Dear ex best friend
Today I am tempted to open my notepad and write my feelings once again. As you have known this is the only way I vent. You know everything. In fact more about me than I myself do. That's exactly where all the hurt comes from. Remember you once told me how special I am to you? You told me even though you have many friends I am still your best.
Not in any novel that I have ever read, I have found friends who make promises forever, breakup like you did. Of course there come days that go bad and we fight but that doesn't mean to end things up right?
You knew I have only you still you decided to show your back to me. I obviously know you were just kidding and I over reacted that day, but will it cost me my forever friendship?
I know you have got a bf now, and I really feel the quotes that say you forget your best friend when you get a bf are really true now.
But I am not broken yet. If u can hurt me and not care at all, I can also make new friends and not contact u at all. Do hell with your life. I do not care. I have muted you from my status and Facebook. I do not need any updates of you. If you don't care why would I do?
You say that there is not the same bond? That's the best words to hit the right cord inside me and hate you more. It's true what they say, you don't have to be attached with anyone. I thought we are true friends , I mean we WERE true friends. You cannot at all leave me. Cx u know how I am, I cry on little things and destroy myself. And I know how you are, you will not feel guilty at all ever for ending this friendship. That's not what hurts the most. The thing that hurts the most is while u really don't care I am writing this shitty letter to vent my feelings. I should have moved on from your fake friendship until now.
I used to think we will be best of friends forever. We will meet weekly always to go to the garden and play. We will together diet and walk. We will end up at each other's all family occasions. You will end up being my bridesmaid and what not. The glass of my dreams is finally broken and I laugh at my own foolishness. We didn't even reached half way along and u broke up. Even I can't tag u in memes saying tag your ten year old friend or five year old friend cx u broke up before even completing those years. Anyways cheers to our broken up friendship and the fact that I will be better at not trusting any other friend now. Bcx If friends are like you, I am better off alone

Your EX SO CALLED BEST FRIEND