Guys this is my first mature story.... Pls give inline comments... I'd love to know about your feelings regarding this ff.... This ff is for all of us amdheerians who didn't got a proper suhaagraat of amdheer... I hope that you'll love it like my other ffs

This story is the continuation of amdheer's first night.... In my way.... The story is same till randheer applied bindi on her forehead
But for those who didn't saw the episode pls read the first lines and my those readers who have watched the show pls read from the continued part mentioned below in bold letters:- CONTINUED

Randheer married amrit without the permission of rani maa and the members of raj pariwaar making them against their marriage..... Only bindu chachi and maanak accepted amrit as their daughter in law.... Chachiji even decorated their room beautifully for their first night.... Amdheer entered the room and got awkward seeing the room
Chachiji left the room keeping the baadaam ka doodh on the coffee table and giving amrit a beautiful red saree...
Amdheer became awkward for a moment..... Amrit left for washroom and randheer switched on the gramophone which played the song
Barsaat ki raat
and then settled himself on the chair feeling the beauty of this night.... His room and the feeling that finally his amrit is his wife and soon he'll see her adorned in colours....
Soon he heard her foot steps and he looked into the direction...and time stopped for him as she's looking as beautiful as a rose in her red saree.....her hairs wet and her face moist... The colour he always imagined on her....... His heart ached seeing her in that white saree living a plain white life...... But now he's content as now she is his in all sense and he'll make sure that no one can ever treat her the way she was treated in the past without any fault of hers

Enthralled.. He went towards her...... Amrit also got lost seeing him..... They were lost in each other's eyes when a thunder striked making them come in their senses........ They got embarrassed and looked everywhere other than each other..... Amrit went to the dressing table to apply sindoor..... Seeing this randheer went towards her and kept his palm below her palm and looking deep into her eyes filled her partition with sindoor.... Happy tears started flowing from her eyes. ... Randheer then applied a bindi on her forehead lovingly making her look like a complete angel

