to wash away his sorrow. He stays there until his skin gets wrinkled from being in the water for so long. He puts clean pj's and goes back to Alex's room. He takes out some of his son's extra blankets and make a bed in the floor. He also gets one of his teddy bears to use it as a pillow; he lays down in his bed make of blankets trying to go to sleep.
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Two months had passed by since the fight between Louis and George. Like always; the next day George came home and blame Louis for it. Louis, like always, only nodded and agreed with him. After that George began to act affectionate with Louis, but Louis no longer believed anything he said or did. George kept talking about having another baby which result in them having sex almost every night; whenever George wasn't too tired for it. He also stop going out; he hadn't seen Zayn in two months. He explained to him what happened; he kept the beating and raping part to himself though.
"Good morning Lou." George says; making his way to his husband's side.
"Good morn..." He's interrupted by George kissing him. "Breakfast is almost ready, would you mind getting Alex?"
"Of course not," George says smacking Louis' ass which make him smile nervously. George makes his way out of the kitchen, leaving a worried Louis there.
Unbeknownst to George, Louis continued to take his birth control pills. Sometimes he forgets to take them, but it's not like he can get pregnant if he forgets take it one day, right?
"Papa!" He hears his little angels voice coming from the living room.
"Baby boy." Louis walks to the entrance of the kitchen where he finds George and Alex in his arms.
"Go sit down," George says. "I'll serve breakfast.
"Are you ..."
"Yes." George says with a smile from ear to ear before Louis can even finish his question.
He sits Alex on his high chair, he sits on his chair after that. George places a plate with chocolate chip pancakes in front of Louis, the blueberry syrup next to them.
"Thank you." Louis whispers.
George smile at him as he goes back to the kitchen to get Alex's food. George places a place with a pancake cut into little squares with a little bit of syrup in front of Alex; letting him eat by himself like he started doing a month and a half ago. George gets his own pancakes and sit on his usual spot. They eat their breakfast in silence, it's a uncomfortable silent if you asks any of them. Louis cleans up the table after 20 minutes; he gets a wet rag to clean his son who has syrup on his entire face.
"See, this is why he shouldn't be eating alone yet." Louis says; cleaning Alex's cheeks.
"But if he don't let him he will never learn." George says in a calm tone.
Louis doesn't say anything after that; he knows the clean up with the rag won't do so he gets Alex out of his chair.
"You're so sticky," Louis makes a face; making his son laugh. "And I'm going to give you a bath."
Alex frowns to Louis' words, he doesn't like baths at all. He does sometimes but not so early in the morning.
"Need help?" George asks.
"No, thank you." Louis carries his son in his arms to his bathroom.
15 minutes later Alex is fresh and clean; smelling like baby powder. He giggles as Louis puts him a new nappy. George enters Alex's room to let Louis know he's leaving already.
"Okay, have a nice day." Louis fakes a smile.
"You too." He says; planting a kiss on Louis' lips.
"Bye big boy." He says; kissing Alex's forehead.
"Bye bye daddy." Alex frowns; not too happy to see his daddy leaving.
When George leaves the flat Louis and Alex go to the living room where he plays with his toys as Louis watches telly; there's nothing good at this time so he just put on a cartoon channel. Two hours after that it's time for Alex's nap; the boy is almost falling asleep in Louis' arms.
"Want to go night night?" Louis asks as his son rubs his eyes with his fists. He nods and that everything Louis needs to carry him on his arms and make his way to his room. "We're going to go night night at Papa's and Daddy's room because I want to go night night too." Louis whispers to him; Alex only nods.
Louis lays him down on his bed; tucking him from chest to toe. He lays down next to him and Alex smiles at him.
"The night night song please." Alex says in a sleepy voice.
Louis smiles at him; caressing his hair.
"Somewhere over the rainbow
Way up high
There's a land that I heard of
Once in a lullaby
Someday I'll wish upon a star
And wake up where the clouds
Are far behind me
Where troubles melt like lemon drops
Away above the chimney tops
That's where you'll find me."
And like always at the end of the song his son is sleeping already so he decides to do the same thing. An hour later Louis begins to feel sick; he covers his mouth with his hand as he feels the pancakes coming back on his throat. He runs to his bathroom and vomits his breakfast. When he's finish he rinse his mouth with mouth wash and goes back to the room where Alex is sitting on the bed; staring at him.
"Papa sick?" He asks in a sleepy voice. "Nasty water coming out?" He adds; remembering one time when he was sick and Louis explain to him that the nasty water was coming out because his tummy didn't like the food.
"Yeah baby." Louis says; laying down next to him. "My tummy didn't like the food I gave it." Louis prays that being sick is the only reason why he's vomiting.
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