The feeling never left BDay's chest as he walked towards the cafe. It felt...scary. Yet welcoming. He didn't know what it was...and honestly, started to not care. It felt like it belonged there. Like he was missing it all his life-

But eventually, he was taken out of his thoughts as he felt something hit the back of his neck, he scoffed as he moved to grab whatever it was that was fallen down....wait

That was his balloon.

His balloon popped...and what was left was hanging down from his head. With a shaky hand, he undid the bow on the string and took off the popped hat he had, moving it in front of him and staring at it.

...How was he supposed to stay calm with his balloon just. Gone. Popped. D e a d. He took a deep breath before he took the remaining latex and string and tossed it on the floor, slamming his foot over it while mumbling a few very angry things. "Stupid...stupid glitch. Stupid crewmates. Stupid everyone! Did they not even care to tell me about my balloon still there? Did they not bother to get me one? Do they not know how much it means to me-" He hissed out

"Are they that braindead?! That stupid-" He began to snap out, his breaths heavy and forced. "...That...that-" He shook his head as he began to stomp forwards. That....T̷̻͆̔h̸͔̏̆a̶͙̓͠ṯ̶͈̭̿͊ ̸̘͙͗ẃ̷͎̮̇̿ả̷̭̹̟͠s̷̝̓̒̈ ̵̬̯͕̀ș̷̞̑͂ǫ̴̹̹̀̐̚ ̷̫̠̗͛̕s̷̩̞̓͛̑t̷̞̻̑͌͝u̷̻̜̺͝p̴͍̰̘̎̆͝i̷̠̺͚͘͝d̶̞̆́͗.̶̧͊͋ͅ

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BDay eventually got to the cafe, seeing the few crewmates who were in the lobby at the main table. Stoner, Gnome, Dum, Engineer, Angel and Sheriff. He glanced at each of them quickly before he quickly went over and stood over by the crew.

"Finally, BDay! God...you take SO long to get anywhere!" Gnome exclaimed, putting her hands together. "Where is the rest of that dumb balloon you had? I thought you cared about that thing more than any of us!" She chuckled a small bit, her voice dying out at the lack of response from the blue crewmate.

Engineer eventually cleared his throat. "Well, now that we all are here. I have to say that, well. Everything has gone to crap. Whatever that was completely destroyed the reactor so all we can do is sit around as we wait for someone to come get us! I uh- sent the message out to see if we can get back on course...no response yet." He said simply, a few murmurs coming from everybody else

"What if everyone else died?" Angel asked, worry obvious in her voice. "Darn tootin, I think we gon' have to spend a bit in this 'ere ship till we can get connections back up." Sheriff scoffed. "Awww man. I wanted to go and see my bro and Captain again." Dum mumbled. "Like...dang bromigo. That's a bummer." Stoner spoke.

Gnome just went and began to talk to Engineer, who tried his best to explain everything...but yet. BDay didn't speak. He didn't want to....he didn't need to. Why should he have to deal with these...these IDIOTS who probably caused all of this in the first place.

After awhile of back and forth, a bit of arguing, a bit of sadness from everyone else, BDay eventually turned and began to leave, all heads turning over to him. "BDay! Where are you going?" Engineer said quickly, narrowing his eyes. "We're unsure if it's safe out there...you can't wander off! We still have things to discuss!"

The blue crewmate turned his head so he could stare at Engineer for an idiot. "....Brainiac wannabe. You have NOTHING to give to us! Shut up..." He hissed under his breath before he went and began to leave, the cafe plunging into silence.

"M-Maybe he's just stressed? I mean, he lost his balloon! And Rose isn't here!" Gnome said quickly, a bit shocked by the man's sudden departure. "Yeah! Probably, it does make the most sense...maybe we should give him some room." Angel said in agreement, the remaining crew turning back to each other.

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(Small A/N here. I, Al, will be finishing the rest of this for Ac! So please...excuse any changes in writing)

The loud thumping of metal against boots of a space suit echoed through the walls as BDay went down over to the medbay. There ARE beds there...he could sit down for a moment and just relax. He didn't want to be here...it felt...off.

