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a low buzzing sound causes hansol's body to stiffen slightly as he looks over at the kitchen table a few meters away from him. seungkwan's phone was clearly visible on the dark table from the place he was laying on the couch, wrapped up in seungkwan's arms and a loving breathing on his naked shoulders.

seungkwan groans and presses himself closer and lets his lips rest on hansol's shoulder as he peacefully keeps sleeping. hansol sighs and looks up at the white ceiling as he feels every curve and shape of seungkwan presses against him under the fluffy blanket, he lets a gentle hand slowly stroke seungkwan's hip and thigh that was wrapped around his body. the naked skin felt soft against his fingertips and he proceeds in sliding his hand up, intertwining it with seungkwan's in one slick motion.

the buzzing from the kitchen stops and leaves the apartment quiet, without cars moving outside, without the sound of singing bird or the dripping tap in the kitchen. the apartment was quiet, even the sound of seungkwan's breathing had died down slightly and hansol feel unease well up and he turns to face seungkwan.

he slides his hands around seungkwan waist and presses himself closer, leaving a gentle kiss on his cheek and lets his other hand stroke his other one.

seungkwan's eyelashes flutter as he opens his eyes revealing a pair of deep brown eyes full of love. he smiles and leans forward, leaving a kiss on hansol's collarbone.

"good morning, hansol."

"hyung?" hansol's eyes wanders off.

"yeah?"

"why are you 'hyung'? aren't we the same age?"

seungkwan stops and laughs and hansol turn his head towards him.

"you know what a 'kink' is, do you not?"

hansol's eyes widen at seungkwan's response, gasping whilst nodding.

"i like being called 'hyung' by you, hansol." seungkwan giggles and presses a kiss onto hansol's neck.

"but... a kink? really? that's what it is?" hansol grabs seungkwan's head in his hands and looks at him in the eyes whilst half laughing, half doubting seungkwan. he presses seungkwan's cheeks together and seungkwan giggles sweetly.

"of course but i mean if you prefer to call me 'daddy' that's also fine." seungkwan winks.

"daddy?"

"yeah?"

"yeah, okay no that doesn't work, it doesn't sound good, it's cancelled." hansol laughs and shakes his head furiously at the idea.

"yeah, save it for later, baby." seungkwan smirks as his hand slides down hansol's naked body, resting it on his butt. hansol's open his mouth in surprise and giggles as he does the same, grabbing seungkwan's butt with a smile.

"your hand fits so perfectly right there," seungkwan moans. "legit like a puzzle piece on my ass."

"why are you like this?" hansol chuckles and presses himself into seungkwan's neck, curling into a ball, leaving kisses on his chest. seungkwan giggles and slides his hands up and down on hansol's back, drawing shapes on it.

"guess what i'm drawing." seungkwan giggles and hansol feel his finger press gently against his back, circling slightly. hansol closes his eyes to concentrate.

"a heart?"

"correct! okay this one then."

seungkwan begins to draw three separate shapes on hansol's back.

"what is that?" hansol laughs. "is that a– no it can't be..." hansol looks up at seungkwan who's got a smirk plastered onto his lips.

"hyung, is that a dick?"

seungkwan chuckles and nods, hansol stares at him with 'surprised' written on his face.

"let's get some food i'm hungry." hansol quickly changes the subject whilst struggling to get out of seungkwan's warm arms. he pokes seungkwan cheeks as he finally stands up, free from seungkwan's hot body.

"what are you looking at?" hansol blushed as he notices seungkwan's eyes scan his body, every single crevices and shape of him.

"you, gorgeous." seungkwan stands up as well, planting a kiss on hansol's temple as he walks out to the kitchen, still completely naked.

"oh stop it, you!" hansol whines as he rushes after seungkwan, grabbing his arm and resting his chin on his shoulder. "you're so cheesy."

seungkwan sighs and smiles down at the boy.

"why? i love you more than anything in the entire world, so i should have the right to tell my boyfriend the truth. you're the most handsome boy, okay?" seungkwan kisses his forehead and grabs his waist, letting his thumb stroke up and down on hansol's hip.

hansol gapes and feel his cheeks heat up as he looks down, his ears boiling.

"you want some tea?"

hansol nods and sits down at the kitchen table, leaning into his hand as he stares out the window. he puts his hand out to the glass, following the raindrops sliding down slowly. the quiet pattering sound is calming to his ears as the rain hits the window.

seungkwan glances over at the boy sitting and staring out the window, his thin waist and cute thighs just waiting to be caressed by him. his messy hair and his hands that fit perfectly into his plastered a tiny smile on his face.

as the tea water's boiling seungkwan quietly walk into the bedroom grabbing two blankets and walks back to hansol in the kitchen. wrapping one of the blankets around hansol's body, leaving a kiss on the top of his head.

seungkwan sits down opposite of hansol with a tea cup in his hand, staring at the other boy, admiring his presence.

"tell me about the party, by the way, i forgot to ask you yesterday." seungkwan smiles.

hansol feel shivering crawl down his back and stares down into his cup. his lips and tongue go dry as his fingers go cold.

he hadn't thought about it.
he had forgotten about all of it,
just for a short while.

"well..." hansol's voice breaks and he coughs.

"woah babe, you okay? did anything happen between you and wonwoo hyung?" seungkwan leans forward and grabs hansol's hand, stroking it so gently it hurt.

seungkwan is always so caring and loving towards me, he shows so much love that it's not even fair. seungkwan was and is the sweetest person i would ever meet. and still, he gets treated like this? seungkwan gets bullied and beaten down on a daily but for some reason, every we met he had a smile on his lips and an entire galaxy in his eyes. i'm nothing special.

"hyung." hansol's head spins as he shakes seungkwan's hand off his.

"what's wr–"

"we kissed."
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