-Roman's POV-

I woke up to loud banging coming from nowhere else but Dean's bathroom. I rolled my eyes and grabbed a pillow and blanket before going downstairs. I completely forgot that Jason was downstairs but by the time I was at the bottom of the steps he saw me. There was no turning back.

"How hungover are you right now?" I chuckled, walking over to the couch.

"So hungover." He laughed and then quickly winced in pain. "Laughed too hard."

"I'm not feeling good either, but not as bad as you..I woke up to the boys fucking in the bathroom." I shook my head.

"You should just sleep downstairs from here on." He smiled.

"You know, why haven't I thought of that?" I questioned myself.

"I think last night is gonna make me stop drinking for a while. I've never been so hungover."

"Oh, I want to let you know that we didn't do anything last night. I couldn't bring myself to do it. Not cause your ugly or anything, just because I don't think I'm ready to just chuck myself into something like that yet."

He looked up at me. "You mean hook-ups?"

"Yeah, those."

"I'm happy we didn't do anything, I don't feel like it would be right for us to just hook up like it's nothing. Cause we had something, so hooking up could bring our feelings back y'know?" Jason reached over to his coffee and took a sip.

"I agree." I nodded.

"I think that's the first time we ever really agreed in something."

"Honestly, I wouldn't doubt it..So what're you watching?" I pointed at the TV.

"I went on your Netflix and started watching this movie, called Kissing Booth." (If you love Netflix Originals, go fucking see it right now.)

"Wow, his hair is so out of style." I laughed. "It's so bad who's the hair stylist on this movie?!

"I have no idea but your so right, it's been my pet peeve this entire time." Jason put his coffee down and sunk into his blanket again.

...

-Seth's POV-

After my daily morning routine (and Dean's), we went downstairs.

"I smell PANCACKES!" Dean yelled as I smacked his side.

"Scared the fuck out of me!" I walked ahead of Dean and found that Roman was cooking. "Hey bitch!"

Roman turned and smiled. "Apple pancakes okay?"

I gasped. "THE FUCK YOU MADE APPLE PANCAKES?" Dean smacked my ass hard.

"You scared me!" He mocked.

I pushed him. "Apple pancakes are great...Where's Jason?"

"He left, he said if you guys he want, he could come over later today to smoke."

"Yes, thats a great idea." Dean said.

I sat up on the counter as Dean came up to me and laid his head on the crook of my neck.

-Dean POV-

The three of us ate and watched some Netflix while we waited for something to happen. I just wanted Jason to come back and smoke with us already. I wanted to take a mid day nap but sleeping in the daytime is nearly impossible for me.

"Hey guys I'll be right back." Seth said as he got up and used my leg for support.

"So Rome how was Jason last night?"

"We didn't do anything, we just kinda hung out this morning." Roman shrugged.

"We need to find you a man before senior year ends." I slapped his knee. "But you gotta tell me when it's too much, cause knowing Seth, he'll go all out for you."

"Okay, just nobody who plays sports."

"Even tennis?" I chuckled.

"Yes, even tennis."

We heard a thump come from upstairs.

I looked behind me. "Did Seth go upstairs?"

"I think so, you think he's okay?" Roman sat up a little.

"Maybe he just dropped someth-"

Another thump, followed by some whimpering. I quickly got up.

"Come with me." I tapped Rome's shoulder before he got up and followed behind me.

-Seth POV-

A nurse? How could you become a nurse? You can't even take care of yourself! Living at your boyfriends house? Wasting all of his food? You know how much of a burden you must be to him?!

"I'm not..a burden...to him." I paced faster. Crying harder, I hit Dean's dresser. "Ow." I sniffled.

He's got his own problems, why add more? You really think you two have a future together?

"I know he loves me. He loves me. He loves me..." I hiccuped. "I care for him, and he cares for me." I cried harder. "Why won't this feeling go away? I haven't had a panic attack in years. Why now?" I turned and hit my knee on Dean's nightstand. "What the fuck?" I started crying louder. I sat on Dean's side of the bed and curled up there. His scent calms me down. "I need to calm down."

"Seth?" The door flew open as I sunk into the sheets. "Are you okay?" I felt Dean sit beside me and rub my back. "I think it's okay." I heard the door shut. I guess he brought Roman with him.

"I had a-a panic attack." I turned my face to Dean and put my head on his lap.

"What was all that banging?"

"I was pacing around really fast, I wasn't paying attention so I banged into a couple things." I sat up. "Do I help enough around the house?"

"Of course you do. You and Ma get along great. Ever since Ro's dad left you've really lightened up her mood."

"Really?"

"Are you kidding? You're like another girl in the house and thats what Ma needs right now." He kissed my cheek. "Nothing you do will make us stop loving you. We're family."

I smiled..and then started crying. I jumped onto Dean's lap and hugged him tightly. "You're my everything."

"You mean the world to me." He buried his face into my shoulder. "Don't ever think you aren't enough."