I was in a down spiral, I didn't talk laugh or anything. I didn't want to push them away, but they were driving me nuts. So I did the first thing that came to mind, I yelled at all of them to GET THE FUCK OUT. They slammed open the door, then slammed it close. I grabbed my phone, I sent a voice text to Oppa but miahne, you guys are smothering me. Give me sometime, I either have to start trying to fix myself or give up. I won't give up tho, but I was close too with everyone's hovering please forgive me. Thank you for bring me my mic, lap top & keyboard.

[Jin's POV]
Alexa, play the voice text. Just hearing her voice brought me to tears, I pulled the car over. I got out leaning against the car crying, I feel for her she's like a little sister to me. Oh God she is hurting so much right now, I have her apple watch.

Message to Oppa:
I'm changing rooms tomorrow I need a bigger room I paid for it already. For myself and for you 7 are my family and my husband's.

Always was my strength now it's BTS will always be my strength.

Come tomorrow just the vocal lines only. Don't tell them your coming to see me, put them in blind folds if you have to. I have a new song, my WILL song. Gnite Oppa's Saranghe.

[Luna's POV]
I got to work on it this powerful song, something for love which I have already but I'll ask for some more Strength. I sat there playing the rifts over and over, till I heard a knock on the door. I wheeled myself to look, I see a police officer with MAX in handcuffs, I glared at him with hate. How may I help you Officer?

Conversation:

Police Officer: Yes ma'am, its come to my attention that you know this man

Luna: Man, where is the man? Officer, all i see is a piece of shit who was suppose to protect me like an older brother should. So no sir, I thought I knew him but I guess not. Goodbye Officer!!

Max: Luna, don't push me away please give me a chance!

Luna: Chance? Why should you get a second chance? You knew how Darren was but did you care no! Because you were in live with my soon to be wife, if you wanted a chance then you would've never contacted Darren. He shot me Max, all because you couldn't let the past go, your worse than Dad! Please take him away!!

Max: Annyeo, Miahne please lil moon I'm sorry but I was hurt she chose you over me.

Luna: I looked at him while my tears fall, you had that second chance on the day I got married but yet you did nothing. So now, I'll do just that Nothing.

The officer grabbed Max, sir I know he did wrong, but if he isn't resisting you shouldn't treat him as roughly or I'll have your badge. I turned back to my keyboard, I put my head in my hands. There was another knock, in came the male nurse that looked like Bambam, he said it was time for therapy. I nodded, I looked at him Bambam what are you doing her, I'm sorry Mom you must have me mistaken as someone else. I said something in Thai and he started laughing. We came into the therapy room:

He tries to help me, I seat his hands away. I'm sorry I don't like anyone touching but certain people nurse or not. I somersault forward going into a handstand. It's my legs that don't work well I have only 50% usage. I need to relearn how to walk, run and dance.

The nurse nods, perfect I'm a dancer myself since he looks like Bambam:

One second, I call Bambam hey oh NVM, my nurse looks exactly like you. It's a lil creepy. But I was checking to see if he was you. I gotta go bye.

[Kade's POV]
Alright let's do this, I tell her your first step is to stand up, with no assistance. If you can do that, then your one step closer to your goal. I didn't believe the other nurse's refused to help her. I noticed tho that she is stubborn as hell. I looked at her hands, on her left hand is a wedding ring. It figures for someone so beautiful and strong. Whoever is married to her is one lucky ass man. She somersaults out of the chair into a hand stand, who the fuck is this girl. She can't be older than 18. She did a handstand press, flipping herself into a standing position. I stared in wonder, only few can do that move. Who the hell was she? I looked over her chart, OMO she's THE Lady Luna Moon. WTF, daughter of PD Nim of Bighit Entertainment. Oh shit, that's why they didn't want to help her.

[Luna's POV]
I heard him gasp, great another saesang just what I need in my life. I looked at him, I stand up perfectly. My knees are going to buckle so I got into an easier stance, just like I we're ready to fight. I look at the girl by the balance ball, I ask her to toss me a water bottle. It was in the air I jumped up doing a roundhouse kick, kicking it out the window.

Look Kade, don't cause me any trouble. I'm just here to get better and live my life. I take small steps to my wheelchair, I wheeled myself not looking back. I roll myself to my room, I need a nap. I go on the bed, I struggle a little bit. I don't know anyone here, suddenly I'm lifted I look to see RM. I smile softly hugging him, I tell him I just finished p.t. I was going to eat then nap.

[RM's POV]
I help her, I know but she's like my lil sister. She gives me a small smile, I hug her closely. So what's this I hear only the vocal line is invited tomorrow. She looks at me, fine. Since I just finished it, I play it for you. Then you can come again tomorrow. I play just the music, I don't sing it. It's getting late so I'm saving it for tomorrow she tells me.
I'm blown, it was that good. I tell her Suga would definitely love it.

