Everyday, is difficult for me
m not as strong as I look
I push ppl away
I try not to get attracted
cz I have my share of bad memories
I have my share of sorrows
today I smile each dae
keep happy status to let ppl know m duin well n good
but I cry wen m alone
I mis my dad
its not that easy as it seems
today I have a very negligible relation with my other family mem
they think m emotion less
but they don't know, am afraid to lose them all
am afraid to get attach to anyone
I want someone to come and say
I understand you
you are doin nothing wrong
and hug me
hug me so tight
I feel so low alone, so alone
I don't know what happened to me
m so dukhi dukhi all the time

plz just be with me
m shattering into pieces each dae
I m in desperate need of someone loving me
not fake love or temporary
I want someone to hug me tight and love me so much.
please don't let me shatter
please don't let me go further in the darkness
please help me out of this.