Hey guys, now it is 10:39 pm 31/12/24 GMT +7.

2025 is coming.

I still remember that last year I also wrote a year recap on New Year's Eve. I'm gonna read that again to see how I felt another year. But let me just tell you about my 2024. 

Start now.

Happiness - Depression

Best friend - Broken relationship

Relaxed - Overthinking

These 6 words captures my year really well. Seem weird, is it? :) I know, a year full of emotion is coming to an end. 

1. Happiness

To be honest, I've achieved a lot of aims this year. I must admit that I got flying colors on most of the tests. I also had a great time with my friends.

(Actually I don't expect the happiness section to be this short. But seems like I just forgot them all.)

2. Depression

Lots of things to mention: scores depression, stress,... You can not imagine how hard I have to cope with scores depression. I worry every time after taking a test. Every time I screw up, I'm scared, scared that my dream future will be broken into pieces. I did want to cry several times, but I just can't. Thankfully, it ended up kinda good, but it doesn't mean my anxiety stopped. 

And since I live far from home, I have to cope with many problems myself: getting sick, loneliness,... Fortunately, I manage to overcome it all. But it is not easy for me at all. 

3. Best friends

I did hang out a few times with my friends, playing games with them, taking photobooth pictures for the first time. That time really fun. I hope I can lived those moment again, just one more time. 

I also remember how they celebrate my birthday, how they give me the presents. Really appreciate it guys. 

4. Broken relationships

Some going well but some didn't. I had problems with some of my friends. That moment when I realize, neither of us really consider each other 'friends'. That time is heart-broken.

Or the time I found out I was betrayed by those I trusted. Hard time to overcome. 

5. Relaxed

I did relaxed for a few times :), like today, no study at night. But to be honest, I can hardly have a break in this year.

6. Overthinking

I overthink a lot. There is a time I tell myself, you should not care about what people think of you, I've always been reminding myself. It did decrease but not totally gone. I still have a tough time, worrying about things that never gonna happen. 

Okay, that's enough of last year. Let's plan how 2025 gonna be.

1. First of all, stop worrying, start enjoying life. 

2. Do what you need, don't even think, dedicate to it.

3. Figure about the way to be happy. (I know this one: I just need to be on my own for a while, with nature, with the sky, I'm gonna be alright after that)

4..... Haven't thought anything so far yet. I'll add some later. 

Last of all, happy new year all, be happy, be yourself. Next year's gonna be great. I'm not lying about it