15 • Let Me Go

Sorry for being MIA. I'm still breathing, don't worry. Important a/n at the end of chapter. Enjoy ♥




Hyuna's PoV

I stared at his beautiful features as his words echoed in my ears.

Reincarnation.

I never believed that we will be born again as in the word 'reincarnate', it was like believing that fairies were real. But I do know that life was hard, and I learnt it in the most painful way.

"Reincarnation." I mumbled out the word, and in an instant I felt funny despite of my situation. It felt weird to think about it, let alone wanting to believe it.

I stared at the guy who sat beside my bed, and as he read my mind, he jumped to explanation about what reincarnation is.

"I know what it is." I said.

"But you don't believe in it." He added, and I nodded. He sighed, sounding like he was really tired.

"Hyuna, you told me you were having these dreams.. Right?"

I nodded again. "But what does my dreams has to do with reincarnation? It doesn't make any sense."

"I believe that youre dreaming about your past lives, Hyuna. Everyone has their own, but human brain can't keep too much memories from the past, because they faded with time. If they die and reborn again, they will be born anew, with nothing about their past memories in their minds."

And I thought I had lost my mind.

"You know that's impossible right?"

He cocked his brow. "What is?"

He looked so serious that I had to laugh. I laughed until my tears came out, half hoping that he would burst out joining me, and tell me that he was kidding. But he only narrowed his eyes and tilted his head to the side as if he was figuring out what I was laughing for.

I cleared my throat. "You cant be serious."

"Do I look like Im joking? I dont have time for that." He said harshly.

My jaw opened and closed like that of fish's, shocked by his sudden attitude. Yes, I only knew him for a short matter of time, and our relationship was kind of a rushed one that we jumped the 'getting to know each other stage' and to be honest, I myself was confused about it. But I had that feeling that we know each other for a long time and if it was not creepy I do not know what is.

"Well dont blame me for not being superstitious!" I yelled and regretted it quickly. "Next time I know, you'll try to persuade me into believing that Twilight is real." I mumbled but I knew he heard it.

"And what if they are?" I gaped at his words. Why do I have to be acquainted with a hot weirdo of all people?

"Dude, I dont even know if God is real. But I do know that pain and suffering is, and in this world you have to survive or die trying." I shook my head looking down at my lap and playing with my fingers.

He reached out and touched my hand. I was surprised by his move and I looked up, his blue eyes softened. Was he comforting me?




Remembering our conversation, I snapped out of it. As stupid as it was, I wanted to hear his explanation. "So how did I remember?"

Daesung took his hand off mine and instantly I missed his touch. I shrugged off the feeling and stared at his retreating back. He stood up and walked to the only window I had in the little space I called bedroom and peered out of the curtains. In the dim room, his blue eyes looked like they were flashing but of course it was because of the lights from the building outside, right?

"I'm pretty sure that when you were born you brought with you a speck of memories from the past, and unlike most human, yours keep growing with time. Every time you see something you know from your past lives, it did something to your memories. And eventually you'll remember." He turned to look at me, "All of them."

I gasped when his eyes turned purple before it returned to their color.

I must be seeing things.

He leaned on the window pane and crossed his hands, looking directly to me. We locked eyes and I was lost in it.

His blue eyes was mesmerising. It glimmered under the light. It was deep like the ocean, luring me and I became stiff under his gaze. The temperature was cold, but I felt warm. He had that effect on me.

"I-i'm not sure I understand." I stuttered, diverting my eyes to my hands. I felt the heat on my cheeks.

I sensed he was walking towards me. I did not see him for I kept my head down but I knew it when he was back to the chair next to my bed.

"Hyuna, I know it is hard to believe. And I know you are confused." He grabbed my hand and I did not have any choice but to look at him. The warm feeling inside my stomach was back. "But please, trust me."

He then added, "Can you do that?"

Before I could answer, he tensed up and the glimmer in his eyes disappeared, making him look distant.

"Daesung?" I called, and his grip on me hardened. "Daesung, are you okay?"

He blinked once, and the glimmer was back in his eyes.




"We need to go." He said. He took my bag and started putting the things that I had spilled from the bag back into it.

"Go where?" I touched his arm.

"You might not believe me on this, but that guy you saw at the park? He's coming here. So I need to get you to somewhere safe." He pulled the covers off me. "Can you walk?"

I threw my hands to the covers and pulled it back to my chest.

"What the hell are you doing? Daesung, you're acting weird."

He sighed and ran a hand to his hair. "For goddess's sake, Hyuna, I am not kidnapping you! I'm saving your life."

What?

A guy I just met, with weird eyes and bright hair just told me to trust and follow him to somewhere. I may be an introvert kind of girl, but Im not that naïve. This dude must have some trick rolled up on his sleeves. He might be hot and cute and gorgeous with those sexy blue eyes but there was no way I am going with him. Nu'uh, not a chance.

"Well sorry, but I can manage myself. You can go now." I crossed my hands stubbornly.

I heard him grumble and muttered. "You leave me no choice."

A hand was placed gently on my chin and soon I met his eyes. Instead of blue, they were bloody red and it gave me goosebumps. No scratch that. I was freaking out, and ready to throw myself out of the window. I would rather fall from the third floor window instead of being in this room. I do not want to be anywhere near this guy.

