-Dean POV-
Your making him suspicious. Stop acting like an idiot.
Fuck off. I wouldn't be if you left me alone.
Oh and you'd love that wouldn't you?
Dumb ass question if you'd ask me.
I walked into the shower, putting my head under the water. I sighed loudly.
You can't keep this from him forever.
Who the fuck asked you?
You keep acting like this he's gonna know something's up. He'll ask you. And you'll say it's nothing and yeah, he'll let it pass by first few times until boom. He asks you: What aren't you telling me? What are you gonna say?
At that point I'd tell him the truth..
But you're too scared to. How about if he thinks your a weirdo? You don't want to loose him.
No I fucking don't but lying will get me nowhere.
Oh please, with your problems? Lying will get you at least laid.
Shut up.
You can't even afford to get your ass checked out.
I threw the shampoo bottle at the ground, and began to cry. I was just so god damned depressed. I hold in my emotions for as long as I can until I just break. It's so unhealthy for my mental health but hey, what the fuck else is new?
I heard the door creak.
"Dean love? Are you okay?" It was Seth.
"Yeah, sorry I just dropped the shampoo. No worries, everything is fine." I dragged my hands over my face, hoping he'd leave quickly.
"I'm just going to brush my teeth."
I grabbed the shampoo and washed my hair.
...
I walked out of the bathroom with just a towel on.
"Where's Ben?"
Seth turned around and checked me out. "He went home. He said last night was a lot of fun.. do you need some clothes?"
"Please?" I smiled innocently as he got up.
"Okay follow me." I followed Seth after he got up and walked to his room. He looks so cute when he walks. He has a little pep in his step but he also try's to show off his ass. Especially when I'm behind him. "Sweats and a t shirt?" He turned as I nodded.
"I can spend the day with you?" I asked.
"If you weren't I'd make you." He said, looking through his clothes.
"Awesome." I laughed before Seth gave me a baggy workaholics t shirt and some black sweats.
"You need underwear? Actually, never-mind you don't have to wear any."
"Did you just come up with some sexual plan?"
"No but now I might." He kissed my cheek. "You're wet. Do you know how to dry your head properly?" He laughed as I shook my head, getting water all over him.
"I guess not." I laughed as he smiled and pushed my shoulder.
"Dean!" He squealed as I walked up closer to him, wiping off the water on his face.
"Your cute as shit."
"Dean, your only wearing a towel. Your hot as fuck." He laughed, staring me in the eyes.
"Oh please, you've got the best ass in town." I said as he blushed.
"In the city." He bragged before I grabbed him by his waist and pulled him closer.
"Oh yeah?"
"Yeah."
I kissed him as he kissed back, throwing his arms around my neck. I never wanted to let him go. But if Roman didn't walk in on us it might've lead on to something more. We heard sneakers squeaking and when we turned around..Roman was tip toeing away from the door.
"Sorry, I was going to let you guys know that I'm heading out." He laughed nervously.
"It's okay you didn't know. Seth let go of my neck and trails his right hand down my stomach lightly before stopping at my towel. Roman didn't see it but I sure as hell felt it. "You can change in here I'll let him out." He said walking towards Roman.
"Bye Roman, it was nice hanging out with you." I waved at him as he smiled.
"Yeah we all should hang out another time."
"I like that idea." Seth agreed before he closed the door. I threw his clothes on his bed and began to get changed.