*Still in Jon's POV til' I say so. Also listen to the song it fits*

I sat down with Bullet on my couch as tears ran down my cheek. I got my phone and text Colby. 'I thought you'd wait for me..? Y'know what... It's over!' I threw my phone down and saw he text back but I didn't want to read it right now. I slouched back on my couch petting Bullet as tears streamed down my cheeks.  How could he?.. He said he'd wait for me... But he goes and cheats on me?.. I got my knife out my pocket and put it to my wrist and slit it fast as I cried more before putting my knife back to my wrist and did it again. I did that 10 times on my left wrist and 16 times on my right wrist... I dropped my knife and cried to myself. I wanted to die right about now.. I got up and got 2 ace wraps and put them around my wrists to stop the bleeding as I looked at Bullet. I went upstairs and got dressed then decided to take her on a walk. "C'mon girl... We're gonna go for a walk...." I said as she got down and we went for a small little walk. Blood was clearly visible on the ace wraps and I got some stares but I ignored them. I was still in my marine outfit, but I only changed out my jacket... I was then stopped as I looked up to see Sami. 

He looked at me and saw my sorrow and hugged me as I hugged him back. I felt the tears streaming down my cheeks again as I tighten my grip a little. He kept me in the hug, rubbing my back. "Shh.. It's okay Jon.." He said. I felt my heart breaking even more. It's not okay... I lost Randy.... I lost Colby... What next, I loose Sami and Bullet?... I can't loose my best friends....