I tried to move my hands to pry his finger off my face but they would not move. I was lost again in his eyes, except now I was not mesmerised, I was more scared.

"You. Are. Coming. With. Me." He said and stepped away from the bed. His eyes changed back to blue.

I just wanted to faint.

Then I moved. I threw the cover back, and swung my feet off to the ground. I screamed but nothing came out of my mouth. I tried to run, but my feet refused me. It was like my body was moving by itself. I walked out of the room and into the living room, kicking something soft in the process. My eyes darted down and saw Minki wagging his tail, but instead of crouching down and patting him like I always do, I walked straight for the front door. I heard Daesung mumbled something like, "Shit, I forgot about the dog."

I reached for the knob as I struggled against myself, trying to pull my hand back but again I was not able to control myself. I twisted the knob and walked out. The corridor was really quiet, and the floor under my feet felt cold. I walked until I arrived to the stairs. As I was going down the stairs, someone I knew was just climbing up.

"Hyuna?" It was Jihyun eonnie.

"Eonnie! Help I can't control myself!" I screamed, but of course nothing came out of my mouth.

"Eonnie please! Eonnie!" I screamed again as I walked pass her and she looked confused. But then she looked behind me.

"Hyunbin, where are you going? Is she okay?"

Hyunbin?

"Ah yes.. We're going to uh the hospital. Just want to run a few test, to make sure if she is really okay." He sounded like Daesung, heck I was sure it was him. He must have changed his name to someone else to kidnap me! I started to struggle again and screaming.

"Eonnie, don't believe him! He's kidnapping me! Eonnie help, please!"

"Can I come with you?" I heard her say. Hope formed in my heart.

"Uh, no. I can take care of this. Can you look after Minki? He hasn't been fed yet." He answered.

"Okay. Please let me know about her okay?" She replied and I felt the tears fell from my eyes.

"No, no, no. Eonnie!"

"Sure." He said and before I know it he was walking beside me.

"Bye Hyuna!" Jihyun eonnie said before everything went quiet.




I was still crying but I cannot make any move to wipe it away. I was being kidnapped and I could not do anything to stop it. I rarely curse, but right now my life was really fucked up.

"I'm sorry. If I didn't do this you wouldn't want to come with me." He said, as we walked out of the building. The cold wind made me shiver. He must have noticed this because next thing I know, his jacket was covering my body.

"You sick bastard. You tricked me and Jihyun eonnie! Let me go." I yelled inside.

"I have to do this, Hyuna. I need to. You're in danger and I want to protect you." He said.

We were standing beside the road, as if waiting for something. He put his arm around me to keep me warm, and I was doing everything I can to push him away but to no avail.

"I rather die." I spat and as if he heard me, he turned to face me. His eyes darkened, and I watched as he battled with his own emotions.

Then a red car pulled over.

"Dae." A young man stepped out from the driver's seat and I recognised him instantly.
Great, so he called his friend.

Daesung turned to the guy and sighed. "Hyung, you're here."

Second later the guy Daesung called 'hyung' stood next to him.

"What have you done to her?" He looked to my eyes and then glared at Daesung who looked like he wanted to be anywhere but here.

"Really, Dae? Can't you handle it like a man?" Daesung blushed.

"Ayy, hyung, she refused to come with me. I have to do it."

The other guy shook his head. "Youngbae won't be pleased to know this." Daesung grunted.

"But I have no choice!" He sighed exasperatedly.

The 'hyung' clicked his tongue and gave the car key to Daesung. "Whatever, I have works to do. I don't want any dent on my car."




Daesung rolled his eyes and gently helped me into the luxurious car. He then jogged to the other side and slipped into the driver's seat. He revved the engine and drove us somewhere, where I might die and nobody knows.

"Get some sleep. We will be there soon." He said softly as new set of tears pooled inside my eyes demanding to be released.

He brought his hand to my face to wipe away the trail of tears. I wanted to cower away but I cannot.

"I'm sorry." He repeated the words he had been saying that I refused to believe. I will not believe anyone easily anymore.

My eyelids dropped and eventually I fell asleep.



***
An update! I'm so sorry I have been AWOL. I don't have a good reason for it, and for it I am so sorry.

To be honest, I started Uni and it's hard juggling the time, and the worst thing is I nearly give up on this book. I didn't feel anything nor do I have the groove to update anymore, and it pains me (so much) to see the first book I ever manage to work until 14 chapters is being neglected on purpose. If I am to choose one of my book, there is no denying that I will choose this.

I really was going to give up on this storyline guys, I really did. I even drafted 9 chapters of the new storyline and even made a new cover for it, for I planned to post them in a new book and take down this one. But even then I'm confused to the point that I am being emotional, because it is just not right, every word I entered is wrong, and no matter how many songs I listen to, it didn't help with the writing.
So in the end of the day, I decided to go with this one, because I don't have a strong feeling towards the new storyline as I did to this good ole HVB, and despite how much I liked it, I put it on hold and continue this one.

I have decided to continue HVB, and gives it a new breath.

I am sure I lost my readers, but if in any chance you still have this book in your library, know that I am very thankful in every way. None of the words can express my gratitude to you. Thank you so much.

I'll be updating regularly from now. So yorobeun (it means everyone) I present to you Wedding Dress !

-August 11, 2016

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