Monday
-Seth POV-
Dean and I finally decided to sleep in our own apartments last night. I couldn't stop thinking about him though. I didn't go to bed until 4am. And the shittiest part was that I had to go to work.
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I pulled up to the police station and saw Dolph's baby blues peering over at me from his office. I flipped him off and he quickly looked away. I grabbed my things and went inside.
"Morning Rollins!" Levesque patted me on the back. "Ready to get back to work?"
"Sure am boss." I smiled.
"Great to hear! I need you and Reigns to start on this case." He picked up a folder and dropped it on Roman's desk. "I'm giving you something easy for the week since you guys often do the harder cases." He then went on to explain the case to us.
-Dean POV-
I woke up and felt so miserable. Not only because Seth wasn't around, but that I was here, with my thoughts.
I stood up and walked up to my fridge to grab a beer, but then I stopped. I drink way too much.. I have a problem. Makes you wonder how can Seth be falling for an ugly alcoholic huh?
I began to cry..I didn't know what to do with this feeling. I was scared, tired, anxious..how did I become like this? Why did I let myself become this?
My phone rang. "Hello?" It was definitely clear that I was crying but I couldn't care less.
"Hey it's Sean. Are you alright?" Sean's my boss.
"Oh..um I'm fine. Yeah. I just...I'm okay. What's up?"
"You didn't come into work yesterday and I was expecting you to call but you never did. I got a bit worried."
"Oh shit I'm sorry boss. Wow, really I am. It went completely over my head." My heart started pacing.
"Dean, are you sure you're okay?" I took a few seconds to control the anxiety. "Dean? You there?"
"I'm sick. I'm truly sick. I need help. Sean I have this voice..in my head it always speaks negatively to me. And I'm sick of it! I HATE THE VOICE. I need a doctor now. NOW." I broke into tears again. It was one of those annoying hiccups cries.
"Dean. How long has this been going on?" His voice was filled with concern. Which I appreciated deeply.
"For a while."
"Okay well listen, I noticed you never really had to use your health insurance. So I assume you don't know what it covers. I go to a therapist and the job takes a good amount off the bill. You can go get yourself diagnosed."
"Really?" My heart slowed down.
"Yeah. I'm gonna give you five days off okay? Go get things sorted out and we'll talk when you get back on Saturday. And it will be a morning shift so you can go home early."
"Sean thank you so much. Really this means a lot."
"Hey you would've known this already if you looked into it!" He said jokingly as I huffed. "I'll talk to you soon Dean."
"Bye." I hung up.