His heart skipped a bit seeing his beautiful wife and he gestured beautiful with his fingers
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Amrit getting overwhelmed with so much emotions hugged him tightly..... Randheer also reciprocated the hug with equal passion
Amdheer in the hug
A- crying hard with hiccups" Randheer ... Ma.. Mai boh..ot darr gayi thi..... Ek pal ke liye toh laga ki Mai apna sab kuch kho baithi... apni maa na banne ki baat sunn aur aapko kabhi bacche ka sukh paate na dekhne ke darr se Mai jaa toh rhi thi par yeh soch bhi ki Mai aapko dekh nhi paungi...aapki aawaz nhi sunn paungi..aapko chu nhi paungi.....mujhe todd deta tha...mai soch bhi nahi paati thi ki aapke bina apni yeh zindagi kaise guzaarungi..."crying harder tightening his hold on him" Mai sach mai marr jaati aapke bina... Aapki yeh amrit nhi jee sakti apne randheer ke bina... marr jaati mai.. Marr jaati
Just listening one word "marr" From his beloved's mouth randheer's heart broke into pieces....he got scared to the core and breaking the hug immediately placed his palm on her lips to sush her
R- Shh kya bake jaa rhi hai aap haa pagal ho gyi hai "he reminisced all those past moments where he was just an inch closer to lose her for forever....these digged emotions came out in the form of anger" " In an angry and hurt voice" aur kya krne jaa rhi thi aap ha.. Chodd ke jaa rhi thi aap apne randheer ko ha.....socha aapne ek baar bhi mere baare mai.....ek baar bhi yeh khyaal aaya aapke zehen mai ki aapka yeh randheer jo aapse iss duniya mai sabse zyada pyaar karta hai... Jiske harr dhadkan mai sirf aur sirf aap rehti hai woh kaise jeeyega aapke bina ha......... arre zinda laash se bhi buri haalat ho jaati meri... Aur kaha jaa rhi thi aap mujhe chod ke ha..ladaakh hai na...."cupping her cheeks.....crying" Agar aap chali jaati na amrit toh shayad waha meri laash
He wasn't able to complete his sentence as he got interrupted by a yell of his amrit
A- "yelled" Randheer "in a warning tone" khabardaar jo aisi baatein bhi nikaali apne muh se toh.
R- "leaving her cheeks and in a hurt and mocking tone" Kyu sirf aapko hi haq hai kuch bhi bol dene ka kuch bhi kar jaane ka ha pehle toh veer se jhuthi shaadi ka dikhawa kiya.. Phir mujhe bachaane ke liye veer se hi shaadi kar li......ek pal ke liye bhi mujhe ehsaas tak nhi hone diya aapne ki aap mere liye kya kr rhi hai... "Shaking her shoulders lightly......crying bitterly with hiccups" Amrit aapko pata bhi hai ki unn dino kya haalat hui thi meri... Pal pal marr raha tha mai ........pata nhi kitni koshishei ki aapse nafrat karne ki par baar baar aapke pyaar mai aur dhansta gaya mai aur aap... aap soch bhi kaise leti hai ha ki aapka yeh randheer aapke bina jee sakta hai ha....aaj bhi chal padi thi maa ki iccha puri karne ke liye......mujhe chod ke durr ladaakh nikalna chahti thi na aap... Woh toh accha hua ki mujhe sab samajh aa gya.....agar wahi pehle wali bewakoofi kar baitha hota mai toh....soch ke bhi rooh kaanp jaati hai meri......Aaj tak maaf nhi kar paaya hu mai khudko apne sacche pyaar ko uss samay yun takleef pohochane ke liye aur na kabhi kar paunga.....kabhi nahi aur aaj aaj mai phir aapko khone wala tha.......kyu nhi samajh aati aapko itni choti si baat ki yeh randheer apni amrit ke bina kuch nhi hai..kuch nhi....... Koi wajood nhi hai iska aapke bina... Aap meri aatma hai.... Mera dil hai amrit aur unn dono se durr hoke ek insaan ke andar kuch baaki nahi reh jaata kuch bhi nahi....."taking her in a tight hug like she'll vanish in a second" Kbhi mat jaiega mujhse dur samjhi aap kbhi nhi.
A- "cutely complaining.....crying with hiccups in the hug" Mai konsa apni shauk se aapse dur jaana chahti thi ha.... Woh toh humesha kismat hi hume durr karne ki thaan leti thi.... Pehle bhi aapka intezaar karti rahi....harr pal sirf aapki raah dekhti rahi....par aap..aap..."she couldn't continue as she didn't wanted to hurt him by saying that he was not with her when she needed her the most" .......Koi nahi tha mere paas jo mujhe samajhta ho koi nahi....bilkul akeli pad gayi thi...bilkul akeli........sab dhutkaarte the mujhe mere daag ki wajah se.... Saroj parjaayi toh jaise mujhse nafrat hi karti thi.... Bohot buri hai woh bohot buri humesha aapke baare mai anaab shabaab bolti rehti thi......mujhse toh ek naukrani se bhi buri tarah se pesh aati thi......."breaking the hug and complaining him" Aapko pata bhi hai sab na mujhe bas ek hi baat kehte rehte the ki mai bhul jaau aapko......aap kabhi nahi aayenge mere paas wapas....agar aana hota na toh bohot pehle hi aa chuke hote.....Parjaayi ji ne toh pata nhi kitni baar meri shaadi karwaani chahi par maine kabhi haar nhi maani humesha ladti rahi kabhi parjaayi ji se kabhi bhaanu veerji se kabhi samaaj se toh kabhi khud se "randheer looked at her with questioning eyes...seeing which amrit replied" hmm aaj tk kisi se na kaha aur na kabhi apne chehre pe dikhne diya par bohot darr lgta tha mujhe aapke bina...... Din bhar toh jaise taise khudko ghar ke kaam mai dhaal kar sambhaal leti thi magar raat mai... Raat mai bohot darr lagta tha mainu din bhar ki saari kadwi baatein yaad aa jaaya karti thi aur aapko kho dene ka darr mujhe na sone deta tha aur na chain se baithne deta tha..... Mai aapko khud khojna chahti thi randheer sach mai bohot koshishen bhi ki par veerji ne kbhi aisa krne nhi diya..... Bas postman ka hi sahaara reh gya tha mere paas....din raat bas aapke ek chitthi ka intezaar karti thi....... Postman ki ek aawaz sunte hi main paagalon ki tarah daud jaaya karti thi par sirf niraasha hi haath lagti.... Kuch der toh mann bohot dukhta par aapko paane ki ummeed kabhi nhi gayi mere andar se woh harr subah ke saath aur badh jaati mere andar.....mai toh aise hi apni puri jindagi aapka intezaar bhi kar leti......"crying bitterly with hiccups" Par sab kuch khatm hogya randheer....sab kuch khatm ho gaya jab veer aa dhamke meri jindagi mai...... Bohot koshishein ki maine bhaanu veerji aur parjaayiji ko manaane ki par unhe meri nhi sirf paiso ki fikar thi...... Asal mai meri khushiyaan toh unke liye bas ek bahaana thi unhe toh bas veer ke diye gye paison se matlab tha..... Mere apne hi veerji ne sauda kiya mera randheer sauda kiya .... Agar aaj maa bauji hote na toh kade bhi aisa nahi hone dete mere naal.... Kade bhi nahi..kyu mai anaath ho gayi randheer....... kyu hua mere saath aisa kyu baar baar mujhe hi saare dukh mile kya mai itni buri hu ki bhagwaan ji mainu bilkul nahi pasand karte hai...... Maine toh aaj tak kisi ka bhi bura nhi kiya toh phir mere saath itna galat kyu hota aaya hai randheer kyu aur ab bhi bhagwaan ne mujhse mere maa banne ki khushi chin lili. .... Kyu randheer kyu kya bigaada hai maine kisika kya
Randheer's heart was breaking seeing this state of his once cheerful amrit but he knew that it's necessary for her to vent out all her pain.. anger frustration or else it'll not be good for her health..... Thus he listened patiently to her.... But after sometime amrit's breathes started becoming heavy..... Afraid randheer tried to calm her down.... Soothe her from all her pains.... Thus... Taking her in a hug and rubbing her back.... In a soothing tone he said
R- Amrit shh kuch nhi bigaada hai aapne kisika...kuch bhi nahi...... Aap na iss duniya ki sabse acchi insaan hai aur ab...ab aap kabhi akeli nahi rahengi....kabhi nahi aapka randheer humesha aapke saath rahega humesha... Kabhi aapko khud se dur nahi jaane dunga mai....... Aaj se aapki saari takleefein meri hai.... Kisi bhi musibat ko ab aapse guzarne se pehle iss randheer se guzarna hoga aur mai vaada karta hu amrit ab aapko koi pare

He got interrupted by a crying amrit.......whose condition got better after being soothed by her randheer..... But then she wanted to vent out all inside her in front of him.... Her man.. Her only support system.... The only shoulder which never fails to take away all her pains.... The only fingers that knows to wipe all her tears....she knew that there's only one person in this whole world in front of whom she can be as vulnerable as she she's feeling now coz he'll never judge her on any grounds

