6. Why me?

Jin's POV

Impostor

Huh?

When I first saw that word in red color, I knew it was something bad. I suddenly felt alone, I felt a burden inside of me.

"Did everyone see that? The blue word? Crewmate? Impostor? What the hell is going on?" Jimin said as we were all standing in a cafeteria.

Blue word? I saw in everyone's eyes that they had seen that too. But I had not. I had only seen an Impostor. And I wanted to say it, I wanted to say there was something wrong with me...

"I saw that too. And where are we?" my mouth said without my will.

It was unbelievable. I couldn't express what I was really feeling. I couldn't say anything that had to do with me and the word I saw. As if I was controlled, but at the same time, I was myself. 

When they said about a paper in our pockets, I read mine.

Sabotage and kill everyone

Fake tasks: ...

I had a list of task like everyone else. But my paper was calling them "fake", and said... to kill everyone? Sabotage? I felt really lost and Namjoon glanced at my paper. But he reacted like he saw a paper like everyone else's. 

No Namjoon... please... why can't you see it tells me to kill everyone?

I didn't really know the meaning of these words yet, but I was so afraid. I was afraid I couldn't ask for help, I felt nobody could see I was not okay, that I couldn't say what I wanted to say. I was acting like the normal me, I panicked, I freaked out, but it was not just because we were trapped in there and didn't know what to do. There was much more in this.

It happened when Yoongi was trying to swipe the card. Unconsiously, I looked at my palm. Right there, I had a little map of the whole place, like it was drawn in my hand, but still, I was once again the only one who could see it. Some rooms like O2 and electrical had some circles which I could press. I pressed the one at electrical, and suddenly, I heard my friends saying they couldn't see.

But still, I could see clearly.

I didn't know what was going on, and at the same time, I knew exactly what to do. Everyone headed at electrical, leaded by Namjoon. Yoongi tried to swipe the card a few more times.

No one saw I was still left behind.

It happened too fast.

A knife was in my hand but I had no memory of taking it from somewhere.

I attacked Yoongi.

My friend.

I pressed the knife against him and I wanted to scream. My whole existence wanted to cry and yell and scream and ask for help. But my body was moving on it's own. I could see things no one else could see. I had control over things no one else had.

I was killing my friends, I was sabotaging the map.

I wanted to die that very moment, as I left him behind like he meant nothing and ran to reach the others before they fixed the lights. I merged with them so they wouldn't suspect me.

The lights were on and no one could see the blood on me. Yoongi's blood.

Please, can't somebody see it?

Help me.

They immediately found out Yoongi was missing. Running back in admin, they found him.

At the voting time, I wanted to scream at everyone's face that it was me. But I couldn't. I seemed shocked and afraid of my life, not knowing who killed our friend.

But it was fucking me.

I felt then my biggest enemy was Taehyung, because he immediately said it was probably one of us who killed Yoongi. But I couldn't kill him since he was always with Y/N, so my target became Namjoon. He was the smartest of us, and if Taehyung managed to persuade him, I knew they would find out it was me sooner or later.

All my six senses were dedicated in making me survive. My body and soul were feeling that if I lose, if I was found out as an Inpostor, I had something important to lose.

As the game went on, Hoseok said he'd go at navigation to do a task, and Jungkook would go with him. Y/N and Taehyung left together as always, leaving only me, Namjoon and Jimin behind. We saw Namjoon fixing the wires and then I pretended I was fixing them.

When Namjoon said he'd also go at navigation, Jimin also said he would tell Y/N to come at cafeteria so he asked me to wait for her.

I had so little time to do anything, but I somehow did it.

Jimin left, and so did Namjoon.

I looked at the vent in the cafeteria and I instantly knew what it was. As an impostor, I was the only one who could use it. I entered the vent and moved through it, very close to the navigation door. When Namjoon was about to enter the room, before he could even express how surprised he was to see me there before him, I stabbed him and held his body to put it down silently without Hoseok or Jungkook hearing it.

I ran back in the vent, back in the cafeteria in no time and took place in front of the wires I was fixing. It was right then Y/N entered and noticed I was breathing heavily, but she believed me it was from the stressing situation we were in.

I could see the blood on me, I wanted to cry, the knife had disappeared. I was touching the wires painting them red, staining them like me. But in everyone's eyes, we were all clean.

The body was found and at the meeting I was cleared. The suspects were Jungkook and Hoseok, but no one was voted out.

I could see they had all started realizing what was going on. Taehyung's words were slowly making sense, but they still didn't want to believe one of us was lying and killing.

After the voting time was over, I saw Jimin entering admin. They had all split, so I followed him quickly after making sure no one would come after us and killed him in admin.

It was sick how the dirtier my hands were getting, the less guilt I was feeling. Something was consuming me, making survival my priority, making me think like "It's okay for them to die if it's me to survive" and I wanted to fight that so hard.

It was the first time I felt so much weak.

I was about to exit admin and find an alibi but I saw the corridor's cams having a red light on. Someone was at security watching the cameras. If I walked out of admin and then the body was found, there would be someone that had seen me exiting admin.

I entered the vent and moved to cafeteria. I tried to fix the wires I didn't have time before. As an Impostor, my tasks were fake, they didn't matter in order to win.

I went at security and saw Hoseok looking at the cameras. We stayed some minutes together until the body was found by Jungkook, who entered admin.

Hoseok had gone at security very early. So he was sure of what he saw. The only person who entered admin and was seen was Jungkook, who was also a main suspect before. He was accused and voted out. Taehyung was the only one who didn't vote.

They couldn't believe it they were wrong, especially Hoseok who was sure of what he saw. Seeing them panicking, I knew I would be victorious.

Taehyung, being so attached to Y/N would always make her his priority, preventing him from doing tasks, and wouldn't think anything clearly except her safety. Hoseok had the same suspect two times and that was enough for him.

When I sabotaged O2, they didn't know what to do and how to split, assuring me I had win. When Taehyung left for O2 with Y/N and I was left with Hoseok, we went at admin. 

He didn't really seem to realize what had happened. He had to be the one who knew for sure it was me, because it was not him and Y/N with Taehyung were always together.

But he didn't seem afraid of me, he didn't seem to believe that his friend, Jin, would ever press the knife against him.

"We just type this code, right?" he asked me innocently as he was about to touch the computer, and it was then that I stabbed for the last time.

Only less than ten seconds left, I was looking at my friend's body on my feet. It was a sad picture, considering all that we'd lived and experienced together.

Why is this the only thing I have to say for this?

Sad? Just sad?

Five seconds left and an oxygen mask was in my hand to wear it and survive. Y/N was at the door, unable to believe in her eyes. 

I wore the mask. I saw her falling down, having a hard time breathing, her eyes fixed on me.

Seeing her so desperate, I felt it was right to say I'm sorry.

But it wasn't honest. I felt I had done the right thing to survive. I'd won and that was my purpose.

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Crewmate

There is 1 Impostor among us

A/N: Hope this is interesting enough for you guys~

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