He went over to one of the beds, sitting down and putting his hands together. He felt so cold...so empty. Yet...so...so ALIVE. What was this?

How about a breathing exersice to help...try and get his thoughts in order. Yeah. That's smart.

Inhale in...1. 2. 3

They're not worth your time. Look at them...chasing for an answer that doesn't exist. You're better than them. They should be scared...worried...you're the only one that should have strength...

4. 5. 6. 7.

Hold... 1. 2

Look at you...surviving...THRIVING. You're calm. You're intelligent. You're POWERFUL. You have a will...you'll get out of here. They'll BEG you to help them...they'll beg you not to kill them...why should they stay here? They're weak...

3. 4.

Exhale... 1. 2. 3

YOU DESERVE TO HAVE POWER. YOU DESERVE TO SEE THEM ALL COWER IN FEAR. YOU'RE THE ONE WHO WILL BE THE STRENGTH OF THIS WORLD. YOU DESERVE IT. THEY'RE ALL DUMB...RATS WITH EMPATHY. DON'T CARE...NOBODY SHOULD CARE...YOU SHOULDN'T. DO YOU CARE? YOU DON'T...DO YOU...YOU UNDERSTAND. YOU'RE WORTH MORE THAN THIS PLACE CAN GIVE!

4. 5. 6. 7.

You're the only one who deserves to live.

What do they bring you?
Sadness? Pain? Fear?
They cast you out. They leave you in the background...
They kill you. They use you.
Why don't you let them feel what you've felt all this time?

that feels better now that you've breathed. Right?

...A glitch ran down BDay's body as a small smile appeared on his face.

Your thoughts in order.
How they should be.
You're calm...
You're...you.
You're the best.
You deserve to crush anyone who hurt you...
You deserve to crush EVERYONE

"BDay?" A soft voice called from the door of medbay. Standing there tall, Angel looked over at him...she seemed pretty worried. "Are you okay? Do you need to talk?" She asked, beginning to walk over to the other crewmate...who stayed dead silent.

"Is it because of Rose?... Your Balloon? Here! I can get you a new one soon. Then, we'll get you back to Rose." Angel said, a soft smile on her face.

"...No..."
"What?"
"You don't have the right to give me anything..."
"BDay? What are you-"
"YOU DON'T DESERVE TO TALK TO ME-"

BDay stood up, grabbing Angel's arm as his eyes stared daggers into hers...
A look of fear in Angel's...nothing in BDay's.

BDay stared at Angel for a minute, a cold silence coming from him.
"....I hate you Angel. You know that?" He finally said, a smile tugging at the corner of his lips. "I've hated you SOOO so much...you act like you're so sweet. But we all know you're not. You've cheated....lied. Game or not...You've fucked us all over." He mumbled, letting out a small wheeze so he didn't break into laughter.

(Small description of violence/gore!)

A small glitch ran over his body once more as he moved and slammed Angel's head against the wall, a small crack sounding out as tears flooded from Angel's eyes. She refused to scream though...a heavy weight was keeping her from saying anything.

BDay smiled more as he moved back and began to repeatedly slam Angel's head...over and over...into the wall. Blood spewing from Angel's head..more and more each hit. More and more on the wall...and floor...it was a sight

He deserved to get his anger out. He DESERVED to show how he felt. He DESERVED THIS.
HE WAS BETTER THAN EVERYONE ON THIS SHIP. THEY'RE IDIOTS...HE'S POWERFUL!

Blood continued to get everywhere as BDay repeatedly slammed Angel's head against the wall until...he stopped suddenly. Glancing down at Angel...her entire face was covered in tears...and blood. Her mouth agape and her eyes wide open in shock. It looked like her head was dented in.

She was dead.

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BDay let out a small chuckle as he moved away, letting Angel fall to the floor as he went and picked up a blanket, wiping his hands clean and making sure he was pristine. He didn't deserve a...a weakling's blood on him. He was beyond that.

After he cleaned himself up, he went and drapped the blanket over Angel, moving away and heading out of medbay.

Weak...scared.

One of those...those idiots gone. Out of his way.
A few more to go.

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