A- Aap bhi toh nhi the randheer mere paas.......koi nahi tha jo meri parwaah karta ho......veer se shaadi ka sunte hi Maine sirf aapke jald se jald waapas aane ki mannatein maangi.....bohot duaein ki ki aap aa jae par aap nahi ..... Bohot darr lag raha hai kahi phir se aap mujhse durr na ho jaaye..... Aapko pata hai randheer veer se uss jhoothi shaadi wale din na maine sapna dekha tha ki aap aa gye mujhe le jaane vaaste..... Mai bohot khush ho gyi thi par chutkiyon mai mera woh sapna toot gaya randheer chutkiyo mai......... Uske naam ki haldi aur mehendi tezaab ki tarah lag rahi thi mujhe jo mujhe andar tak jalaaye jaa rahi thi..... Kaash uss din Maine apne mann ki baat maan li hoti. "Randheer looked at her with questioning eyes" "She chuckled and said" Ha sirf aap hi mujhe dur se mehsoos nahi kar sakte mai bhi kar sakti hu. .....Uss din maine mehsoos kar liya tha aapko aur milne ke liye bhaagne hi wali thi par apni saree ki wajah se nikal na paayi aur shaayad aapka woh ehsaas hi tha jiski wajah se meri shaadi uss veer se hone se bach gayi... Mai na gareebon ko khaana dene neeche gyi thi tab mujhe laga ki maine aapko dekha hai.... Aapka ehsaas bhi ho raha tha mujhe.... Mai aapke kad kaathi jaise insaan ko aap samajh kar uske peeche nikal padi thi aur uss ghar Mai pohoch gayi jaha mujhe woh electric shock laga aur Mai wahi behosh ho gyi... Mere haathon Mai yeh daag dekhkar kuch aadmiyon ne mujhe amina bai ke kothe pe bhej diya woh toh shukr hai bhagwaan ka ki waha mujhe vashma mil gayi warna pata nahi kya ho jaata Randheer ........"in a self-criticising tone" pata nahi kya ho gaya tha mujhe kaise itni badi bewakoof ho gayi mai.... Uss veer ko majboori mai diye gaye ek vachan ka maan rakhne ke liye maine aapko diye gaye unn chaaron pyaar bhare vachnon ka mazaak bana diya... Kaise ho gaya mujhse yeh.... Sach mai randheer aisa nahi hai ki mujhe aapko diye gaye vachan yaad nahi the ya mera pyaar kam ho gaya tha aapke liye.... Bas pata nahi harr samay bauji ki seekh beech mai aa jaati ki praan jaaye par vachan na jaaye khud ko lalaji ki beti lalaji ki beti bol bolkar pata nahi konsi hi patti baandh li thi maine apni aankhon mai ki sahi galat mai bhed karna hi bhul gayi...... Khud aayi mai randheer veer ke saath iss ghar mai....."slapping her forehead in anger" Kyu bhaag nahi gayi mai waha se....mauka bhi tha aur dastur bhi agar bhaag jaati na toh shaayad kaise na kaise karke "she broke down completely" aapko dhundh hi leti mai randheer dhundh hi leti
Seeing her in this condition randheer's heart bled.... Taking her in his arms and caressing her hairs he said
Amrit bas tabyat kharaab ho jaayegi aapki itna rone se.... Plz shaant ho jaiye.. Plz
Breaking the hug she adamantly said in a crying voice with heavy breathes
A- Nahi mujhe batana hai......aaj apni ki gayi saari galtiyon ki maafi maangni hai mujhe aapse..... Bohot dil dukhaaya hai maine aapka..... Aaj apni dil ki yeh saari baatein aapko batake humesha humesha ke liye inn puraani kadwi baaton se peecha chudwana chahti hu mai..... Nahi rakhna chahti apni pichli zindagi ki koi bhi yaadein apne zehen mai jaha maine aapko apne rab ko takleef di hai... Chot pohochaayi hai...."crying bitterly " Maine bohot galat kitta hai aapke saath randheer bohot galat....."folding her hands in front of him with lowered head in a crying and begging voice" Pls mujhe maaf kar dijiye randheer.......Pls

Seeing her with folded hands and lowered head was the last thing he would ever want to witness in his life...placing his hands on her folded hands and in a very soothing tone he tried to make her understand
Amrit nahi kuch galat nahi kiya hai aapne mere saath.....inn sab mai aapki koi galti nahi hai.... Galti toh bas haalat ki hai jo hume aise doraahe pe laake khada kar diya aur phir meri konsi kam galti hai...."in a guilty voice" Uss din veer se jab aap shaadi kar rahi thi toh mai chahta toh rok sakta tha uss shaadi ko hone se.......aapse baat kar sakta tha.....sabko aapki shaadi ki asliyat bata sakta tha....aapki aankhon mai aankhein daal kar aap se baat nikalwa sakta tha par aisa kuch karna toh durr aapki aankhon mai ek baar jhaankna tak zaruri nahi samjha Maine.......nafrat hoti hai mujhe khud se ki kaise Maine apne gusse ko apne pyaar pe Haawi hone de diya...... Uss din bhi bhaanu ki baat maan kar chala gaya waha se yeh soch ke ki aap sach much ghar chod kar chali gayi hai....... Aas pados mai puch sakta tha..... Kisi bade se milne ki zidd kar sakta tha par nahi haar maan ke nikal ke aa gaya wapas....... Amrit agar uss din hum mil gaye hote na toh kabhi yeh saari naubat hi nahi aati..... Aap kabhi inn saari uljahano mai phansti hi nahi..... Yeh sab meri wajah se ho raha hai sab kuch

