I look everywhere, 

and everywhere I see you

You, you, you,

reminding me of what

I don't have and

what you do.

Because I gave you every

inch of myself, and you

gave me a dream you

could never live up to.

And you laugh, with your friends,

about the girl you've deceived,

And I stand in the shower

feeling my throat close up

and my tears give away

and my identity build

into one afraid of men.

But I'll remind you that

I am alive, and

will continue to fight my

way through this world

But not for you, no,

for me.