*WARNING: This chapter is very depressing, read at your own will! Even contains an attempted suicide near the end. You've been warned.*

*Seth's POV*

I had to go home and leave Dean today, but Uncle Mark ((Undertaker)) stayed with him. I sighed and sat in my room, thinking of Dean. He hasn't woken up in 34 days now... Kane wanted me to get a break from the hospital so I was home now. I went upstairs, sighing, as I turned on the shower in the bathroom. Dean was just stuck on my mind... I was scared he wasn't gonna wake up... Ever...

I teared up at the thought and stripped out my clothes, getting in the shower as I closed the curtain. I lay my head against the wall, the hot water hitting my back as I looked down. Something flashed in the corner of my eye and I looked to it. My razor.... 

I suffer from bipolar depression so I used to use it a lot.. But Kane never knew. I picked it up in my hand and sighed, looking to my left wrist. The old white scars barley showing. I put the razor to my wrist and started to cut.. Fast and deep.. Blood started to ooze out pretty fast and I looked down to it, moving down and making another cut. 

I continued to cut, cut, cut, and cut.. Now I had 34 cuts on my wrists, horrible cuts. I cleaned off my razor and put it back, hidden though. I looked down to my wrist and frowned a little.. It hurts, yeah... But nothing hurts more than the thought of knowing your best friend could be dead... 

Nothing hurts worse than the thins we don't say.. And someone's not saying something. I know someone attacked Dean...

I finished my shower and go out, putting an ace wrap around my wrist and getting dressed. I went out before accidentally bumping into Roman. "S-Sorry."

"How's Dean?" He said with a slight smirk. The hell...?

"He's not awake..." I replied.

"Aww thats too bad.. How long?" Roman questioned, that smirk never left. Interesting..

"34 days now.." I said.

"Ooh. You know at 60 days, they cut his life support right?" He said and I looked to him. "Unless someone was to... I don't know... Call in and tell them to cancel it now.." Roman smirked and held up his phone, showing he had called the hospital... No... No..! No!!!

"You didn't?!!!" I said looking at him. Anger boiled through me, and sorrow. Why would Roman do this?! He doesn't even know Dean, especially not the Dean I know!

"Oh but I did.. Lunatics don't deserve a life unless it's in the asylum, Seth!" Roman growled.

That word..... Asylum.... Dean doesn't belong in one.. Those things tried to kill you.. Dean's different, he's not like the people who went to an asylum...!

I growled and lunged at Roman, punching him over and over in the face once I had knocked him down. "HE WAS ONE OF MY ONLY FRIENDS ROMAN!" I said and kept punching him in the face before Roman threw me off into the wall, his nose bleeding from what I had done to him. I growled and got up, my lip lightly bleeding but I don't care! I growled and ran at Roman again, knocking him down as I threw more punches at his face, making him bleed more. Roman kicked me in the gut, making me slam into the wall as I growled and glared over at Roman. "YOU'RE A MURDERER!!!" 

"You think I care?! And who would even believe you?!" Roman said. I had tears streaming down my cheeks as I stared at him.

"You're not my brother... YOU'RE A MONSTER!" I yelled.

"Good!" Roman snorted and crossed his arms. "You were a mistake anyway. Mom n dad never wanted you." 

"T-They what?"

"They didn't want you. Why do you think dad left? You stupid mistake."

I frowned and left, running up to Kane's room. I got his pistol then ran onto the balcony and looked over the side. I closed my eyes and sighed before opening them. I opened up the pistol and made sure there were 12 rounds. Yep.. I closed the rounds back in and cocked the gun, turning off the safety as I put it to my head. I put my finger on the trigger before....

"SETH!!!" 

*Whoa! who do you think stopped Seth?! And Roman wtf!! You douche bag!! ):c poor Seth.. I hope Dean's ok!..* 

-Ambroserage