A- Nhi Randheer yeh sab meri wajah se hi ho raha hai kaash uss din aapki baat maan li hoti aur uss kamre mai aapse shaadi kar li hoti..... Veer ke saath yeh shaadi waadi kabhi kuch hui hi nahi hoti meri..... Aapse zyada uss veer pe bharosa kiya maine......aap kehte rahe ki woh accha aadmi nahi hai kabhi nahi sudhar sakta par maine aapki ek nahi suni randheer ek nahi....... Yaha tak ki itni badi bewakoof thi ki usse hi aapko jail se chudawane ki madad maang rahi thi mai.....aapko pata hai randheer mai kitna darr gayi thi uss waqt jab aap jail mai the......kitni koshishen ki maine aapse milne ki par veer ne milne hi nahi diya.... " In a scared and panic tone touching his cheeks and hands " Randheer agar aap woh chitthi mujh tak nahi pohocha paate toh.....agar veer...veer apne mansoobo mai kaamyaab ho jaate toh..... Randheer agar sach mai aapko kuch ho jaata toh.... Aap dono ki ladaayi mai aapko kahi koi..koi gehri chott lag jaati toh.... Mai.. Mai.. Mai kya karti...mai.. Ka.bhi khud ko maaf nahi kar paati... Kabhi nahi... Agar aapko kuch ho gaya hota na toh yeh amrit apni jaan de deti
Randheer immediately hugged her Hearing those dying talks.....rubbing her back and at the same time caressing her hairs said
R- Sshh bass basss kuch nahi hai....mai yahi hu aapke paas.....Amrit jo ho gya ab bhul jaiye......dekhiye mai bilkul thik hu sahi salaamat aur waise bhi randheer ki raanjhan ke rehte iss randheer ko kya ho sakta tha bhala ha...... Aur dekhiyega aage bhi hum dono milke apni zindagi ki saari uljhanon ko suljha lenge aur ek doosre ke saath ek badi hi khubsurat zindagi basar karenge.... Jaha sirf pyaar hi pyaar hoga.... Ab yeh randheer aapko kabhi khud se durr nahi jaane dega ek pal ke liye bhi nahi kyuki aapse durr rehkar mai bohot acche se samajh chuka hu ki aapke bina kitna adhoora hu mai.... Aapke bina iss randheer ka koi astitva nahi hai amrit koi astitva nahi hai
Amrit's cries subsided after getting so much love from her man.... His soothing words soothed her wounded heart
A- "cutely" Randheer toh aapke bina mera konsa astitva tha.......khud ko bhul chuki thi mai aapse alag hokar.....na khushiyaan bikherne wali amrit rahi thi aur na himmatwali raanjhan...... Hansna toh jaise bhul hi gayi thi mai.....aapko pata hai randheer jab pehli baar pata chala tha na mujhe ki aap aa chuke hai wapas toh uss pal toh aisa laga jaise maano mujhe meri puri duniya mil gayi ho.... Meri saari duaaon ko unki manzil mil gayi ho......itni khushi hui itni khushi huyi mujhe ki Puri duniyaa chhod chaad kar bas daud padi thi mai aapse milne ke waaste..... Chaar saal mai pehli baar shaayad mere chehre pe woh puraani wali amrit ki muskurahat aayi thi..... Chaar saal baad aisa mahsus hua tha ki mai zinda hu....mere paav aur aansoo dono hi rukne ka naam nahi le rahe the.."in a sad tone" Mai bas uss mahal ki chaukath laang kar aapke paas aa hi rahi thi ki phir se uss ek vachan ne mera raasta rok liya..... Randheer kya ho gaya tha mujhe.... Kya ho gaya tha ki mai
Randheer was happy listening her excited tone after four years.... But then seeing her getting sad again he tried to uplift her mood by saying
R- Ab bas kijiye "emphasizing" amrit randheer pratap singh
She chuckled and interrupting him cutely said
A- Amrit randheer pratap singh nhi amrit randheer raizada..."taking his hands in hers" Mujhe pata hai ki iss gharane se judne ke baad aur maa ko khushi dene ke liye aapne apna naam badal liya hai par yeh naam amrit randheer raizada mere dil ke bohot kareeb hai....mere sapno se juda hua hai....aapko pata hai randheer apne naam ke saath yeh naam randheer raizada maine apne mann mai bohot pehle hi jod liya tha aapse milne se pehle hi..... Aapki sirf chitthiyan aur baatein hi suni thi.. Na Kabhi aapko dekha aur na suna tha par phir bhi ek sapno se bhari kacchi umar ki ladki ki tarah humesha aapko apne rajkumar ke roop mai paaya hai maine... Yeh baat aaj tk maine kisi ko nhi vashma ko bhi nahi bataayi ki mai aapse pyaar kar baithi thi shayad aapke tarreefon bhare pehli hi chitthi mai.... Phir aapke lekh padhe akhbaar mai aur aapki samajh aur soch ki deewani ho gyi sach kahu na toh kamre mai tanhaayi mai baithe humesha apne naam ke saath aapke naam ko jodti aur sochti rehti thi ki mera naam kitna khubsurat ho sakta hai aapse judne par ....mere dil ko pata nhi kyu yakeen tha ki aap hi mere humsafar hai...mere sapno ke rajkumaar hai.....mili toh mai aapse bohot baad mai thi par aapko apne har sapne mai paaya hai maine...haa bhale hi kabhi tasveer nahi dekhi thi aapki par aapke baare mai sunkar mann mai aapki ek andekhi tasveer bana li thi aur aapki boli ki bhi kalpana kar li thi maine

R- "questioning her in a loving voice" Accha toh kitna milta hai yeh asli ka randheer aapke sapnon wale randheer se hmm