[Luna's POV]
RM, not to be mean or anything but I thought I booted everyone out! He holds a bag up for me, I look inside to see 3 thermos I opened one, jinjja hot mango tea. The purple thermos is full of boba for me to add to the other two thermoses. I yawned, the nurse comes in with my meds and to inform RM visiting hours are over for patients. I tell her he's my brother but he said he'll see me tomorrow. He hugs me, then he leaves. Oh boy, I better finish my song.

[Time Skip]

10 am the next morning I'm sitting up at the desk in a regular chair, I fix my mic and I do the edits on my laptop, I drink my tea it's still hot. I drink about 2 cups worth, I head to the bathroom. I do my business, when I come back out they are sitting there with balloons and stuffed animals. I leaned on the wall pretending to be tired, I sighed. They stood to get up and help me I tell them to sit and not fuss. I'm 💯% better, Why? How you ask?! I prayed to the one and only ancient dragon. I still need to practice dancing, but I can walk and run like before. I take one step forward, I do a forward flip then I bow and smile. I walk to the desk I fix my mic, this song helped me. Because I realized that I'm loved, I wipe my tears. I okay the keyboard and I press play on the laptop. I'm lifted, sitting in Kookie's lap as he wraps his arms around me. I hope your ready for this:

If I wrote a note to God
I would speak what's in my soul
I'd ask for all the hate to be swept away
For love to overflow

If I wrote a note to God
I'd pour my heart out on each page
I'd ask for war to end and for peace to mend this world
I'd say, I'd say

I'd say give us the strength to make it through
Help us find love 'cause love is overdue
And it seems like so much is going wrong
On this road we're on

If I wrote a note to God
I'd say please help us find a way
End all the bitterness, put some tenderness in our hearts
I'd say, I'd say

I'd say give us the strength to make it through
Help us find love 'cause love is overdue
And it looks like we haven't got a clue
Need some help from you

Grant us the faith to carry on
Give us hope when it seems all hope is gone
'Cause it seems like so much is going wrong
On this road we're on

No, no
We can't do it on our own!
So, so

Give us the strength to make it through
Help us find love 'cause love is overdue
And it looks like we haven't got a clue
Need some help from you

Grant us the faith to carry on
Give us hope when it seems all hope is gone
'Cause it seems like so much is going wrong
On this road we're on

No, no
We can't do it on our own!
So, so

If I wrote a note to God

I got up bowing to the doctor who walked in handing me my discharge papers, I bowed again Kamshamida.

I sat on the bed, waiting for their shock to wear off, I just laid down and went to bed, it's going to be awhile.

I tried rolling over, but I'm greeted with a nice set of abs. I turn over again and another set of abs just like the other ones, WTF!! I open my eyes to see the clock read 2 pm. I wiggle around, till I hear a voice say stop or I'll give you something to wiggle about. My pussy clenched, fuck I need the bathroom can I get up please. Arms and legs were removed I walked to my dresser grabbing clothes:

It was time for me not to be lazy, when I was done I grabbed the tiger balm and headed to the kitchen. I was hungry and I needed food fast, I see Oppa's making something. I gave him a look, I tell him I'm not eating that. None for you then, so whatever I make you shouldn't get none then right?

He looks at the ingredients, never mind he said, here try it at least, I grab a spoon I smell it, you put anchovies? Eww but I try it anyways, i tell him I don't like how anchovies taste, it's weird tho. I wash my hands, are you almost done I'm  going to need the whole kitchen. I'm hungry and I'll share, but rock paper scissors for clean up.

I grab the pots, pans and bowls out. I grab a cutting board, I look the vegetables I cut the ones I need for each dish. I turned around and started the soup first, I need that out of the way, then I went to start the rice cake. When I finished the second dish, all the boys were standing there watching me. I grabbed a stool, because my legs were aching.

I took a break, I grabbed a water, I grabbed some apples cutting them. I walked back into the kitchen, I boiled 1/2 cups of water slowly adding sugar till it was thick enough, I added vanilla extract. I brought it to a boil, yum home-made caramel, I put the apples on a stick then I dipped them I grabbed a bunch of nuts and coated a few, I put in a cup and put it between them. Here have a snack I tell them, I then washed my hands to make two kinds of Bulgogi, I saw Suga's widen I giggled because he was eyeballing the meat, I scoffed I don't even get eyeballed like that. Jimin's saw my expression, he held me from behind, I eyeball you like that all the time. He rubbed himself against me, I hissed cos I got oil on me. I'll burn you later, stop distracting me before I burn the food.

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