@wweyoungblood

This morning, sorry I was kind of stupid.. I want you to know I love you baby girl, and I've been a mess at school thinking I had messed something up between us... But I hope I haven't, I love you way too much to lose you babe.. I have one guy who hates me, and keeps claiming he's gonna get with you, and I stabbed him in the hand for it... But I just... Schools wrecking me really bad and you're the only person I know I can come too, and I'm really sorry I'm grounded right now.. I'll try everything I can go get un-grounded as fast as I can..
I go on break December 16, so I'll call you every single chance I get when I get off for break and I'll talk to you every minute I can. Exams are the 15th and 16th so im stressing horribly. I'm getting very sick and I had to go to the nurse today to make sure I didn't have a tumor so im stressing rly bad, another reason I can't be on the pc cause people stress me out so much and my mom is worried about that. Most of my so called friends trigger my depression, get me all worked up, stress me out.. It's bad.. So my dad is making one of my best friends stay the night tonight to see if my stress levels will go down if I am with her and all cause she's one of my most trusted friends.. Her girlfriend I hate though so we had a deal that there would be no calling her, thank god..
Also, I'm sorry for this morning if I confused you or made u sad or anything, I love you baby, so very much and I hope we're together until we're really old. Forever even! Cause no one makes me as happy as you do, everyone I end up loving leaves me and hurts me... U... You are different. I could go on and on about how much you mean to me, but I'll save that until our 1 month anniversary :3 (December 5) and I'll do an update about it, trust me 😍😍😘
And since I probably won't be able to call with you then, I'll make it up to you and do whatever you want when I can with you when I get the laptop and I pad back. I am getting my phone soon too, so I'll give you my number and we can call sometimes off there, but of course I'll text you during school ;) I would do anything for you of course! I live you baby ;w; you make me so happy, and Im sorry I'm kind of dragging on, but I wanted to say sorry for any confusion this morning. I love you.

Slow Updates:
Due to me being grounded, sick, and all that happy stuff, updates will be late, especially with this horrible iPod. I'm sorry guys.. I know you're probably upset with me but I can't help it I'm sorry.... ;-;

-Sidney
(Or to my gf ~Babe owo)