A- "happily" Bohot zyada.... Wahi kad kaathi aur aawaaz bhi bilkul waissi hi hai aapki aapko pata hai randheer lahore mai na maine aapse milne se pehle sharfu miyan ko aap samajh liya tha..... Itna dukhi hui thi na mai ki mai kya bataau......mujhe toh aapke saamne tak aane ka mann nahi tha aur ab
Interrupting her he said in a teasing tone
R- Aur ab kya mrs. Amrit randheer raizada... Nazar nahi hatti apne iss khubsurat gabru naujawaan randheer raizada se.... Waise aisa hi pati maanga tha na aapne apne shivji se....haaye kitne pyaar se mujhse milne ki arzi lagaa rahi thi aap shivji aur paarvati ji se
Amrit became shocked listening his words and immediately asked
A- in an interrogative tone" Aapko kaise pata yeh sab ha..... Aap the uss waqt waha......."connecting all the links of the past moments and with astonishment she said" Ek ek second Iska matlab unn budhi aurat ki phool uthaane mai meri madad aapne ki thi
R- "he affirmed in a loving manner" Ji bilkul thik samjha aapne.... Sach kahu na toh uss waqt aapki baatein sunn kar bada mann hua tha aapse milne ka....aapke chehre ko dekhne ka par kya karu aap tab ek anjaan ladki thi humare liye..... Waise aapki bracelet kaha hai humaari burqewali urf braceletwali
Hearing the term "bracelet" Amrit again became sad and said
A- Woh toh parjaayi ji ne apne paas rakh li thi mere haath se chinn kar yeh keh kar ki mere daagi haatho ki taraf woh aur bhi jyada dhyaan khichta hai....... Maine bohot samjhaane ki koshish ki par woh nahi maani........"tears started forming in her eyes" bohot dil dukha tha mera randheer bohot zyada aisa laga jaise aapka ek hissa mujhse durr jaa raha ho.... Uday veerji ne bhi kaafi mana kiya par woh nahi maani...."showing him the mark and crying" Randheer yeh daag kyu.... Mai hi kyu.... Kyu bhagwaan ne saari takleefon ke liye mujhe hi chunaa hai ha?? Maa bhi mujhe pasand nahi karti hai...."crying bitterly with hiccups" Ek aurat hone ka sabse bada shukh bhi nahi bhog paungi mai kabhi..... Mai maa nahi ban paungi...... Mai kabhi maa banne ka ehsaas jee nahi paungi randheer kabhi nahi
Randheer tried to give her courage by saying
R- Shssh aisa kabhi nahi bolte amrit aur meri raanjhan kabse paristhitiyon se haar maanne lagi ha..... Hum bade se bade doctor ko dikhaaenge..... Harr tarah ke ilaaj karwaenge aur agar phir bhi humari kismat mai yeh sukh nahi likha hoga toh hum dono ek dusre ke liye hai na..... Partition ke dauraan kitne bacche anaath ho gaye..... Hum unhe apne bacche ki tarah maan kar unpe apna saara pyaar lutaaenge
Amrit felt proud and sad at the same time as her man loves her so unconditionally and sad because she knew that how much he loves kids and she's feeling guilty about the same that she can't give the bliss of being a father to their own child
A- Randheer par aapko toh bacche bohot pasand hai na aap toh unke liye best father banna chahte the..... Unpe bohot pyaar lutaana chahte the na
Randheer got astonished as he remembered well that he didn't discussed this topic with anyone other than uday and ranimaa in this whole 5 years.... Thus in an interrogative voice he asked
R- Aapne sun li thi mere aur uday ki baatein??
A- Ji.... Mai wahi thi jab aap maanak ke saath khel rahe the......"remembering that smile and glint in his eyes" Aapke aankhon ki woh pyaari si chamak dekhi thi maine jab aap uday veerji se bacche ke baare mai baat kar rahe the. ......."in a hurt tone mixed with a tint of panic and insecurity" Randheer aaj aapko sab accha lag raha hai par shaayad aage chalkar mujhse shaadi karne ke liye aapko bohot pachtaava hoga aur phir shaayad aap mujhe chhod denge..... Mai yeh bardaasht nhi kar paungi randheer

He knew that deep down she trusts him a lot and is just venting out all her insecurities... Pain and anger in front of him....but then he's also a human and his amrit having insecurities about his love hurted him a lot
In a hurt tone
R- Amrit kya aapko sach mai lagta hai ki aapke iss randheer ko kabhi bhi aapse shaadi karne ka pachtaava ho sakta hai
Ki woh kabhi bhi uss ladki ko chhod sakta hai jisse woh paagalon ki tarah pyaar karta hai...... Amrit meri baat acche se kaan khol ke sun lijiye aur apne mann ke harr kone mai basa lijiye ki yeh randheer raizada apni amrit randheer raizada se iss duniya mai sabse zyada pyaar karta hai uss upar baithe rab se bhi zyada..... Aap ke bina na mera koi wajood hai aur naahi toh kabhi hoga.....aaj bhi iss randheer ke jeene ki sirf ek hi ummeed hai aur woh hai aapko paana aapke saath zindagi bitaana aur yeh mere pyaar ki tarah kabhi nahi badalne wala coz I love you amrit...... Yeh randheer raizada aapse beinteha mohabbat karta tha.. Hai.. Aur humesha karta rahega marte dum tak

She gasped and placed her palm on his mouth and nodded in a no cutely.... Her nose red due to continuous crying
A- "forwarding her palm" waada kijiye ki ab aap kade aisi baatein nahi nikaalenge apne muh se warna Maine aapse kade baat nahi karni hai kade bhi nahi...... Aur haa mai acche se jaanti hu ki aap mainu kade nahi chodoge aur naahi toh aapka pyaar kade kam hoga mere liye
He said in a cute angry voice
R- toh phir abhi aise kyu kaha aapne haa..... Aapko pata bhi hai kitna bura laga mujhe aapki baatein sunkar aisa laga jaise aapko mujh par ab bharosa hi nahi raha
A- "lovingly" aisa kabhi nahi ho sakta ki amrit apne randheer par bharosa karna band kar de..... Aapke upar toh mujhe iss duniya mai sabse zyada bharosa hai sabse zyada utna jitna hum uss rab pe karte hai..... Bas itne dinon se sirf bura hi hota aa raha hai na hamaare saath toh bass mann mai ek darr ne ghar kar liya hai par mainu pata hai aapka mere liye beinteha pyaar uss darr ko bhi bohot jaldi khatm kar dega

