My parents hate me. Applejack hates me. All my friends hate me. Everyone hates me. Everything hates me. Where did i go wrong!? I should of just accepted the fact. But no I had to take her didn't i. What acid got into my mind!? I was sick of life. I didn't get to graduate. I didn't get to grow up and have children of my own. I didn't get to do anything exept looking forward to death. I've got a life sentence.

THIS PART IS TRIGGERING FOR SUICIDAL PEOPLE!!!

I got the sheets from my bed and hung them up on a hook. I tied a thick noose and put the toilet bucket under the rope. I stood on the bucket and put the material around me neck. it was my last chance to back out. I didn't want to i made to big of a mistake. Everyone makes mistakes but mine wasnt a mistake. It was purpose. I kicked the bucket from underneath me and then I heard a big crunch. I couldn't breath and was in extreme pain for 10 seconds then I closed my eyes and died. Everyone would be happier.

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Later i woke up. I was in hospital. My head, neck and shoulders hurt like hell. I cant remember anything. I heard beeping and there was doctors surrounding me. I tried speaking but i cane out in little squeals and squeaks. They saw i was awake and shot me with sleep poison. I fell asleep again almost instantly.

When I woke up I couldn't remember anything. I had amnesia. Why am I in a hospital. I've got the biggest headache ever. My neck really really hurts. A person came in I didn't know who she was. She had orange skin with freckles and yellow hair. "Rarity?" She asked me. Who's rarity? "I'm sorry it had to end like this. I just wasn't happy in a relationship with you. I love you as a friend and I forgive you for what you did even though you traumatised the fuck out of me" she told me. What did I do to her? Why am I here? She walks out and has one last look at me before leaving. I sigh and lay down trying to get back to sleep.

Later on a purple skinned, dark blue haired with purple and pink stripes girl walks in. She tells me something but I only remember a few words. "I've spoken to the government and they're willing to give you a second chance at life. I'm sorry I know you were just angry you didn't mean it" she leaves and puts a note on the desk next to the door.

I lay back and fall asleep.