" dear Ray

Do you know who I am? I am a twister myself in someone's world, destroying everything which I myself hold near.. but I try , I really try to be the calmer breeze atleast for that special someone..but now he is hurt, he is in hospital and I am stuck at home..because of my own drawbacks. He thinks I am perfect i am his world ..where as I can't even hold him close as he stumbles through it all, alone through the ordeal.. I am feeling helpless Ray..but I am also the one that designed this helplessness..I want to be a breeze sometimes..can I ever be?

Krist feels sad reading the private message.. he has opened his blog after almost three weeks. He is still not ready to write, typing is difficult for him ..as well as normal writing by pen..so he is only attending the classes but not taking down any notes.

Tana is his backbone in this writing difficulty, krist blushes thinking about what other help Tana gives him ..

Tana even gives him bath and helps him to get ready, much to Singto's irk. But what can he do? Singto cant come every morning before classes to get him ready or change his dressesing. And Singto also has to agree Tana does it completely aloof and mechanical, never taking any undue advantage, trying not to increase krist's already bashfulness, Singto one-day had come unannounced and observed it all.. the scrutinizing overprotective boyfriend that he is.

But singto has promptly run away the moment Tana started to change his dressing , the prospect of seeing the healing wound or blood too much for him.. Knot had rolled his eyes at his antics, he is not at all warm to the fact that krist has forgiven Singto so easily. He still believes Singto over exaggerates his phobia just to gain kris's sympathy.

Krist closes the laptop with a sigh, like phi Rain who doesn't open up about his feelings to the one he loves, he knows his own boyfriend or master boyfriend , he doesn't really know what to really call him, is hurting too with Tana's growing closeness to him.

He is seething in jealousy and last evening, in between their soft kisses he has even found Singto distracted and distant. Krist vouches that he will insist Singto to take him out today but his all plan goes out of the window when Singto states he is busy and will take him out tomorrow if possible .

Krist exams are in a week, he should be studying but with the present aloofness of Singto , he is not able to concentrate. He goes out of his room, hoping to make a cup of tea and hopefully find the concentration back to study. Though, He is still having difficulty in moving the arm and shoulder .. but he knows he has to sit for his exams , he just cannot afford to miss any semester .

He is feeling down about Singto's non visit and also his straight no for an answer about going out for a date tonight. Krist cannot understand what is his fault. He can not afford to spoil the stitches and his wound healing by insisting to do things alone and not take help from Tana. He sighs as he pours water in a kettle bringing it to boil while his faraway eyes recollects sweet time between them, which has become lesser and lesser as Singto's jealousy has grown bigger and bigger .

" what are you doing? Why didn't you call me or Knot krist? How can you make tea with one hand?"

" let me do it Tana. I am not an invalid ." Krist answers bitterly , he is fed up of Tana's overt sweetness and Singto's unplaced jealousy.

" ok , ok" Tana raises his hand in surrender understanding Krist's foul mood ..

Knot comes out of his room and observes the drama. He is sure Krist mood is conked absolutely because of that stupid jealous boyfriend of his. Singto even offered to keep a nurse for krist rather than Tana taking care of him. But when Tana insisted he knows all about nursing because of his parents medical background and it's difficult to keep a fourth person in students dorm, Singto had to back down.

" come on kid , let's all three of us go out for tea and evening snacks to the nearby street market. I also need some stationeries, we can all study harder once we have gotten a little fresh air and good junk food ." Knot wisely tries to ease the tension in the air .

" good idea , let's go out krist, you have not gone out of dorms for so long, only college and back." Tana gives an easy smile .

Krist nods his head and all three go out, though Krist's foul mood continues through out their shopping and tea time.

Tana and knot exchange looks but when they come near their favourite famous sweet shop for strawberry and blueberry cake, they get a super shock ..

Singto enters the shop just before them, another man in tow .

Krist immediately calls Singto's mobile .. he is for the first time fuming inside ..and his mind leaving all logical thoughts and rational action behind..

" hello phi I am really feeling low , please go out with me na khrap."

" I am really busy today krist, something important came up , sorry will talk to you later ." And he cuts the call ..

Krist enters the shop in long strides, before Tana and knot can stop him , he comes in front of Singto and a very tall handsome man with blue eyes.

Singto is busy buying some sweets for that man, and promptly resembles a stone when he finds krist facing him..

" you are really very busy master Singto. Enjoy the sweets and the sweet time.. Phi Tana , phi knot .. let's go." And before Singto can even react he disappears from his sight ..

" that's a very cute and feisty man"

" shut up Rob , I am so screwed."

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A/n ::: twister Singto and now stormy krist.. will rain and ray play their part?

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