Randheer was going to take her in a hug but just then they heard a loud thunder.... Amrit's gaze wandered to the source of sound and her gaze got fixed at their suhaagan wali sej..... She blushed hard thinking about the further proceedings of the night.... Randheer caught her seeing their suhaagan wali sej and remembering their past talks a giggle left his mouth.... Amrit heard his giggle and looked at him with questioning eyes.... Randheer started laughing seeing her cute questioning face... The same face that she made while questioning him about their suhaagraat back at lahore.... Amrit became annoyed seeing him giggling without any reason at him
Amrit in a chiding tone said
A- Randheer aap yun has Kyu rahe hai ha... Mai kya koi joker dikh rhi hu jo mujhe dekh kar hase jaa rhe hai aap ha??
R- "trying hard to control his giggles by putting his fist on his mouth" Hasi mai kaha
A- "in an annoyed tone" Randheer
R- "lovingly" Accha baba batata hu woh kya hai na mujhe na humari woh suhaagan wali raat ki charcha yaad aa gayi aapko yaad toh hai na ki kaise aapne badi hi maasumiyat ke saath mujhse pucha tha ki randheer iss raat ko suhaagraat kyu kehte hai suhaagan wali raat kyu nahi....aur yeh bhi ki randheer iss raat ko hota kya hai
Listening his words amrit got flushed.... Her cheeks redenned and she lowered her eyes in shyness
A- Randheer
Randheer got all awe on her and placing his index finger below her chin.... Making her face himself...her eyes still lowered...he said with a naughty smirk
R- Aapki yeh haalat dekh kar na jaane kyu mujhe aisa lag raha hai ki ab aapko iss raat ki puri jaankari ho gyi hai... Sahi kaha na maine
She didn't answered... Just her cheeks redenned more hearing his words.... Seeing this randheer smirked more and coming closer to her ears said in a naughty tone
Accha nahi hui hai toh koi baat nhi abhi diye dete hai waise kaise jaanna chahengi sun ke ya practically dikha du
Randheer's words are not helping her at all.... She wanted to sush him now and there therefore in a shy voice she said
A- Randheer....bas kijiye na pata chal gaya hai mainu... Apne pados wali didi ke muh se suna tha maine
R- "naughtily in her ears" Toh phir shuru kare
A- "slapping his chest and pushing him lightly" Randheer pls bas kariye na..... Kisi aur baare mai baat karte hai na
Coming closer to her.... In a husky voice he said
R- Amrit aapki didi ne yeh nhi bataaya aapko ki aaj ki raat pati patni apne pyaar ke baare mai baatein nhi krte balki ek dusre ko apna pyaar jatate hai... Dikhate hai
A- "pushing him again lightly with a flushed face"Hatt randheer kaise besharmo jaisi baatein kar rhe hai aap
Guys Aaj toh humara randheer pura besharam ho chuka hai..jitni baar amrit dhakelegi usko khud se durr utni baar woh magnet ki tarah wapas chipak jaaega usse.......so the same happened....again coming closer to her randheer Naughtily said
R- Mrs. Amrit Randheer raizada lagta hai aapki pados wali didi ne acchi tarah jaankari nhi di aapko bataya nahi lagta hai........ki aaj ki raat besharmi karne ke liye hi hoti hai aur waise bhi jis bande ki aap jaisi itni khubsurat biwi ho woh banda besharam nhi banega toh aur kya banega ha
A- "shyly" Randheer
Amrit blushed hard hearing his flirty talks and lowering her head gazed downwards such that asking goddess earth to take her within
Randheer smiled seeing his cute antics and was going to lift her chin to make her look at him but before he could do so the song changed and the gramophone started playing the song kuch na kaho which was apt for their night.

Randheer bent down on his one knee and like a gentleman forwarded his hand to her and with love and hope filled eyes asked
R- Kya mujhe apni patni ke saath ek dance karne ka mauka mil sakta hai
Amrit gave a beautiful smile and kept her hand on his and said
A- Aapki patni ko apne iss pyaare se pati ke saath dance krke behad khushi aur sukoon ka ehsaas hoga
He smiled and kissed the back of her palm lovingly like a gentleman
Randheer placed one of his hands on her back and with another intertwined their fingers... Amrit placed her free hand on his shoulder.... They swayed on the music lightly......lost in their own beautiful world where only them and their love exists...lost in each other's eyes...soaking this new found closeness... The rainy atmosphere adding more charm to it.... Slowly and steadily randheer's one hand which was placed on her back travelled down To her bare waist.....softly caressing her soft skin in the process... Amrit shivered in her place...goosebumps arose in her body
...... as this is the first time randheer touched her so intimately.... While here randheer also felt the same as his hands came in contact with her soft skin for the very first time.... Her milky soft waist ignited a different fire inside him and he pulled her more closer.... Such that They can feel each other's breathes. . ... With a pounding heart he left their intertwined hands and moved it towards her face whose glow has increased hundred times just by being in his love's arms.... Admiring her he softly caressed her cheeks.... Her cheeks got heated up with his actions and became cherry red.....randheer got mesmerized seeing her as she's looking like an angle in his favourite colour red and was admiring her cherry red cheeks...and he got an urge to kiss those cherry red cheeks and his mind wandered on the thoughts that how enchanting it'll feel to touch these red cheeks with his lips....forced by his thoughts he asked amrit in hesitation
R- "with hesitation" Amrit kya mai......
Amrit felt proud seeing him asking her permission even when he has got all the rights on her... She felt as she's the luckiest girl alive on this earth and she blinked her eyes shyly.... Randheer smiled getting her permission..... He covered the distance amid them and kissed one of her alluring cherry red cheeks passionately lingering his lips on her soft cheek...feeling its warmth.. Then he kissed her another cheek the same way.... Her eyes started flowing with happy tears feeling this moment.... He felt her tears and kissed her eyes lovingly and sucked those flowing tears gesturing that now he'll never let those tears come in her beautiful eyes....she smiled......He kissed her nose tip....amrit's eyes were lowered in shyness....he put his index finger under her chin and made her look at him.....they got lost into each other's eyes.....then his gaze shifted to her dark rosy lips.......Randheer's eyes turned dark with passion and he eyed her lips passionately...feeling his intense gaze on her lips amrit blushed hard... Randheer softly caressed the outer corners of her lips looking deep in her eyes and asked her permission from eyes.... She with a thumping heart lowered her eyes in response... He started decreasing the distance making their hearts go somersault... Their noses touched each other and randheer was going to take her lips in a kiss when she felt extremely shy and ran from their and stood in front of the open window calming her raged heartbeats without bothering about the pouring rain which started drenching her..... Randheer ran after her and got mesmerized seeing her state
His amrit shivering lightly and breathing heavily......trying to calm herself down after their intimate moment.... The pouring rain drenching her front body.... Her red saree sticking to her body like a second skin revealing those sexy curves of hers....igniting him with passion
Randheer started walking towards her in a mesmerized state...... While walking he said a beautiful shaayari originated from the depth of his heart
R- rubaroo Tu hai mere ya koi khwaab hai jo odh ke tera chehra hua hai aaj phirse zinda
He reached towards her and tracing her lower lip said in a poetic manner
Yeh bheege honth tere
Tucking some small strands of hair behind her ear he said in a poetic manner
Yeh ulajhte kesue tere
Amrit's heart started beating more fast as he touched her wet cheeks
Yeh larasti teri saansein
He again put his index finger under her chin and made him look at himself.... Amrit looked deep into his eyes
Yeh bolti teri ankhein
He then caressed her face from forehead to chin with his fingers feeling her beautiful facial features
Yeh tu hi hai ya meri koi aarzoo hai adhoori jo
Pulling her through her arms and eyeing her intently
aaj meri baahon mai bikharne chali aayi hai
She blushed hard and not able to handle his intense gaze anymore tried to ran away.... But randheer was quick......he held the end of her pallu and slowly pulled her back pulling her pallu saying...
ya phir koi bhuli hui nazm hai meri jise baad muddat ke meri yaad aayi hai
Amrit's face redenned due to his gestures
.... Randheer was going to take her in his embrace but just then she got a naughty idea
She sprinkled some water on his face naughtily and ran to the beautiful courtyard attached to their room......

