A story heroine would normally do things because they're right. She'd never give up no matter what obstacles comes to her life. She's couragous. She'd always have a smile on her face even if she's broken inside. She has that charm that'll make people like her no matter what, especially the one she likes and is meant to be with. 

Awesome, right? 

Well, if you're expecting someone like that for this story, better stop reading; I'm not anywhere near that ideal, perfect, and unrealistic female.

I'm serious.

I separated from my parents. I quit school. I threw away a normal social life and went for a virtual one. I became a part of the people society looked down on -- a hikikomori, a good-for-nothing shut-in.

I'm a great example, aren't I? Well, have you made up your mind?

But being a shut-in, for me, wasn't actually that bad. Yes, there were changes to my lifestyle. Everything went fine. Though I can't say I'm actually happy, but I'm content with how things are. I get to make music, fangirl about, do things an average and almost normal otaku would, socialize with people like me through the world wide web, and other stuff like that. Though I relied financially on my parents, I could say that, in a way, I lived independently. I wouldn't want to change anything. 

But a lot of things I feared came haunting me when he entered my life. 

Who, you ask?

Well, it's none other than Akashi Seijuurou, a handsome emperor-like human being who brought my life through drastic changes yet thinks of me as an absolute annoyance.

I should be hating him for doing such things. I mean, he took me out of my comfort zone! I also got emotionally wounded due to his sharp, peircing words. I also get so intimidated whenever I'm near him. 

But guess what?

Ironically, he became the emperor of my poor little heart which has no other choice but to beat for him.