Had a huge fight with Mom. She shouted me today morning on something I had not done. And although she knows it she isn't still guilty about that incident. In fact she is emotionally blackmailing me into how much she had done for me since forever.
What's the point though?
I had my share of a bad day cx of her. And all other family members don't care what I feel. So here I am alone and crying. BTW I don't even have any friends to share this with. So here I am typing my heart out.
I know mom's and their great sacrifices but that does not mean she can come shout at me any time just because she wants to remove her frustration. She is grown up and she knows better than that. And if she doesn't still want to talk then be it. Anyways I am now very much habitual of staying alone with all the no friends and fake relatives around. God will find a way to keep me alive without love and family. Currently I am crying and typing eventually I will get too tired and fall asleep. Tomorrow is a busy day anyway I will have no time for anyone. I wish I could go away. Far away. I will feel silly and delete this once I will be back to normal. But till than, writing is the only way I share and feel better.
Thank God someone made Wattpad.