Randheer got shocked
And ran after her but his steps got halted due to the beautiful scene taking place in their private courtyard....the courtyard which is giving the feels of heaven to him as the soil there has got wet with continuous rains producing the most beautiful fragrance of this world..... The natural earthy smell......The petrichor..... The flowers and plants there were wet adding more to the pleasant smell...... The pitter patters of incessant rainfall making the atmosphere more beautiful and the most important and enchanting sight.... His amrit swirling in the middle of the courtyard like a six year old Playing in the rains happily opening her arms....

The entrance of the courtyard from where randheer is seeing amrit.... Pls imagine the garden shown below

He went all awe on her and promised himself that no matter what he'll never let this smile wear down from her beautiful face but then his eyes took a closer look of his beloved and his eyes turned passionate seeing those rain drops lingering on her face.... Her rosy lips covered with those treacherous rain drops who took his lip's place..... Not able to control these new unknown desires.....he started going towards her opening his coat and waist coat like a dashing hero.........Amrit stopped swirling feeling his passionate gaze on her and got rooted on her spot seeing his toned body and abs clearly visible through his drenched translucent shirt which has now just became a second skin on his body and that first two opened buttons of his shirt were like a cherry on the cake to her..........making her forget about the world she's just shamelessly staring at her hot husband's body....she was so lost in him that she didn't realized when randheer came towards her.......randheer understood her condition well as he's also dealing with the same..........he passionately jerked her closer to himself pulling her through her bare waist......his warm fingers on her waist sent shivers down her spine...... She came back in her senses instantly and finding him so close to her she felt extremely shy and lowered her eyes....randheer got all awe on her shy nature and was admiring her angelic face when his eyes fell on the hairs that has covered her beautiful face.......randheer softly tucked her hairs at the back of her ear........ Randheer sucked the droplets lingering on her left cheek passionately.... Then cupping her cheeks he sucked her another cheek passionately. ...... He then decreased the distance and touched their noses with each other..... His thumb tracing the outer corners of her lips......their lips so close that a single movement and their lips would be touching each other.
Randheer peering deep into her eyes..... Said Huskily....
Ra- "Their lips touched each other with every syllable said by him making their hearts go haywire" Kya mujhe aaj haq hai ki mai aapke inn geele aur laal hothon ko humesha humesha ke liye apna bana saku
Amrit shyly nodded in a yes
pulling her more closer such that their lips touched each other more....
Ra- "huskily and in a demanding tone...emphasising on each syllable" Alfaaz amrit randheer raizada
His demanding and husky voice.... Their closeness were affecting her so much that she's not in a state to talk.... But gathering some courage in a shaking and shivering voice she said
A-Haa ha..q hai... Sirf aur sirf aapko hai... Humesha hai
Randheer smiled and kept his rough lips on her soft ones....... Their lips moulded with each other perfectly........they kissed each other in a slow pace for a few minutes.... They were absorbing this newfound intimacy among their relationship.....soon the desperation to feel their lips increased in both of them and the slow kiss turned into a wild and passionate one...... Their tongues started fighting for the dominance in each other's mouth....feeling her getting out of breath randheer left her lips and connected their foreheads to calm themselves down...... Then looking deep into her eyes he slowly took the end of her pallu and slowly seperated the pallu from her body leaving her upper body in blouse only ....... Amrit immediately covered her upper body with her hands feeling naked in front of him ......
Seeing this randheer smiled and huskily said in her ears
R- Amrit mujhe haq hai......aaj se aap harr tarah se meri hai aur mai aapka....... Aapko mujhse apne jism ko chupaane ki koi jarurat nahi hai....... Agar aapko thik nahi lagta yeh sab toh mai aage nahi badhunga..... Mere liye aapka comfortable hona sabse zyada jaruri hai.... Yeh raat jitni mere liye special hai utni hi aapke liye bhi honi jaruri hai.... Humara rishta inn sabka mohtaaj nahi hai..... Aap aaram se apna waqt le sakti hai..... Mai aapka intezaar jindagi bhar kar sakta hu

Randheer started to go but amrit pulled his collars and took him in a soul searing kiss..she was dominating the kiss... Randheer got shocked at first but then kissed her hard.........feeling out of breathe..... Randheer looked at her with a teasing smirk..... Amrit got extremely shy and hugged him tightly and in the hug said

A- Mere dil aur meri rooh pe toh aapka haq humesha hi tha aaj mere jism pe bhi hai aaj mai harr maayne mai aapki ho jaana chahti hu.... Iss kadr ki koi mujhe aapse dur na le jaa paaye......aur na hi kabhi aisa soch paaye
randheer got extremely happy and tightening the hug planted a kiss on her neck making her shiver..... He then got on his one knee......Amrit looked at him with questioning eyes..... Randheer smiled and took out something from the pocket of his pants...... The object making a very familiar tinkling sound...... Amrit smiled beautifully as she understood what was coming....... Randheer fondly showed her her anklet and was excited to see her expressions ...... Amrit smiled seeing his excitement and acted as if surprised and smiled widely....amrit then with all the rights on him put her one feet on his knee.... Randheer smiled beautifully and lovingly started making her wear the anklet saying
R- Aakhirkaar aaj iss paayal aur iss randheer ko uski amrit wapas mil hi gyi....meri tarah inhone bhi aapka besabri se intezaar kiya hai harr lamha harr pal harr din......aaj tak humare pyaar ke saare padaaw mai phir chahe woh khushi ho ya dukh ya phir nafrat hi kyu na ho yeh humesha humare saath rahe hai humare pyaar ke sakshi bankar aur aaj humare iss khubsurat raat mai shareek hone ka pura haq rakhte hai yeh

After making her wear her anklets randheer looked at her eyes for a second which were just showing extreme love for him and then his gaze shifted downwards and his eyes got fixed on a sight and a gush of desires flew in his veins making his eyes dark with passion....... The rain droplets travelling down her round sexy navel......he got jealous of those droplets and got an urge to suck those droplets..... He slowly sucked those droplets sending current down their spine ..... Amrit's breathe hitched in her throat and she gasped aloud and clutched his hairs in her fists increasing randheer's desires he kissed her navel sensuously and then slowly travelled to her lips without breaking the contact of his lips on her skin.......kissing her in a straight line...... Kissing her cleavage.... Her throat and lastly standing in an upright position took her lips for a sensual kiss...... Amrit was so engrossed in those sensations which she just felt now that he didn't felt his lips on hers....... Randheer softly pinched her waist earning a soft hiss from her..... Randheer taking this as a chance entered his tongue inside her mouth and caressed her waist lightly to soothe the pain where he has just pinched...... Amrit also reciprocated the kiss with equal fervor..... They got engaged in a French kiss.....feeling out of breath they left the kiss.. Randheer looking deep into her eyes scooped her in his arms and carried her to their bed.....she lowered her eyes feeling shy...... Her pallu sweeping past the floor
Randheer comfortably made her sit on the bed......Amrit remembered that they haven't completed a very important ritual of today's night..... The ghunghat uthaane wali rasam...... Thus she took her pallu and covered her face with it....... Randheer smiled seeing her antics.... He also remembered that the glass of saffron milk which chachiji brought for them has remain untouched thus he went towards the coffee table and bought it and kept it on the site table...... Then sitting in front of her..he lifted her viel only to get mesmerized by the shy beauty in front of him...... Her cheeks crimson red giving hard competition to the darkest red rose of this world. . .... Her beautiful eyes lowered...... And her fingers fidgeting with her pallu........ He held her chin and made her face himself
R- Aaj aisa lag raha hai jaisa bhagwaan ji ne meri saari muraadein ek baar mai hi puri kar di hai...... Mujhe meri amrit wapas de di hai........ Aaj shayad mujhse zyada khushnaseeb insaan iss duniya mai aur koi nahi hoga....... Thank you amrit meri jindagi mai aane ke liye aur ise sapnon se bhi khubsurat karne ke liye ..... I love you amrit..... I love you so much..... Yeh randheer raizada apni amrit sahani se iss duniya mai sabse zyada pyaar karta hai aur humesha karta rahega marte dum tak
Keeping her palm on his lips.
A- Aisa aur aap kabhi nahi kahenge mai apni yeh aur aane wali baaki saari jindagiya aapke saath beetana chahti hu humesha
R- Accha sorry biwiji aage se hum aisa kuch nahi kahenge "amrit smiled" ab chachiji ki mehnat ko zaaya na karte huye hum yeh baadaam ka sharbat pee lete hai.... "With a naughty smirk" Waise amrit Aapko pata hai na ki yeh doodh hume kyu diya gaya hai
Amrit blushed hard understanding his double meaning talks and remained quite.... Seeing this randheer naughtily said
R- accha ab yeh bataiye ise aap pehle piyengi ki mai.... Waise mujhe lagta hai aapko hi pina chahiye kyuki shakti ki jarurat jo padegi aapko
A- "shyly" randheer
R- kya randheer....."forwarding the glass to her" Chaliye peejiye ise phir shuru bhi toh karni hai hume apni "huskily" Suhaagraat
It was getting hard for her to handle his teasings.... She was blushing profusely and wanted to hide somewhere
Randheer knew that she won't drink the milk especially when he's teasing her so much..... So to make her drink the milk he lovingly said
R- amrit please aap yeh pi lijiye mai ab pakka aapko pareshan nahi karunga
Amrit smiled seeing his care and was going to take the glass from his hands when he stopped her with gestures.... Amrit looked at him with questioning eyes... He smiled and asked
R- kya mai aapko yeh dudh pila sakta hu
Amrit shyly nodded in yes
Randheer lovingly made her drink the milk with his own hands......removing the glass he saw that the cream of milk has been smeared around her lips.... Feeling which she tried to clean with her fingers... Randheer stopped her and in a husky tone said
R- Rukiye aaj ki raat ise aapko nahi sirf hume hataane ka haq hai aur woh bhi kuch alag andaaz mai... Aise

And he started sucking the cream from his upper lips carefull not to take her lips in a kiss....making her want for more.... She wanted to take his lips into a kiss but her shyness didn't allowed her..... He was taking his own time to suck out the cream making her impatient and a little angry....sucking the whole cream he said while caressing his own lower lips
R- ab samajh aaya ki aaj ki raat kaise yeh doodh peete hai "huskily in her ears such that his every syllable touched her ears" waise bata du aaj tak isse meethi cheez humne nahi chakhi
Completing the sentence he started nibbling her ears and coming to her earlobe he gave a wet kiss on it...making her breath hitched and earning the first moan from her..... Getting excited from her moan he gave a love bite on her earlobe.... Amrit moaned again this time loudly.... Randheer soothed that place by licking that spot and giving wet kisses over there.... His lips travelled to her neck and he planted wet kisses over there making her breathes heavy.... She clutched his hairs in her fist... He went down to her feet and ki caressing her paayals said in a deep voice
R- Aaj sirf iss paayal ki aawaz gunjegi iss kamre mai jab hum ek honge... Aapke yeh paayal gawaahi denge humare milan ki Aaj humare pyaar ko mukkamal hota dekhenge yeh
He kissed her feet.... Amrit curled her toes in response..... He again went towards her neck and started giving wet kisses and bites over there earning moans from her.... He slowly laid her on the bed
The room soon got filled with their moans and groans

Guys this is not the end of this ff nor the end of the suhaagraat..... I want to try my hands on mature writings.... I want to show their each and every action but I don't want any negative comment regarding the fact that I've used matured language or it's looking like a porn.... To avoid all this problems I've tried to give this part a nice ending so that the readers who aren't comfortable reading such mature part can avoid it and get happy reading this part..... I'm sorry if my words hurted you in any manner

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